Happy 17 birthday to myself
Sunday, July 31, 2005 @ 5:21 PM

i din blog for tha last few days as i was pretty tired.. i'm 17 hehex... one more year to enter all the disco.. anyway thanks everybody... receieve pretty lots of msg frm u all..
pig- the crazy one send me 17 messages of happy birthday but i love it..
mary- the first early bird hu wishes me which was on the 29
wendy- the earliest present i recieve n the third hu wishes me happy birthday today in the early morning
vanessa- the second present i receive
ryan - the second one hu wishes me happy birthday..
gilselle- the second in the early morning today
peiliang - will be the first one early in the mornin today
kantang- the first one after 12
sixain- follow by sixian
vince- then vince.. hahax..
datou(shixuan)- the third testi happy birthday i receive
jieying- the second happy birthday testi i receive
jacqueline- the first one to wish me happ birthday in msn
pei jun- the second one in msn
travis - will be the first hu wish me happy birthday
eunice- the third one hu wishes me happy birthday in msn
jeryl n shi wei- two joker who cal n say happy birthday to me.. so nice of them.. haahx..
thanks everybody.. those name doesnt appear here doesnt mean u all nv wish me.. i jus there to many le... hahax.. i spent my birthday by hiong movie watching stealth.. hahax.. Jellies day.....
was suppose to eat at crystal jade but my sister was having fever.. arghhh...
well.. is lk wateva
Wednesday, July 27, 2005 @ 10:27 AM

after seeing clarence blog.. i hav lots of thing to say.. if there r less whore guys will go ard n rape gals can.. this world would be unsafe.. well gals r the most sensitive creature i can say.. if u lk the gal it include all her gd n bad pts.. it even inculde how insensitive she can be alrite!
i find guys r the same too isnt it.. we r all human being.. if during tt point of time they r able to control themselves all tis shit wun came out frm each other mouth..

i jus dun understand y out of sudden tis dicky thing will get so pop.
well i think i shall stop all those dirty thing i hav said..

anyway haf my chinese oral today.. i stammer alot.....
hope i wun fail my chinese. lots of word in the passage i din knoe how to read, even though my chinese was good.. i mean last time..

toking to him on the phone make me relax alot.
he's so sweet. hopes every tues he will be sending me to sch. i dun wanna fall in love wif him. well can i control myself well.. anyway actually i wanted to move to my grandma hse.. after i knew he move to haig rd becos of me i willing to stay here for him. i hope tis feeling wun be a short term.


thing r whirling ard my mind.. i think i wun be able to catch a gd slp. i cant blog wat really bothering me? wat r promise, they r jus meant to be broken, i wun one to hear another promise frm anybody anymore. if dripping tears n shouting out loud can solve the problem i wonder how wonderful could it be! if everything can go back to the past n restart all over how lovely would tt be!

i got ur present! hahax.. really thanks alot.. every year i will get ur present n ur birhtday cards.. every year u will fly over to spend the night wif me.. i love ya lots.. realli.. although we r far apart but i can feel the love frm u! anyway tis is the first birthday present i receive.
hahax...c u in 3 days time!
wee! so happy
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 @ 8:26 PM

i saw him.... him n tt him. it him!!!!!
wahahax. so happy lo... i cant get my eye off him. i cant get tt smile out of my face..
well, i simply too happy. he soooo cute soooo handsome.. he is the second guy which i find handsome in tis world.. wonder when will he be mine( well i'm dreaming yea)
i'm so sleepy. i feel lk getting to bed at tis hour 8.42
but there lots more show for me to watch.. so i going to bear it.
anyway i 'm jjus here to tell u all i saw n i'm so happy...
wee! so happy
@ 8:26 PM

