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Monday, May 29, 2006 @ 11:25 PM

now everyone is having objection for the place
i wanna work. they goes!@$#%$^%
oh man! wat can i do. tts the fastest way
wendy dun worry i still haf steven i think he
is able to pay everything for me first.
but i dun wan to get scolding la. argh!!!
he going to scold me for sure lo.

i haf send lots of blank msg and msg
to so many wrong person. argh!!

my day is already very bad.
tis guy somehow got to knoe him
and he ask how i get the SIA uniform
and he thinks it too big for him.
i told him its jus nice for me even the
shoe fits into my feet nicely.
he say i dun think so i think its too big!
wth la.. hello. i'm the one hu wearing if its lk too
big he think i will still wear to hong kong
for tt competition! i wear tt SIA uniform
to throw my own face is it! somemore nvm
he still say i'm a bitch la. dammn it.
i dun realli knoe him lo.
he dare to say it out.
u so pretty no bf ar? he said
dun haf!i replied
y dun haf? he said
i dun wan!i replied
and he replied
wah say until lk tt lk all the guys dying for u.
wah kaox.. wat wrong by replying tt. so i said
no chemistry wat. den he say u very bitch.
ya i'm a bitch ar! i told him
tdy he tok to me
he said i rmb u. u r tt bitch! how i wish i can shout right
into his ear SO!
NOW NVM HE SAY LK TT: U CAL URSELF BITCH
i think U OVERESTIMATED URSELF!
argh!!! kill me kill me. can i stab ppl!!!
he say i'm a bitch and now he say i overestimate myself.
fucking cb sia!
ok. anoother one. tis guy called me
named alex. i tot was my tt biker friend.
but it turn out to be another one.
foen friends. he callled. i ask him ya u cal me
for wat! he say no la. i boliao so i called u.
so wat can is aid. i gotta tok to him!
i'm on the verge of going to bed la.
i so want to put down the fone, but i
dunnoe how to open my mouth! at last he put down
but i dun feel sleepy anymore.

tml volleyball and i am thinking how am i going to tell
tt rugby guy tt i dun wan to haf dinner wif him.
got any ppl more suay den me!!

firstly i got into trouble.
secondly my parent quarrel today.
thirdly i met two fucking cb guys which irritate me
fourthly tml i need to face tt freaking rugby guy
i repeat he's so not my bf. ok not bad looking but he
lk kinda too short for me. same height can. plspls.
evelyn wun haf such kind of bf.

got anyppl more suay den me.pls contact me
and let me knoe i kinda more fortunate!

@ 9:10 PM

oh man. it gonna cost me a bomb!
the rest of the month will alwas be a bad day!
ok. things has been done. ok ppl
stop kp me can! pls pls! here

CRN test oh man over 80 i onli get 62.
i tot i can get higher la. dammn it man,
tdy RTO test. ok the test paper was kinda hard
my teacher was lk keep telling us how much
time left we need to finish the paper.
i wonder whether can my teacher even read my
handwriting.i'm going to fail my TKS! but tis sub
is nt important is nt going to affect my grade.
jus haf to pass lk PE! CRN i'm alcking behing again!
i haven even written script for the next week examination
i realli in dead meat!

dammn it. they all take my foto when i'm
asleep. and they are going post on their
blog la.. still say gif me surprise..
indeed a great surprise yea.

i so dun wan to smile to him when i saw him.
but i had to. for courtesy purpose.
tml volleyball training i shld be happy wif it.
but it seems lk i dun feel lk going for
volleyball anymore la.

i wonder wat going to happen next in my life.
kill me pls.. can i slp forever!

Sunday, May 28, 2006 @ 2:31 PM

firstly HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY FOEN!

went for meeting and i'm late.
and its dammn bloody cold.
den meet up wif gals for the celebration
tok crap take those bo liao foto follow
by making fun of ppl. esp tt someone came.
i cant stop laughing when i saw him.
we will lk laughing at him. yet he tok we r
praising him. oh man!

after tt i create some trouble.
big trouble. i think i cant stop create
trouble for ppl. die! wendy help!

dammn it!

