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Greetings, I'm bubbles and i love being blown by people. See the picture up there? THAT'S ME. But unfortunately, when the picture was taken, I POPPED. Yeah. Didn't you ever watch spongebob? No? Sad childhood you got there. ):
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everything you do make me unhappy,Nothing to do wi... super COOL room... hello kitty craze kjnsjkdnfjn HAPPY VALETINE chinese new year shopping with my sis... cycling @ east coast my new office future MIL b'day!

Saturday, April 30, 2005 @ 1:13 PM

nothing much for me to blog today as ytd we went to the same old place which is tampines again!
hang there till 11 plus lo.. actually we wanted to go punggol hse but at last we went OCH which was a dammn boring place lo.. when we reach the busstop we climb up the bus shelter, it was so high lo.. i only knoe ji seng n dunno who the other guy pull me up.. very scary but it was fun anyway... but still when we went in i'm still petrify.. i hold pig hand tightly cos i feel goosebumps n if i'm not wrong i did saw a light blinking at the door before we wanted to went in but the light was not really tt bright, we also heard ppl playing song.. but they say the song came frm the chalet but after we came out there no song lo... i jus find sth is amiss lo.. mabel jia wen peiliang n pei hun went hm,actually i wanna go de but at last i nv.. cos gt 4 person liaox.. so
after tt we went CCB then mary n i went hm.. the rest of them went to eat n c gays ba..

now i'm going to redhill for dance.. so i meet gabriel at 2. i think is time for me to leave now le..

-i live my life with pride

Friday, April 29, 2005 @ 11:34 AM

ytd day after sch we went tampines again.
gt gi,gx,clarence,yimin,pig,mary,angela,choon hwee,yiekait,congming,amanda n jun heng..
we eat ,play arcade then shop..
we went 4 floor the big space to slack..
those stopiddddd guys disturb me by taking my shoe lo.. so bo liaox..
make me climb and i sweat lk hell lo..
wed going for blood test..
it horrible to think of that scence when the needle poke into ur flesh..
it will be so gd if the one i really love r by my side...
mayb it would not be as pain as i think.
when nobody is occupying me
everything came into my mind
my love,my health,my blood test on wed
i need ppl to occupy me wif laughter n happiness
mayb my laughter will last u all for onli the next few month

sometimes u still came into my mind
i still can feel the hug u gave me last time
i still rmb wat u say to me
but its all disappear in the air
mayb missing u is not my job anymore
it has all become memories
i wish for u!

Monday, April 25, 2005 @ 10:57 PM

at night i went up the hill with the few of them.. although its jus a normal hill.. mayb doeeesnt seem anything specail to other ppl ba.. scenery r not really tt nice but i jus feel comfortable with it.. we went there slack toking in proper english.. hahax.. n somehow tis guy doesnt knoe how to speak chinese did entertain us...drinking tiger beer n havin a stick of fag... suddenly a rabbit snuck up frm our back which make nick yell lk hell.. after tt they sent me to the bustop ..we will sitting on the floor drop n i make my way hm.. in the bus i was reading a storybook, i think i was to into it which make me miss my stop.. arghhh.. so i take a longer time to reach hm.. sianx

@ 3:45 PM

gi tat freak woke me up at abt 8.15 in the early moring.. on sunday actually we r suppose to head to sentosa but last mintue i backup.. cos i'm so tired... after toking to her i went back to sleep at 11 plus tt freak wan me to wake yp to acc her out.. as she doesnt wan to enter church... we went bugis to cut hair, gi cut her fringe... after the haircut we took neoprint n walk the whole bugis over n over again... it so f*ucking boring.. we waited for yk n went back to bedok.. on the way back yk n gi was critising abt my thoughts... which i find is right, yet they say it childish... well thing abt relationship r jus rubbish now wat.. is jus an entertainment.. also not marriage..we went cue club to play billard then headed to 211 to eat our dinner... as yk tt pest is too noisy so decided to shut his mouth for 1 hours... hahax... back to rover to play daytona. then back to my hse...