12.18 think of him
@ 3:16 PM

tdy was raining cats n dogs.. actually was planinng nt to go sch tdy as tmr lesson isnt tt important but as tdy was raining my dad fetch me to sch n woke me up in the early morning.
after brushing my teeth i notice its onli 6.25am.
wat the hell, i can slp longer de lo.. so tired n it so cooling.. the weather make me wanna to slp more. as it was raining i din bring my art piece to sch.
in the end, ended up doin my prelim art. fall asleep during art lesson.
its so comfortable... slept for abt 1 hour plus wif no disruption
PHOTO TAKING!!!
its so long since i took class foto le.. it was fun having those funky shots! my classmate r full wif crap.. i started to love my class.. we r suppose to wear our tie for the photo taking session.
ppl there was making fun of my surname n it goes
evelyn tai
forget to bring tie
dun knoe how to tie!
wat rubbish.. hehex... after tt back to math lesson.. during 12.18 he come to my mind.. i started to miss him. so funni but it lasted for abt 5 min n i'm back to the original track.. i knoe there no time for all tis shit anymore.
when to 32 sit n tok. after xiong huat came we r toking dirty lo. toking abt ppl n lots.. someone ther say tt f***ing tt gal lk f***ing the air.. the hole is lk tyre.. hahax.. so funni can!
was back hm.. finish my lunch. anyway going to parkway soon.. i'm going to study.. but i feel lk slping.. haix... i'm such a pig..
typical day
Monday, July 25, 2005 @ 8:55 PM

usual day in sch, after sch went back for lunch. actually plan to make a trip pasir ris to do my ezlink card then to sch.
but was pretty tired n went to take a nap, but i sleep till 7 which mean i cant go to sch for night class.
fryin two egg n i make a mess in the kitchen. the oil is all over the place lo.. has forgotten how to fry an egg le.. but i did recalled immediately.
was toking to mary n gx on the phone. we was jus lk craping away. mary told me she going to sch for awhile guess wat? her awhile is 1 to 5..
is more than awhile lo..
doin my english hw. my assignment r to write up 20 unknown vocab. i simply lazy to find frm my newspaper.. anyway i can get frm clarence blog.. hahax...
tmr will be a long boring lesson.. we will be having assembly again.. is lk i hate tt.. wondering sch i go sch.. haix...
Sunday, July 24, 2005 @ 3:22 AM

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%20color="#000000">You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.
You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.A good friend, you always give of yourself first.
@ 3:22 AM

personality
@ 3:21 AM

tt abt me
@ 3:10 AM

"The Keys to Your Heart"
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

tis is the quiz to my heart..which was so true i guess!
gx pic's
@ 1:54 AM

here to announce sth tt ppl pls link my blog to shiying one.. as u can c the world cutest foto.. wahahax...
erm.. here to blog wat i hav done tdy.. nope shld be ytd as now is already 1 plus..
went parkway. tdy teabreak at mac cafe having darn brownie n hot chocolate..
jie ying
sixian
shi xuan
guo xiong
me r actually goin orchard de.. but after all those slacking we went to the boring place tt grandlink.. goodness!!
was jus there gossiping n bitching ard with jie ying.. hahax..
after tt tok to yimin gf.. counsel yimin cos she a lousy gf.. i'm the counsellor of the grp..
now they have invented a new english word.. instead of disgusting they will say boonchaoish.. hahax.. i hate tt fucking ugly bitch lo.. wan to say thing abt me also dun go ard tell ppl la..
wan to play wif me.. u will die horx.. u fucking cb kia..
after tt acc yimin go my hse there eat.. nv knew tt yimin is so greedy..
she ate nasi goreng
2 cheese prata
1 chicken wing
1 lemon barely
alot rite.. hahax.. shi xuan is strssing me up lo.. everytime i smoke he will gif me tt look.. n say alotof rubbish.. n i din gif excuses lo.. wat the hell..
i wan to study.., but nobody acc me lo..

i'm going to bed le.. nitex..
Red Candy
Saturday, July 23, 2005 @ 12:02 PM

wat shld i say abt ytd.. erm... well, went Fin to pass the tattoo design to Andrew n he said it was too small... i need to draw is bigger..ya is wateva.. today i think he is on the way to thailand le ba. bon voyage.
after tt i went cine for a movie "red candy". at first i tot tis show was a cartoon or wat.. he bluff me.. i went in n i get to knoe its a ghost show.. arghh.. i'm lk so scare n tose ppl beside me is lk laughing.. wondering wat so funni to laugh abt me n tt show..
the show was lk 2 hours. is lk so lonngggg....
after went bugis to fins my usual gang.. after tt there was sitting on the crib outside mos burger thinking where to go for their night event. firstly they suggested the west side so nobody will be backing up at last by taking a cab hm. as the cab fare will be extremely ex for them. the place will be bulit batok n jurong the cemetry. as they say we confirm will able to c those thing
but at last eveyrbody back up cos to far le.. hahax.. went OCH.. tt boring place.. i guess its their second hm lo.. surely mux go there de.. i din wan to stay out late as i scare pimples will attack me.. so i went back to hav an early nitex.. hahax..
now i'm lk stucking at hm wondering wat shld i do.. study,, nah.. my hse is lk a shity environment for me to study!