Saturday, May 27, 2006 @ 2:13 PM

ytd was another sucky day.
went MOS and get the farking fake chop
but the chop is diff frm the others la
kena caught but kucky enough to escape.

dammn heng. at last went zouk.
ok zouk is lk dammn fun.
but i din really enjoy myself ytd.
cos i'm dead tired. there tis indian
guy wah lau. he did sth digusting to me!
oh fark! kill me pls. den there one abc n one
angmoh keep sticking to us. i think i shld go temple
pray i met stalker everywhere.

before went ktv den tamp.
told them abt the ant story 1
part two to be continue.
ok the other funny joke
is sceret between we four gals.
unable to share wif u guys.
play black magic, intellectual game
laughter filled the place.

shit i haven study yet. i only
cover one chap and i hav 3
more to go. dammn it!
another busy week.
wed n thur got rehersal
fri got presentation for the whole
four retail classes. oh man.
FOUR!! i wonder will the
students listen to wat i'm saying or will
they tok cock and sleep!

i go study le. ciazo!

Thursday, May 25, 2006 @ 9:44 PM

mary came over my hse to print her stuff
so we chatted we gossip we complain
love can change someone drastically
tt the power of love.
i saw how everyone change.
what i think i dun seem to change
for anyone! now wat
mary, yumei, celina are all attach!
dammn it. no clubbing partner anymore!
cindy tt bitch alwas working! i'm left alone!

celina i guess now my turn to say nw i watch movie wif hu?
lol!

i onli can busy wif sch work, meeting for the
teens forum and tv. tdy wasnt a sch day. we are
out to supermarket to do stock check!
wat a tiring day, but fun!
i lazy to elaborate if wanna c wat realli happen can
take a look at shawn blog.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MIAO TING!!!

she treat us fish and co! ok first time to
fish n co. cos i dun realli lk fish.
and i dun think the food is nice!
but have fun playing tt stupid game.
after eating wif them meet up wif alex.
finally he got the chance to see me! lol
his friends is rather interesting!
they will talking abt relationship.
this happen to came across my mind
when my turn to commit
in a relationship?
i think real soon when i find the right one!
haha.by comforting myself i shld say
having a carefree life isnt tt bad rite?

tml its clubbing night again.
i guess i gotta brk the promise i
gave yimin. will be meeting u all.
but at night i gotta leave for zouk.

progress test coming up again on
monday! tt sux! gotta study now~!
or else i cant club in peace!

ciaoz!
sth missing

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 @ 7:36 PM

ytd din blog much.
ok let me elaborate more
tt gal. wah cannot tahan
she is so noisy
she think she very funny
she think she very smart
she gif tt kind of attitude
"tt i'm better den anyone of u"!
when she smile to me oh god can
u lk make me smile back to her.
my mouth jus cant haf tt banana shape smile
i swear i feel telling her stop acting cute can.

i think my friend and i met
ghost in the bus.
tt y the previous post i say is dammn scary
how we knoe cos one auntie told us
although she din say theres ghost
but i certainly think it is.

i found out there one guy is my
sch he is lk physcotic la.
he bloody track on wat i lk wat i dun lk.
he ask ard to knoe how am i doin
in volleyball training n he cal one of
tis guy to take care of me in class.
i think its lk shit! oh man. does it mean
i wear his stupid jersy mean i lk him
omg will he think tt i lk him
my fucking god. later he go tell ard say
i lk him. tis time die. i can go sch wif tt plastic bag on

meet up wif yimin tdy.
she still so cocky.
acc her go c doctor
den go pollute the air.
the new fag SLK!
nt very nice also nt tt bad la.
i told her say friday i come meet u all
she say u zhun bo later u half way go
hahax. so i promise her. but gx n her
dun believe dun believe lk tt.

mary is comign over to my hse.
gotta bitch wif her soon. ciaox~!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006 @ 10:49 PM

volleyball train is lk killing me
my hand hurt lk hell
there a gal over there is lk
so damm it. fark up!

as for lesson. nxt monday
exam. sianz also.
good appetite for breakfast
after tt was lk i din eat any thing.

dun knoe which bloody hell
spread rumour tt i haf bf who
is in touch rugby la. dammn
tulan! wth! everybody is lk asking.

happen sth scary in bus.
is dammn scary!

blog some other time.
mood is lk so sucky!