today thing doesnt seem rite to me.. no matter in sch or even after sch till now.. my whole mind is fill wif lots of rubbish...i tot evrything shld be all rite by now, as the terrible feeling is healing n gone on last saturday.. but today even i'm sitting in the parade square i overheard him toking abt her, which make me feel weird n it hurt abit.. mayb i'm jus not as strong as gi.. i jus doesn't wan to face the fact tat somehow i still hav feeling for him... but at the same time i fall in love in another guy too.. mayb it jus a crush...i hate 24 tis no, it remind me abt him... techno n jay chou song remind me abt him too.. the file which i bought for him tt night he doesnt want to take n i'm using it right now. during sleepless nite i'm wondering did we realli love each other?ppl telling me we love each other deeply, we r compatiable though i dun find it true at all.. but y does he changes his heart so fast....it jus lk a sec..i jus hate myself to bring a fake mask to sch.. mux smile at all my fellow classmate n not to let them knoe tt i still love him..although he cant giv me the secure i need but i jus simply get the shiity feeling out of it..i dun wan to go think niether do i wan to remember those memories..i admit i betray him before so does he wat! aaaahhhhhhhhh ai ya.. wat the hell! mayb i jus shoudn't go think abt it.. tis incident really affect my result.. definetly it will! i wan someone to be by my side when i need him.. hu will tt be???

Sunday, April 24, 2005 @ 9:12 PM

ytd we went punggol hse.. so funny lo.. wahaha... 10 person went ther include meee... then we mux walk across a big field.. but we first timer never walk road but walk tt big field.. n its so muddy..then pei liang piggy back me.. jun heng piggy back amanda.. hahax.. then the most funniest thing is tt.. pei liang whole slipper n leg is full with mud.. wahaha..when amanda kena the mud she shout lk hell lo.. pig say we mux walk behind amanda cos when she kena sth her reaction is so fast n she shout so loud tt everybody will take precaution...after tt those ppl shoe is full with mud went to clean on the edge of the roadside! we take photo along the road which was funny.. then we went in to the hse.. but the main hse is seal.. so we didnt manage to get in even how those guys bang the door..then mary the stun woman climb here n there to take photo.. hahax.. we still went under the hse to chit chat ar.. i was so scare sia.. we still help amanda think of idea to bluff her mum lo... yimin n chee seng bang on the wood when we walk under the hse lo.. funni sia.. after tt we take cab home le... but so many haunted hse i went i find this is the most memorable one..

Friday, April 22, 2005 @ 2:42 PM

ytd afternoon i was pretty bored but after tt gx cal me go out revise work at changi mac.. got quite alot of ppl, gt clarence,gx,mary,xiaoqi,ah don,edmund i think,bernard, jun heng,still gt a few more but i not very sure abt their name...
then went rover play pool so coincidence we saw boon chao, ben n xiao yang they all... then clarence very idiot lo. keep on suan me but nvm i win him at last.after tt lose to me le go suan other ppl. so funny lo.. then after tt some of them went 85 i went hm after tt... actually today going watch movie de.. but the stupid pei laing at alst gt wat meet the parent session. so cant make it.. so mayb tmr we will be going punggol hse.. but i scare sia.. got ppl say go in le then cannot find a way out... wondering whether is it true.. pretty thrilling yea...
after i went there i will tell u all again!

-i miss u-

Thursday, April 21, 2005 @ 3:12 PM

ytd 11 plus then reach hm...take bus wif yie kait go 37, then someone mum cal saying tt she was sick n her dughter nv even ask how she was feeling n went out den at hm nv c her revise her work, her mum tok to me lk scolding me sia.. jus wanting to tell u tat ask abt her n revise at hm so to prevent her complaining to me next time ... after tt we went fishing , go there for a few hours but only catch 3 fish n 1 crab 1 prawn.. saw my classmates cycling to east coast too.. hehex...math result is not as gd as i tot.. haix.. alot of careless mistake.. dun knoe y this few days dun feel lk eating sia... then hungry eat abit then full le.. after eating feel lk vomiting.. i think i going to c a doc.. shit lo.. then my sis was so bad luck she lost her hp on her birthday which was jus bought one month ago.. feeling bad for her...

anyway today i learn new things in life, when i was having my CME lesson n even reading my chinese test comprehension... anyway i enjoy the story tat my form teacher shared with us... it was touching to c her husband going back to her... it was heart-warming.. we still do a vow for our marriage.. so funni... wondering wat to write.. but i complete it anyway. i realise my decision was not wrong after wat my teacher told us, saying tt a gd parnter need to be there whenever u r sad, understand ur feeling, support in wateva u do, even if he critise u he will always be the one pushing u up in another words in good thing la.. i realise tt i hav done my part.i did put in effort in the relationship. i hav no regerts!

i gotta grow up :) and i will!