shld be meeting my usual gang in late evening ba.. i think they r still in thier lalaland.
i think i shld stop here le ba.. bye
my mum is so fuck up..
Friday, July 22, 2005 @ 12:52 PM

i dun knoe wat happen to my mum lo.. she is going crazy.. i cannot feel any peace at hm lo.. everyday also gt thing to say me.. tell her i wan to go out then she nag.. is lk wat the fuck lo.
take my own money n use also tio kan say wat one shot bring so much out... fuck her la..
she bring alot of money can i cannot ar.. cb la..
i wan to move to my grandma hse.. but i dun knoe how to tell my grandma lo.. is lk nabei cb.......

nvm.. wendy call me jus now.. she say she wan bring me out to buy my present.. yeah!.. still wendy is the best.. bring me out n choose present.. i love u so much man! nv imagine i can haf such a gd friend.. not lk someone when no friend le thne come to me. tok so much rubbish.. lk as if i gif a dammn lk tt.. when i'm in need i wonder where the hell did she go!

watching movie wif someone else n not him later n his bunch of friends.. hope tis movie will be sth nice!
wet dream!
@ 1:16 AM

a typical day in sch. nth much happen.
back hm, taking a nap till 5 plus..
went plaza singapura to watch wet dream. was pretty funny.. but the ending was lk so lame. i'm wondering hu the gal ended up wif!
after tt proceeded to cafe cartel to eat.. the food wasnt tt nice..as i ate a thai spagh n a tiramisu wif ice cream.. their fish n chips really sux big time.. the fishy smell stink lo.. sitting there n chat abt work..
i dun think tis a gathering but a meeting.. hahax.. whole day mentioning abt work.
helped andrew to design his tattoo.. has jus completed in abt half an hour.. it was pretty fast i guess.
going out for a movie tmr.. tt wat i guess . mayb to fin for awhile.
wondering wat special thing will be happening tmr.. hope nth bad!
i hav lots of thing to get lo.. but i kept forgetting but i need to buy..
i need tution for math geog n ss... need to pull up my socks to catch up wif the others..
as perlim is around the corner. btw trying to organise my time so as to produce a better grade in my perlim.. wat a bleak life i haf.
loads n loads of hw.. lots n lots of test.

the missing puzzle..
was chatting wif jac in msn. she saying tt my standard is high.. hahax.. is lk wateva.. n say those guys i lk has die.. wondering if it true.. although life being single is gd.. but there always sth missing in life. life goes on as well.
! r u the missing puzzle?
well, when the nights fall i will think of u, i'll be wondering y thing goes tis way.
i doesnt haf much feeling anymore..
mayb the time jus fade eevrything off..
although a few weeks is short. memories r curve deeply in my mind.
i believe one day someone will replace the missing puzzle.
bon voyage my dear!
love ya lots. muacks~!


daxiaojie
superstar
Wednesday, July 20, 2005 @ 8:36 PM

today went for soccer.. as lesson end at 2.15 n i wasn't interstered in today lesson.
yimin,junheng,jisheng n kantang was is my team.. yeah yeah! we won them 10 to 7
peijun got the best defender award of the day.. was pretty funny when ppl was making fun of peijun.. eunice came along after tt n her current nickname is mei ren yu.. hehex..
went dental for my MC.. hehex get to past by an art shop, then bought sth there.
went hm n slp lk a pig till 7. waititng for my black pepper crab.. hehex.. so hungry.. my dad not back yet.
was currently watching superstar.. i lk derrick.. ppl support him!!!!