Monday, May 22, 2006 @ 11:51 PM

i'm back here to blog again.

playing solitaire showdown wif nix.
actually i can win u de lo. jus tt
i slow down. I SLOW DOWN!
lol. after tt play wif jin hui
he dammn pro la.
i will train. next time u all sure lose one.

shut up yumei. i knoe u will say u more pro!
lol.
btw wednesday i having dinner wif celina.
those wanna join can cal us.
mary gong! fork up some time to bitch ard wif us lehx

ok. i saw sth! tt was under my prediction
i knoe tt was happening lol.
at the beginning i already thing will turnout tis way
although its none of my business.

i cant get to bed now. having stuffy nose nvm
tdy still take a nap frm 2 to 6. skip lesson to
do project.wonder how the project is progressing
at miao ting hse. hope eveyrthing turn out rite.

@ 8:08 PM

the fire is in me is going off.
tdy role play i din put in any single effort.
i think GPA 4 is impossible.
i haf slacken. dammn lazy to study.
and i dun wan to study.

i din want to talk to u tis way
in this manner. but u force me
to do so. i hope i haf say
everything clearly to u.
dun mess up my life.
i not lk other gals out there
when they say no it mayb yes.
when i say no mean no.

ytd i hav a very werid feeling.
i think it started in saturday.
it's back so fast. but somehow
i guess its out of my reach.
i wont be able to reach anymore!

Sunday, May 21, 2006 @ 3:33 PM

was studying ytd meet up yumei for lunch.
was badmouth-ing someone.lol
den to jin hui hse play mahjong.
yea yea we r the big winner.
actually was suppose to go for a meeting
but at last decide nt to go.
after tt went dxo for joseph birthday.
when the clock strike 12 he is drunk
drunk lk dunnoe wat.
so after his friend sent him on i went
indo chine to look for ronnie and friends
and den i knoe daryl are all along viewing my
blog without taggin. lol.
quite happening. it shld close at 4
and abt 2 going 3 police came.
wth. got raid! lucky daryl got me out fast enough.
den dey went mac and i went hm. ZzZz!
next time go clubbing mux jio horx.

role play tml. yet i haven memorise my script.
rmb la. but den its lk when i speak it isn't fluent.
n dammn it celina went camp. so boring.

there sch tml! dammn it!

Saturday, May 20, 2006 @ 11:33 AM

i think no one is ever understanding!
u say u will understand but wateva u say is shit.
ya i say i go watch wif u.
but my friend is going for camp and i
not gonna c her so soon. ytd was lk a gathering.
they bought the ticket so i go watch lo.
any problem. u get piss off. tt kind of attitude
sux man! u will say i nv put effort in this
relationship. ya i din out in so so so!
becos of one show. den u gif me atttiude.
rmb u r the one hu say wanna go separate
ways. rmb tt!

ok. dun talk abt tt.
gd news for me! but i dun wanna tell u all
davinci code.oh. nice show.
need to read the book. or else u wun
understand. anyway the show is lk disgusting.
its lk a joke again. they are laughing at me
cos i kena scare by the car crash scene.

later go study wif jin hui
den to kallang for my meeting
offf to DXO!
its clubbing time
hohoho.. yea yea!
i think i'm getting bad to worst.
last time club 1 month once or
few months club once. now almost every
week. without fail. my mum kpkpkp
when i wore my levis jeans my mum will
say: pls la ur jeans is lk too tight can u lk wear others.
say until so shuang. buy me new one lo.
chey!
oh ya last but not least
HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY JOSEPH!
he is our class rap. dammn kp also!
go hong kong! dammn strict.late abit also kp.
if we din do our job well not on time at night
back to hotel he will definately say
i wanna stress on punctuality, reponsibility and displince
being a class rap ofcos is nt easy.
he willa lwas receive werid msg in the middle of the night.
hey joseph i drunk i not goin sch!
joseph i late ar!
joseph tmlclass wat time!
hey joseph wat tdy timetable!
he need to take all kind of shit. overall he still a nice calss rap.