Wednesday, April 20, 2005 @ 5:36 PM

going east coast soon.. hehex.. anyway i surprise tt thing r going my way..
i'll be fine. haahx... after all thank for ur call.. secertly i hav just got sth sending over for u... my mum cal me to send her regards to u. come back soon.. -i miss ya
today was having oral in sch. i think my result was jus acceptable...
happy birthday esther!! hav a great day ahead!

jus wanna to thanks u for accompanying me tis feel day. i'm back to normal.. yipeee!

Tuesday, April 19, 2005 @ 5:18 PM

so long nv blog le... after seeing gi blog i suddenly hav the urge to blog too... after sch go 37 then go buy esther present.. hope she will lk it ba... during my chemistry lesson u filled my mind wif ur image which i really feel lk giving u the last hug...
gi seriously i dun knoe wat really happen to me n him.. but mayb becos of tt one ba.. we two r the same take each other for granted.. i knoe tis breakup will affect in my result , my life , my sleep n eveyrthing..i jus dunoe y tt moment i will think of this is jus beocs of some one... i jus knoe tt someone will be by my side... but i regret now.. i wanna tell u wat i really think during tt time but u didnt gave me a chance.. u say u wan freedom it hurts me.. jus hope tt u knoe tt everything i say to u is harmless.. i nv meant to hurt u.. i really love u with all my heart.

u r the one hu guide through my life
gif me the warmth tt i never ever had before
i will still look back as i walk
thoose time u spend wif me
will always kept in my heart
ferr as long as i live
even it only a dream
my heart beat for u every sec
i love ya!

Friday, April 08, 2005 @ 10:05 PM

i feel blue today.. i'm fuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggggg uuuuuppppppppppseeeeeeeeettttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dammn bored at hm..... nth to do at hm. no sms no phone cal... siannnnnnxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he has gone to neverland

Thursday, April 07, 2005 @ 11:12 PM

sianx today kena sent hm frm sch... cos of my hair colour then after tt i go find pf eat then i go hm... haixx.. i went hm sleep till abt 1.40 lk tt... after tt i went 37 find them... go there onli then kena say by ppl... is there wrong telling him... i lk to do say i wan to say gt wrong mehx... so wat if i make him sad.. at least to let him knoe ma... anyway i think i hav not done wrongly...

i find we r getting apart there no care, no worry in ur dictionary anymore.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005 @ 9:03 PM

today was real tired as ytd i didn't slept well... anyway i manage to ctach some slp in the afternoon.. jus a normal day for me.. nth mux happen... but gt taiji for ben they all.... my neighbour gave me hamster, and i hav no cage for them...ohhh no!!! the hamster was rather cute... anybody hu dun wan any cage don mind pass it to me ... hahaxx.. anyway it time for my tv session.. so bye everybody... hav a great day ahead for tmr.

Sunday, April 03, 2005 @ 10:29 PM

today i stay at hm for the whole day. wake up at abt 12 plus ba. then use com, play game, chat in msn with pei liang n amanda. pei liang was fucking irritating cannot make up his mind whther to go out or not.. waste ppl time.. then chan keep calling... the rest of them today went sentosa again... but i didn't go. anyway it raining cats n dogs in the afternoon.. chatting in wendy in msn then discover tt i dint hav ss 4b wrkbk.. so i went sg post buy n meet my dear then went grandlink awhile... After tt i buy dinner up for my sis then sit in front of the com till now. .. dl songs n do my smoking compo... craving for cigarette.. hahax.. jkjk.. (dear kidding horx) anyway was abt going to bed le... nitex everybody!!!