i love derrick! hehex
half of my face is so pain
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 @ 6:27 PM

halfway of sch i went dental.. my cheek is soo pain can! cant concentrate during geog lesson.. anyway is none of my teeth problem.. is my nose.. went hm after tt n notice i din take mc is lk wat the hell.. roger lim sure dun believe i go dental de lo,, doesnt know y today i was so pek in class when he doesnt wanted to let off.. my temper is gettin bad tis few days.. i hope i dun flare temper at anyone.. wonder hu will be the unlucky one.. hahax
after finish taking a nap i called gi n notice tt when i was slping i pick up her cal n tok alot of rubbish wif her.. is lk wat the hell.. i din even knoe lo..hahax. the gaydish gang is at grandlink now.. then i dun feel lk going down.. kinda feeling hungry.. yummy yummy.. dinner will be having my favourite dried chilli chicken.. goin down to coffee bean for a cup of coffee wif gi.. shld be tokin alot of crap there ba.. hahax... tt wat we teenager do normally..
finally i can see sth for my art le.. goin to draw the pic on the wood n carve it out.. wahahax.. going to watch my 7 o'clock show le.. bye..




daxiaojie signing off~
N level oral
Monday, July 18, 2005 @ 11:54 PM

starting of the week n get to know tt the sch haf change quite alots of rules becos of the absentees on special event.. now our sch onli accept MC n nt parent letter anymore.. is lk wat the hell.. i'm not even allow to wear my artistic adidas shoe anymore. i need to wear PLAIN WHITE SCHOOL SHOE!! which i find so nerd n low class.. i mean if i wear tt on n not the other.. so ppl looking at this pls dun get offenced.
after a long tiring lesson n one stupid math mock test i need to go for N level oral.. i waited for hrs before my turn. when i was sitting dwn there i feel lk falling asleep at any point of time. the passage n picture r simple.. conversation arent bad either! after all the teacher comment by saying very good! but i'm wondering will teacher lie or even she say very good the marks r rather low... i hope not.
our normal procedures, proceed to 37 for lunch. My lunch is lk in the evening at abt 5. i was so hungry.. i can hear my stomach shouting screaming n howling telling me its time for lunch during the waiting for my oral. slacking there till late evening.
went parkway after tt to take txt bk.. extra ones as i lost my txtbk u see. i reach there early so bought a cup of hot chocolate. then went for pool lesson given by.... hahax. i finally know how to use those tatic u teach me lo.. hahax. i'm so proud of myself cos i thrash u.. hehex..

time to go to bed.. nitex..
MOS
Sunday, July 17, 2005 @ 1:02 PM

ytd we r suppose to celebrate sixian birthday at MOS. but instead of going there till 4 we left at abt 1 plus which mean we only went there abt 1 hr plus to 2 hr.. cos gt taiji.. 4eva de lor sianz... we need to leave there becos some of then say SSB coming so we left n went to 7-11.. we go separate ways n some of the guys say tt those malays will following them. they even take cassey lo.. so everybody meet at bugis.. then they was jus slacking dwn there n toking so i went hm.. suddenly feel lk eating cutlet rice at bugis lo.. saw then eating ytd, it looks nice anyway..
he call me at abt 9 plus.. hehex.. he told me he has jus got hm.. was pretty tired n resting at hm... hahax..
shit lo.. i haven started to revise my work tis week.. i jus did some revision last week onli.. i fretted for my N level..



save me~!
happy birthday
Saturday, July 16, 2005 @ 1:19 AM

finally gt the chance computer.. dun understand there is two com in my hse.. y everybody wanted to use tis com lo.. oh ya..
Happy 16 birthday!! - to sixian
ytd after i reach hm gt into a big fight wif my mum. scolding me again! i cant take it anymore.. anyway wateva it is the result will prove everything at the end of the day! went to bed n woke up at 7 .. after watching tv went dwn to grandlink saw wen xue n friends there.. hahax..
after tt acc yimin hm then back to our 2nd hm tt tampines! after tt i got my arse hm!
actualy suppose to go out in the middle of the night.. but my cousin using the com till so late. i cant even get myself out of the hse lo..
woke up early today.. i'm eating sharkfin for my breakfast.. yum yum!
i'm not eating cos it sux.. i'm throwing it away lo.. n now i'm eating choclate wif a glass of milk lo..
wat the hell!
wanted to study.. but i dun think today is the rite day for me!
yawn.. i going back to bed.. so tired..
another soccer day
Thursday, July 14, 2005 @ 11:24 PM