SHAWN CHAN I'M NOT A MEANIE LEADER LA!
u better be careful wat u r blogging. if not hahahaha
u will die in sch! lolx

Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 12:49 PM

three guys piggyback-ing us! lol

at the esplandae

so pathetic we dun haf knife. so we had to use
the happy birthday thing to cut tt cake

gordon retard face

tis is wat happen when ppl doesnt eat steamboat |
before

all so kaisu!busying eating

on the way to marina bay. sharon me jess and gordon

while waiting for sharon to knock off

c my retard face

@ 11:45 AM

although is abit late but i still wanna say

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!

tt my classmate. gordon. tis is how he slp in class.
we celebrate his birthday in sch by bombing him
he's kinda lk smart enough to bring his clothes
and towel along.lk wat sharon say dun blame
us for sabo-ing u. its for u to rmb!lolx
after tt went orchard play arcade
guys r really lousy. played table hockey
jess n me vs gordon and boon peng (score=5/13) i think
jess n me vs guo xiong n willy (score= 14/15)
lose to gals. alamak. willy is lk dammn stupid!
is order not to let the dunoe wat tt la. the circle thing
to go in he uses his hand to block. after the game he say very
pain. of cos pain la. lol. den went heeren. becos later
we r gonna to proceed to marina bay. so no one
dare to eat. but i'm lk do dammn dammn hungry.
so jess willy n me went to cal wanton mee.
three person share one pathetic bowl.
after tt went robinson to look for sharon
wat the hell la. big sale. and i saw tt bag,
omfg! i wan la. so i need tt robonson credit card
in order to get 40% so i call my cousin.
she say ytd she went then the card burst allready
NNB! without discount is lk too expensive.
i cant afford. den waited for sharon to finish work
den off we go to take mrt! makan makan den play arcade den to esplanade
will be posting all the pic n video later on
laugh until u all die.

first outing wif my classmate all thanks to
gordon! we shall go for another outing again!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @ 4:47 PM

shawn kena caught twice smoking in sch.
so suay! consecutive day somemore.
gordon birthday tml. he's gonna be dead.
so long nv meet up wif tt grp of bimboos.
its lk although i meet up wif celina alst week.
but it seem lk i din meet her for long.
mary and yumei is lk for months la.lol
so mary zi dong yi dian!

viewing jacqueline blog realli remain me lotsa
of those wonderful memories. my turn to write
i wan go out study. anybody wan to study cal me
along!if nt i gonna fail.
i go sch jus to study and slp.
during brk time u will
alwas find me in the reading rm or library sleeping
i knoe i'm a pig! haha

jacqueline
the one who alwas tell to us abt
her class bitches. when we run away
frm assembly we wrote sth at the back
of the sch.
guarding the door is our job during sec sch
life. that how we earn so much money
we get so rich tt the wallet is dammn thick
those will the days, when branded goods and
cabbie are nothing to us.
we are crazy over bowling over tt time.
play almost every week.
i got famous in sch becos of
her and gilselle. latecoming
they are the latecoming queen
wif earstud n stick on.
ppl in sch name us shopping queen.
as long they knoe anyone of us
they will knoe the other two.
ya! we din meet lk thousand of years
u knoe y? cos u nv jio me out! lol
but don worry i miss u babe!

gilselle
the one i use to be very close wif
the one who teaches me how to
play pool. alwas toking over the
phone until her mum got
fed up and pluck the wire off.
i feel so pampered when i'm wif them
becos staying over at her hse i'm alwas
the one hu slp on the bed. unlike nyap yek mei!
her mum/dad will alwas cal me
when she's out wif joel during tt time and got
me into trouble.
alwas the one hu solves my problem
and keeping my top secert
both of them alwas ask me to go
steady wif those zha ba lang guys
when i doesnt want to.
" try la try la he nt bad wat" tis alwas
comeout frm their mouth.
sometimes when i haf no money she
the one hu will spare me some.
their birthday present which i love the most
was the card and the neoprint
they are nuts. they went to take neoprint
and paste it on tt birthday card. lol.
but tt was sweet!
and something are nt gd to be publish here

i will nv forgot they are the one hu
make me kena the CWO washing toliets in sch.
the powerpuff gal, the funniest of all.
bubbles, me and jac snatching over it.
the buttercup is the least popular
so we push it to gilselle.
thinking back i still can rmb how
the way gilselle shouted tt she doesnt want
the way how jac and i will laughing.

they way how u talk to me
u r jus scheming or kpo!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @ 11:33 PM

i kinda bless when i saw mary blog!
although i realli dun haf much time to
spent wif him. cos i think tt my meeting
my voluntary work is more important.
he din blame me. he cal or msg jus hope tt
i'm doin fine, i reach hm safetly.
i'm a lousy gf! i admit!

anyway its has been a long time
since i last blog abt u! i really
very sorry tt for the last few days
i neglect u. i'll try to amend it.
although u din complain to me la
i knoe u confirm will complain
to ur friend. i will watch
davinci code wif u! don worry!