din went sch ytd as i went nda hse ther to find clarence, pig, ch, jh n lots lots la.. went there makan n tok crap.. basically i din wan to go sch becos tt day end at 2.15 i was pretty tired anyway. after pig n jie ying went hm, the rest wanted to go dotaing!!! is lk wtf!!!
i din want go i wanted to go home!!!
but clarence tt big bully pull me all the way there by hand n he drag me n run for tat freaking bus! i guess we look lk an idiot can! sitting at pavilion dwnstair n jun heng suggested gifing prank call to cure our boredom.. although we r having fun but they r wastin my handphone bill lo.
play soccer for the last few days include today.
whole bunch of us was late, i think this scare martin off! hehex...
but only pf n me being cal out to wait for him at the OM office.. it freak me off lo.
wondering which will be mine, suspension or expel!
pf will been cal out first but was she has dissappear after martin tok to her..
so it my turn now.. i then found out tt he jus wanted to pass me the money for my pendant!
hoho.. so i went 32 to find them.. after tt the whole bunch decided to go KtV the price was quite reasonable. $9 wif lunch n drinks not reasonable i mean was farking cheap.. after tt went for MY SOCCER!!! i was sweating lk hell. i can feel the drip n the wetness of my shirt! hehex but it was fun...
hoMe sw3Et HoMe!
my eyes was twitching none stop wondering wat bad thing might happen next.. i can sense sth big is going to happen again.. hope u guys can settle the 7-11 thing as soon as possible.!
soccer day
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 @ 9:48 PM

today was late for sch went in at 8.34 is lk late for 4 min n we cannot go to sch lo. si xian fault la.. eat wan duck noodle eat so slow.. shit lo.. kena sent hm.. so gx n gh take pinkform out to find us...yimin came too. at last we went potatoe hse slack till 1 plus go 85 meet choon hwee.. joke of the day was tt they dare choon hwee to say hello to a gal frm SAC n is lk we will down there laughing out loud lo... get to knoe tt potatoe friend gt taiji so we went bedok green there kpo kpo. wahahax.. i play soccer today.. so fun can! basically it was lk so funny.. as each of came out wif alot of stun.. hahax.. n my shoe flew off two time can. wat anyway i was having a fun time there!
after my bath i took out my math ten year series n flip to the page i wanna to revise but i dun even feel lk doin it.. when i was flipping the pages i can sense 80% of the question to me is lk ????? feel lk having tution but was afraid tt i will backup any sec.
so i rather cal my friends to teach me lo.. when study also can.. no need to arrange time lo.. hehexx..
my N level oral coming is on the 18 of tis month..



awaiting love~!
sianz
Monday, July 11, 2005 @ 8:02 AM

i'm staying at hm today.. a great achievement!i use to be going out everyday n back hm late at night.. but ytd i'm back hm at 9 plus n i din go out today.trying to force myself to study but i jus cant. i dun hav the mood today. shit!
my art haven complete yet i need to buy tracing paper n need to photostep alot of pic can.. i dun knoe how to use my hse de lo.
was so hungry jus now but manage to get myself an ice cream in the fridge. my dad came hm n bought me chocolate moose cake wif chocolate frappe. hahax.. now i'm craving for black pepper crab!!!!
i haven finish my chinese compo. i hate chinese n i really hate it!!!! miss last friday lots.. the chalet gave me a deep impression. hanging ard wif them isnt a bad idea too.

my standard for guys very high de horx for ur info.. u think wat all cat n dog can be my bf ar..
hahax.. wan me to woo u! u think too much le la.. hahax... anyway cya ard! keep in contact cutie!
yippee
@ 12:49 AM

i cant get to my lalala land... shit.. is lk wat the hell.. i jus dun get it is so late yet i'm so awake...
anyway i went kallang jus now as he brought to meet up his MRX friend n some wat silvery or wat shit.. i dunnoe wat car is tt.. after tt we went for our dinner then back hm..
andrew cut his hair... hahax.. not yandao as before le.. so funni.. saw mei ping n shu qi.. i miss mei ping so much lo... haiyo... hahax..
eh... he's going to fetch me tmr.. yeah.. tis day finally come! hahax.. anyway i wun got to c him after tmr! he will be awau for 5 days! its long can.. anyway he say he will buy thing for me..
got to get my camera on my birthday! yes my wish come true!
i think i;m feeling tired i shld go n catch some slp now!
bye ppl!`
how to organise my time
Sunday, July 10, 2005 @ 12:17 AM

arggghhhhhhh.. so angry! if as a friend u wanan think tis way i hav nth to say le..
even i hav finish my homework there is still art. lots n lots of drawing need to be drawn.
there is still test n revision i need to do.. where got time for me to play.. how to organise my time! tis is crazy. idiot!
ytd went chalet n i found out i knoe quite a few ppl ther.. one of them is my pri schmate n he lives near me lo.hehex... after tt he came n fetch me so we went bonkers at tanjong pargar then back to fisherman. then back hm. get to knoe tt he will be away frm tue to sat tis whole week unable to c him le. i think is ok wif me ba. hope monday he will be coming sch n fetch me.

went parkway jus now to get my bag, but at last u din bring lo. but nvm, tmr ba.. going library i guess. should be camping there till late evening ba.hope there will be progress in my result..
tata! today is a tiring day for me.. nitex eveyrbody!


To Mary:
here to say i miss u lots.. dun complain le horx.. wahahax... anyway thanks alot. i got to notice something tt ur blog is all abt studies n i dun understand a single bit lo wat law shit de lo. hahax.. y dun haf u n jishen thing de ar? hahax... anyway take care dun overwork urself!


To: weNdy
i knoe la.. u think i dun wan mehx.. i also hope so.. but i dun knoe.. i scare make wrong decision ma... then later kena scolding frm u again.. thanks for ur 10 bucks ar..hahax..
homework n load of homework
Friday, July 08, 2005 @ 4:06 PM

lots n loads of homework.
revision n more of revision.
my homework r lk mountain. starting all revision tis coming week.
dun wanna dissapoint him neither i wanna disappoint her.
got praised by ppl feel so gd. hehex

goes for a nap! bb--
i so happi
Thursday, July 07, 2005 @ 9:08 PM

hahax.. i so happy.. he call me n we chat on the phone for quite awhile.. he going to KL for some meeting n will be back in the evening.. i tot i wun got to c him tmr but nvm he coming back.. i wonder is it for me.. haix. but nvm as long i got to c him i'm contented. i knoe tis feeling wun last long, but it jus happen. Mayb i get the secure which i dun get frm other guys ba!
no matter how hard tmr will be, i still will be looking forward!
thing turn out differently
@ 2:53 PM

wahahax.. got the result of my english oral. i tot i will fail badly but i pass wif flying colours. hahax.. the remarks given by them was i did not prompt n speak fluently mayb tis time lucky ba. heng ar! i tot i wun even pass lo, i tot i say our of point. the highest is sze ling she get 31 lo, i onli get 30. hope N level result will be better..
ytd nv go sch, cos tired.. wanan slp but after tt i suddenly feel lk doin art. after my mum give me a scolding frm not going sch i suddenly think of a few brillant idea for my research. hahax

now back frm sch, after bath n lunch i'm here to blog n complain abt my mum. She fucking naggy n keep scolding me for nothing lo. frm the min i finish bathing she scold till now. i think it will remain the rest of the day even till tmr morning. got lighter she want to say. bring camera to sch she also got thing to say even wat time i wanted to leave my hse early in the morning she also wan to say. wat the hell.. cant i choose the time. i dun wan to eat breakfast she also wan to say.. basically in the morning when i open my eyes she will open her mouth. standard she will start saying" faster ar, late liao lo 7 le lehx(but the time is on 6.50) can get to sch in time mehx,still dun wan tie hair, aiyo u can faster ma u not scare late de ar?". she will try to chase me out of the hse no matter how early it is!
i jus dun understand. wateva it is.
i feel lk studying lo, but simply none of my friends is intrested goin to the library n study.
no choice i shall camp at hm. the main problem is i cant simply study at hm wif my mum mouth open wide!!!! i wan to move hse.. i going to my grandma hse no matter wat.. i'm so angry.