fucking piss off today. becos of some
reason. but i'm nt suppose to say anything
so i shall jus shut my mouth.

went for volleyball today.
i decide to join volleyball den
touch rugby. as i thing rubgy ppl
and someone are starting rumours
abt me and some guys cos i wear tt
guy shirt. my friend told me
if u ever wear a guy shirt it means
sth more den friend. omg!
is tt the truth! lolx.

he is lame. its very very and very!
i hate him to ask wan to haf dinner
let go hm together! oh fuck! _|_!
although he can take another bus hm
and some fucking bitch is gonan misunderstand
shitty arse! she will farking think tt
i wanna snatch her ex-bf or watsoever
but i'm nt. i nt interested!
so when we are on the bus
i haf to listen to his LOVE STORY!
sianx.how i wish i can slp in the
bus after tt long tiring volleyball
training!

jus dun understand when u love the
person mean u lk. how can love become
harted. lk u r the one hu control it.
people shld thing abt people gd point
and nt bad points.

trust me,
ur soul are still here!

Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 11:14 PM

freaking tired. 3 hours brk tdy.
went to take a nap at reading rm
from 10 plus to 12.45. and i still wanna
slp. i doesnt knoe y tis few days i jus
wanna slp so much

anyway was pretty sad abt wat my class advisor
has told us. she will be leaving us soon.
after tis term.
during the talk i feel sth she does beyond her job
tis is the first time ever i felt so pretty upset
tt my teacher will be leaving us.
tis alwas happen in life i guess.
the way how she tell us
the way how she teared
the way how she smile at us
make me shed my tears.
actually i din teared is becos everyone behind me
even the guys esp sin ling kept cryin.

went shopping and i finally brought sth.
braun buffel wallet. although nt very expensive
but ok la. poor so no choice. buy tis type of brand
i went armani exchange to look for nice t- shirt
but its lk pui* those nice one is lk 400 and above.
i saw one halter omg so nice! is lk 180 plus.
i was lk mum can i haf tis. next time go clubbing can wear
my mum fark me la! dammn it. should haf keep my mouth shut.
wanted to buy slipper. she said i haf jus bought the nike
one for u! dammn it. i din say i wan tt at all.
looking at those tee din but nth caught my eyes
went to thai express and tt was my TREAT for mother day.
should haf bring them to mac.lol.
and my sis bought an avocado milkshake. wah lau
dammn er xin! and it cost 5.90. cb waste my money.

i haf come to some realisation and conclusion
wahahaha!

mister can i conclude tt as self confession?

@ 8:11 AM

farking shit i'm too early for sch today
lesson start at 9 n i woke up at 7.
i tot it starts at 8. dammn it.

yea yea! so long nv go shopping
i'm going shopping afterwards.
ytd bought a shoebag
and a black tube wif 30% discount
swee rite! so cheap la.
tdy i wan to buy heels
i need more heels.

oh the new phone d820
is so slim. i haf fall for this phone
and i gonna haf it on my birthday.
two more months to go. argh!

i'm sick of the life where ppl
start chasing me ard.
mayb its my turn now.
at this point of time i'm still thinking
which means i hasn't get a definate answer
wat to do yet!

off to sch!
rmb me

Sunday, May 14, 2006 @ 1:00 PM

went to watch poseidon tt day
farking shit tt night i went hm i haf nightmare.
i think this movie is scary la.

ytd i went for the teens forum.
first meeting and the chairman was lk
16 i guess. she was lk so cocky.
do thing not efficent.
doesnt accpet ppl idea
not calm enough
she cant accept my idea and she cant
overtalk me den she cry. wtf
i was lk smiling and toking to her.
nt say i scold her or wat. dunnoe she cry for wat
lk one idiot. anyway this event saw alot of werid ppl.
i also learn lots of things.

oh ya.
happy mother's day!
i think i need to go shopping today.
i onli get a cake for my mum
i din haf time to shop for prezzy
as i was stuck in front of the com
watching tis show
"it started with a kiss"
ya it start wif a kiss i'm nt talking abt
the show but other things. but tt was in the past.
i wanna go shoppin tdy.

my mind is useless now
i lagging behind dunnoe how many
chap now and i dun he mood to study
i cant study at hm too.
if nt i will msn. my mind is
fill wif my rubbish nw.
those unwanted stuff keep appearing
in my mind. i better keep myself occupied.

i go makan le.. bb

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 11:46 PM

mary tt farker put me aeroplane
meet up wif choon,cheryl,jh and celina
junheng tt pussy kia.
he say his hair very short
when his hair is dammn long
lk gal lk tt. lk his hair lk until lk gal lk tt.

having fun disturbing lim jun heng
right choon. everybody is lk laughing at him
i'm so sorry celina.
the mark on ur hand.
but tt represent my love for u! hahax

after tdy i can confirm tt blank msg is frm u
sending blank msg at tis point of
time dun u find its abit unfaithful.

darling can u lk change ur nick
i miss my bitch! can u lk change to
something sweeter u farker!
wat an unromantic bf i haf!
pui pui! lolx

-i can gif up everything

@ 11:12 AM

i haf no self dispicline now.
ytd went sch at 2 when it suppose to start
at 12. cos i went lunch wif my bf .
12 - 2 lesson actually is alrite la.
cos teacher wanna go throught he chapter
wif those students hu din came.
tdy i din go sch again. cos ytd i
went ktv wif jin hui yong jun justin and lots
lots reach hm 1 still watch tv.
tdy nv go sch. shit shit shit.

yawn* later mus go out study.
mus finish all the chapter i haf to finish.
in order to catch up wif someone.

touch rugby is fun lo.
went for training ytd
is jus tt jogging ard the field two time
i cannot take it. other than tt is alrite.
oh i think i will be joining.
yeayea!
i'm ur lucky star lehx. mahjong win money
next time wan buy toto ask me also.

jus one word frm u

Monday, May 08, 2006 @ 4:57 PM

ytd went up wif some farker to
watch movie.
omg tt movie is lk so dammn nice.
at first was lk oh shit
i guess i choose the wrong show.
cos the main actor n actress
all very kuku! but at last omg.
the show is lk so touching.
" you are my sunshine"
4 stars.
went to find berynce after the show
actually decide to go nigth safari
at last din go cos berynce and her bf will
be joining us. lol
next week to marina fly kite.
wahaha. so excited.

my bf quit smoking long time ago.
so i'm not allow to smoke too.
but at last due to my smartness.
he bought a pack of cigg and we went
to balcony to haf a pint of beer and smoke together.
lol.
n tt farker was saying tt
wth i cannot stop u nvm still smoke
together wif u. lol.

waited for berynce to finish her work den
meet up wif her n her bf.
berynce regert letting my bf to knoe her bf.
i guess i regerted too. they are dammn noisy.
berynce n bf was lk dammn lousy in taking photo.
i guess my bf n i are good in taking photo.
our foto are dammn ugly la cos its taken by berynce.
den went makan den took a cab hm.

did a leg spa jus now.
wah dammn shuang.
my sis leg massage was great.

i'm slacking now.dammn it.
i'm lazy to do everything. very lazy.

Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 12:56 PM

went bugis wif
celina, wei kai, nixon, yong jun
to watch MI3.
celina chen let me tell you again
is the sound effect too loud.
i'm nt scare at all can!
ok la. nt bad..

before reachng bugis.
was sitting in the cab.
i was putting my lip gloss on
and i rmb lip ice.
i smile.

after movie went gelyang makan.
den back hm study.
slept at 4 and now is onli 12 plus lo
i'm awake.

shld be going to the zoo tdy.
and i woke up late. gotta postpone
to next week. so at last we plan
to catch a movie at cine.
"you are my sunshine"
yearning to watch since it came out.
ok. i gotta prepare or else i will be late!
bye!

The only way out

Saturday, May 06, 2006 @ 1:28 PM

oh. lk wat everyone said.
MOS dammn fun ar! the hall veyr big.
but is kinda sucky. the trance dancefloor is lk so big
but the r&b dancefloor is lk cheekys dancefloor
dammn small. the song isnt nice anyway.
i left at abt 2 plus go makan.
we manage to open one chivas.
is $280 for one! den we sit down and drink.
by 12 we finish everything. the waitress chase us
away say we haf finish and there other ppl waiting for sit.
ohhhh! it should be based on first come first serve.
met steven over den he bought me drinks.
2 cups of baileys green tea cost 22 bucks.
the next clubbing place which i yearning to go
is ZOUK! two months more to club legally.

haf a brk ytd. its time to study again
will be meeting yumei up.
hope she doesnt question me too much.
lol.

i think JC guys lk to club.
lol. Pioneer Jc, Tampines jc, Raffles jc.
I MET THEM YTD.
kool huh. i tot jc guys shld be nerd. lol.
exp raffles jc. are u supoose to club
arent u suppose to be stuck at hm to study.
lol. i getting crazy.

later part of may there will be
an up coming project.
7 more weeks to my exam!
upcoming progress test.
role-play
presentation

where got time to rest huh!!!
why ite ppl so slack.
y i so busy! farking hell.......