i wan go for a nap n continue my hw later. bye dude~!
...
Tuesday, July 05, 2005 @ 3:56 PM

went choon hwee hse today as i was late for sch. it was lk so funni lo.. me n xian took cab there.. went we was abt to go in his auntie came out. so we stood down there. the second time we wanna go in. dunnoe we door to go into. cos gt two block dunnoe where is he. so we cal him out then her ah ma come back trying to park the car in his hse. attempt fail again mux wait for her ah ma to park her car first ma. then went we going in his ah ma close the gate. wat the hell.. cannot go in again mux wait for choon hwee to open the door lo.. at last we went in.. hahax.
msg him at 8 plus wat onli get reply frm him at 4 plus.. haix
cos he is busy. is lk wat the hell. miss him lots.
mux camp at hm study so fri can go out till late late by accompanyin him..
fri going wei qun friend chalet.. mux act as his gf, is lk so scary lo.
actually at first lk very fun but now, i dun feel lk at all le..
haiyo sianx.. thinking of him make me similing away. hahax...
hope he will be fetching me tmr after sch. hehex...
off to study~!
i feel something in me
Monday, July 04, 2005 @ 5:24 PM

i'm back.. was real dead tired.. everything turn out fine.
i really thanks them alot. but not forgetting to thanks tk too. he not involve yet he did help up alot. not forgetting to thanks "him" for fetching me n putting ur job aside, accompany n guiding me through the dark. i will keep my promise de! hahax. not forgetting my malaysia trip during oct. wondering after all tis thing happen, will thing change.
smiling off thinking of wat he said to me. hahax
goin off to grandlink again.. sianx.. a sickening place. dun understand y they lk so much!
mayb miting him up again!
shoo!
@ 10:07 AM

ytd was a terrible day. Realli terrible.. i din imagine such thing will happen.
anyway i hope thing turn out find today.. ytd hang out at grandlink actually was suppose to meet ben they all for sentosa but hav menses u knoe.. hahax.. after tt my friend come fetch me go eat dinner at esplanade then went ps there one of the pub sit n at last proceeded to kbox at cineleisure. guess wat!!!
i saw the fat arse working at orchard k pool there can! wtf.. how bad luck can i be.. they keep diao me dunnoe for wat the hell lo.. cb

nvm off to settle my problem, i will blog when i;m back
clar is a cb
Sunday, July 03, 2005 @ 12:28 PM

i'm suppose to work ytd but at my boss say enough ppl le.. hanging ard at far east to find my custom made skirt. being scolded by nda n pig cos i cant rmb where the shop exactly located n i dun even rmb the shop name. plus i forget which floor it is.. we search lk an idiot. so pig kept asking me to describe the shop so as last she knew which shop i'm toking abt.
after tt i went bugis gt wat food festival, is lk so damnn smelly can. acc yimin buy shirt, after tt sixian send her gf hm so everybody went bedok. we went there play pool. wateva it is tt a low class place lo.. went 85 makan, then we proceed to choon hwee hse at telok kurau N.
abt 2 steven come fetch me go mount faber cable car there eat. drink red n wine. the name of the red wine Pinocchio. funni rite? wine r suppose to enjoy bit by bit, cos there closing ma then we ta all the wine up lo.. after tt went ying huang drink again dunnoe wat wif green tea. play five ten i was lk lose till siao can.. drank 10 over cups really driving me crazy. lucky i'm clever enough to pour some away. after tt went back choon hse puke.. hahax.. sorry to trouble u guys la.. mux thanks yimin for taking care of me, choon hwee for calling cab, peiliang for sending me hm. gx the one who acc me to sms lastly thanks for tk warning.. hahax

jus wanted to tell u all.. i doesnt wan myself to ended up in tis state is jus tt i'm in a hard position. i hav my own reason. hope u ppl understand!
actually suppose to go sentosa today but i found out i come tt thing.. too bad.. not fated to go lo!


- it cant be help anymore!
Saturday, July 02, 2005 @ 11:40 AM

haix y thing turn out tt way. my grandma pass away on saturday morning. y cant she wait for my mum, i knoe she's bearing the pain but hope passing away is a kind of release for her. seeing my mum cried, i feel so helpless n i din stay at hm to acc. i went to work instead. at night still go MOS
but hope she can jus forgive although she doesnt knoe the truth.
dance at the podium ytd when the rNb started to play. the first attempt of mine. big bully say i look lk a lesbian. =`
wat the... do i really look lk one?
MOS is boring, esp 11 to 12. the crowd onli come in frm 12.30 lo.
was suppose to go at 2 but sth happen, so i was excuse, tis incident save me! hahax
after tt was discussing whther to go choon hwee hse or not.. as his hse was big different blk frm his grandma place.
i'm going to work again at 5.
signing off~!