Friday, May 05, 2006 @ 2:37 PM

i sense achievement in my project.
during the last two critical hour i manage
to organise very thing properly
we done everything 12 sharp!
alhtough my grp members does give me shit work
but at last they did put in effort and at the end of the
day i mux really thanks everyone for their hard work.
i finally can haf a brk today

fedex is a farked up company.
he has to work tml.
our plan goes to the drain.
but anyway is alrite la.
still got plenty of time.

workers party is lk kinda crap.
even the logo also lk shit.
gomez is a liar. big fat liar.
onli stupid ppl without brain
will believe he is sincerely sorry!
fark off !

my finger bleed lk shit in the bus.
it drip onmy uniform. dammn it.
i peel the skin on my leg which i fall
tt time. i haf itcy hands i knoe.
i rmb tt aloe vera.
i rmb every single thing very clearly.

i haf lotsa to say.
i haf to admit somethings tt
i haf been lie-ing to myself for days.
i guess tt period of time the temptation outside
we both haf, are stepping stones.
it jus tt both of us are not firm enough.
to take up the challenge.
i cant blame anybody. i din change.
ish jus tt everyone has got the wrong idea
no one knoe the back of me.
but in tis journey i learnt how to cherish
and nt to be so impulsive in making decision
at the flick side of the coin,
i jus wan to be happy.
i jus wan to live my life to the fullest.
make everyday a meaningful one.
make everyone ard me to smile wif me
as long as u r happy i'm happy.

those days tt i suffered maybe until now
are my retribution. i accept it!

everything will be fine if i dun bump into u!

@ 1:10 AM

yeah we are going to fly kite.
he's complaining tt i din cal him and
i onli cal him after finish watching da chang jin
he complain to his friend tt i'm a tv freak!!
i'm nt a tv freak can. so angry!!!
i cal u so often still wan complain.
onli knoe how to complain! chey!
cal ur friend don't look down on us lo.
we reaching one week le can!

now i will be getting busier!
i join voluntary work in the orphange
every saturday i will be going over
to take alook at those small kids.
kinda excited.

after putting so much effort in my project
i finally saw something.
i apperciate you guys effort
thanks to shawn, finally he gave me sth
tt make sense which make my live easier.lol.
thanks to Jq. thanks alot in helping me.
to wei kai hu help me do the piechart too.

i think 24 hours a day is kinda nt enough
36 hours will be better. if there 36 hours or perhaps
48 hrs. i will ahv enuff time to study, slp, play, work
acc my bf and my families.
dammn it. i think i go back to my project.
i'm daydreaming again.

i miss celina mary and yumei.
of not forgetting my wendy. lol.
i mei liang xin. wth. how can u all say tt.
i'm the best you see. i'm alwas the one
hu let u all bully make u all smile.
alwas the one hu tell you all stupid thing entertain you all lehx.
aiyo mary! dun so fierce la.i guess he use to it le la.
cos i everytime say his ex infront of you all, he tot is alrite
so naturally he will say to u ma. dun blame him la.
you angry de hua is lk the whole sg raining la.
a few days den will stop one. haha
poor hong! i pity him! lolx..

yes friday is bitch day for me and my bitches!

i going to bed le.. finally i can slp.
so happy!
my life is getting more n more meaningful.

Thursday, May 04, 2006 @ 12:35 PM

was talking to him ytd
and i got dammn excited abt our next outing.
lol. i wanna go zoo, night safari.
i wanna play badmiton.
i wan go ubin cycle also.
den he say one by one.lol.
for the next two week will be a busy week for me
so bear wif it alrite.

i'm dammn pissed of wif SHAWN!!!
he's lk doin personal selling and he called
me and say he doesnt knoe how to do.
so i show him example of mine. but its a differnet topic.
so after awhile he send his to let me check.
to my horror he copy all mine into his personal selling.
shawn chan can u lk put in more effort in this project!!
argh u give me all rubbish la. everyone hav lotsa of thing to do too.
not jus u. i slp almost 3 every night ok.

tdy CRN test. i'm nt very confident in it.
so i din went for the test. i'm going to take retest.
i feel dammn sleeply now.
but i'm stuck in sch to do tt farking shit project.
tml in the dateline.
i wan my project to be perfect.

I WAN GO FLY KITE.. FLY KITE FLY KITE

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 @ 5:35 PM

i'm so pissed off by my grp member.
we are planning the lucky draw prizes
1st prize to hawaii. at first i looked i find not bad ar.
at last i read thru again 2 day 1 night to hawaii!!!!

shld i laugh or shld i cry???

slept at 3 ytd i guess tdy will be the same too.
anyway thanks for accompany.

i wan to break one news to everybody.
I JOIN RUGBY!! lolx..
werid right. due to some reason.
but i guess those who knoe me well will knoe y
i want to join this sports.
before joining rugby pei fang ask
me join DRAGAON BOAT!
DRAGON BOAT! SHE MUX BE CRAZY!

i walk pass and i heard tt song.
tt song which i use to hear in this special place for the whole day.
i'm too impulsive in the pass. i regert those action i hav did
if nt i will be still hearing this song in tt special place.
although it hurts but somehow i will smile and tell myself
things doesnt last forever but once i haf it.

nyap yek mei i knoe when u read tt above paragraph
ur first action will cal and ask wat song where the special place.
but too bad.i'm nt going to tell u. lolx.

i want to slp so much.bb!

@ 1:23 AM

first day of sch is lk so sucky.
went in the class ms teo telling us
ur exam will be on jun blah blah blah.
sian 1/2. after the lesson lunch time.
saaw my khakis chit chat. den i went hm
at 12 while lesson end at 4.
went shwan hse slp ytd.
miao ting brought potatoes chip for me.
she say she wan me get fatter but at last i
din even touch the potatoe chip. shawn ate it.
fark!!! my potatoe chips.
den he slp dun wan slp watch spiderman the project left undone.
argh!!! he on the tv so loud. i cant slp well. but at last
i'm the first one to fall asleep. lolx.

mr gong!
i ask u go shave u really go shave ar! lolx.
actually i'm jus kidding u c. now u complain u look lk gay.
hahax. but nvm la. i think it look better tis way isn't it.
to ur friend hu is viewing my blog. i'm nt going to ditch him la.
if i gonna do so y shld i tag on my friend tagboard to let him see
rite. lolx.. got any more stupid or nt. lol.
enjoy looking at the three babes in ur office.!
miss me many many. hehex..

i knoe u did it on purpose, you knoe the truth yourself.

Monday, May 01, 2006 @ 10:48 PM

school starting tml.
dammmn it!! end at 4.
i want to slp now.

i haf to blog tis before i go back to my project
i guess both of u! i mean tis two da nan ren
will be viewing my blgo when u both get bored.

i jus simply ahte tis ger. i dunnoe wat i haf done
to make her think tis way. but wh give a dammn.
anyway i also dun lk her act cute voice and her foto
is disgusting! her dressing in lk kinda funni.
a 3/4 long skirt match wif a sport shoe.
this skirt look sweet when it matches wif heels ok.
anyway if u wan him u take la. crazy! ask until lk tt
even if nth ppl also will think u r trying to find out
sth tt ppl doesnt knoe. when u get some info u will
start to gossip bitch. haha..

ok scold finish le. happy liaox..
i can do my project le.. bye
wun be blogging tml i guess.

@ 1:44 PM

nitrogen barium! hahax. wendy learn from ya
study until pek chek.
i need to get 8 units of shit inside my brain.
i cant concentrate at hm.
i wan go out study la.
my dear i guess i cant blog
for the next few days le.
tsk tsk.. mux study sian1/2

tdy if the clock doesnt strike 3
i wun get to touch the pillow.
later still gotta meet jin hui
cos he 's offically 19!!!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JIN HUI!

cindy is trying to kiss the baby for the nurse

I GUESS I BETTER GET BACK TO STUDY NOW.
i knoe i knoe i knoe. nagging doesnt help alrite.
i knoe u r gonna kill me. wahaha.. u wun get the chance.