god bless her!
Thursday, June 30, 2005 @ 6:20 PM

wake up frm my afternoon nap.. my parent went to sch jus now to meet my form teacher to tok abt how hav i progress. hahax. CA1 i found out tt i hav fail my mother tounge language, OMG! hw can i fail. i'm the last in class lo, is lk sze ling n gabriel chinese is lk worst then me n now my ranking is 9/9. but nvm at least i pass 3 but the mid year result was lk fucking shit can, somemore with great improvement can by getting 0 for art as i absent myself tt day.tis time i pass my chinese but fail my english. is lk wat the hell pass tis fail tt.. wat is "DM"
ai yo.. kena complain by my mum song bo.. hahax my DM is lk totally sux can idiot
fucking indian lady. so qiao in sch. hahax.. feeling so gd! after tt went to fetch my small sis n went to eat spaghetti.. yummy yum yum!
after bath i went to take a nap is really tired after a hard day in sch. hahax wake up notice my mum eyes was red n found out tt my grandma will be passing away soon. so i wun be in sg will the next few days. miss me ppl.. will be missing chionging badly... but not forgeting to miss u all badly.
i wan to eat balck pepper crab.. arhhh! where as my dad gone... i wan crab! my mummy cool tomyam fish head lo. i wan to eat alot alot of thing.. shit man.. i'm crazy!
i go wathc tv le.. bye ppl
oral!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005 @ 8:16 PM

back frm sch. having a tea break at the moment having a cup of apple juice wif a slice of delicious tiramisu, the perfect enjoyment of life. cant believe sch hav already started for the past two day n today is the third days of sch. thing goes on as per normal. went clubbing ytd night. which make me feel so sleepy in class. i'm not going clubbing when there is sch tmr anymore.
N level prelim oral today. it make me feel so nervous when i wan sitting right in front of the teacher which i dun find her face familiar in sch at all. instead of saying gd afternoon i said good morning. wat the freak am i toking abt. crazy gal!
i guess tis particular teacher left out one question. i think i sat down there for jus abt 5 to 8 mins while other r sitting n stuck on the chair for 10 to 15 min. oh No. am i going to fail tis prelim oral. if tIs is tHe caSe i think i shaLL jump dwn frm the highEst fLoor n die.
receive -NDA- msg abt tt fat arse.. hahax. was pretty fun calling her using gh phone. she dun even knoe me n yet she tell me where is she. i cant believe she so stupid k. mayb naive shld be the appropirate word to describe.
someone trying to tackle me! hahax but too bad. i'm still in the right position without moving my heart. i hope tis will stay in shape.. wat kind of description i gave! i jus crapping u knoe. so hope u guys dun mind reading crappy shit in my blog.
is blog counted as a journal, hope it does improve my english by posting my daily life.
i shall get 7 point for my N level ba. actually trying to aim for 5 but i think my english CMI. getting a b3 will be jus enough for me!
think of those day we had together. having fun at alot of places. hanging wif different grps of ppl, gossiping away. we mention tt we r afraid tis days will come, it really happen. was preety angry at first. but think of the past memories anger has jus melt into the air.mayb thing we cant turnback, jus hoping everyone of us can amend those mistake tt we hav done. when will those days be back. y good things always belongs to others. how abt me? dun i deserve some of it.
somehow returning
to the past is great. but the most important thing is the future.
wonderful mermories flashing through my mind*
wishes do come true.
hope mines too"
i'm starting now
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 @ 11:10 PM

i'm starting at the right beat i guess. jus went back frm parkway. ppl will ask me go there for wat? i'm down there studying k. hahax. i think ppl out there will be giving snide remarks. i'm not flirting ard but i'm studying! things go smoothly, learn some mathematics as i went hm early on mon so i going to catch up wif the rest of my classmates. finish doing all my physic assessment paper. mayb i shall start up wif chemistry n social studies soon. anyway i went hm early today too. called big bully to be my dad. lucky his voice was firm enough! slept till three but i'm still feeling tired!
friday they r going clubbing again. oh dear! i simply cant resist the temptation!
hav i become more n more materialistic without him. i dunnoe wat am i going to do next in order to get those thing i wan. someone pls brainwash me. changing frm bad to worst. although i hav made the final decision but i haven gif the ans to tt particular person. shit. tis is driving me crazy!
in life everybody hav diffculties, hope one day u will understand wat i say to u. no point return to the past. no one wanna c it happen, i hope u can return to the past too but the problem is u cant so u hav to move forward. be strong!
sitting infront of the com thinking of him. dammn! wat am i thinkin of him. i shld eat my med n go to bed n prepare for the next day..


hoping u r here for me again!
term 3 starts
@ 10:37 AM

term 3 starts
Monday, June 27, 2005 @ 6:52 PM

Went chalet to watch freeshow. bless the newly couple. satuday went shopping wif gi, i think she went out wif me is becos her sily boi is sleeping. the whole day is is fraking abt hw happy is she n joel.. hahax.. but i'm use to it! went to bought a levis skirt. no size for me so i custom make. sianx. back to our 2nd hm Tampines, having a cup of coffee at cafe cartel as we r waiting for pig they all! ytd went still rd eat black pepper crab, is lk wth KOPITIAM k n yet there still ppl lining up lk buying hello kitty lk tt. but the crab is fantastic tt wat i can say. mayb one day we tis bunch of friend shall go out n chill up!
Term 3 now, 71 days to N level. i'm so fretted. i'm going to start studying everyday. mayb it sounds lk i'm crapping but no matter wat i'm going to gif a try. ytd may b the last time chionging till next month ba. hope tis plan can wrk. first day of sch went hm in at 11 plus le. jialet! cos wear contact lense to slp resulted i cannot c bright thing
i only go to places tt is dim, or else i cant even open my eyes lo.
can some one help me organise my time.i dun knoe which subject i shld start first? i'm so helpless!
whoever i'm in the past has already pass, i hav become another person now! last time tt evelyn is dead so those hu ask y she now lk tt? hope u all understand. there a reason behind evrything.
he is moving back to haig rd tmr. he say the first one he wanna meet is me! wahahax!

To wendy:
stop saying i'm hurting the innocence. is lk where gt sia!watevea i say to u is true.
finally it happen
Saturday, June 25, 2005 @ 2:12 PM

finally we two r not related anymore. so u can stop calling my mum n try to control my life.
how stupid am i to trust u so much! which i din get any return frm u.. trying to follow ur beat follow ur steps but ended up everything is jus shit. anyway i find i cant go for long term relationship anymore, i'm jus lk nda.. wahaha! but i think i worst then her ba.i find guys r really sick. they simply jus love contolling girls freedom n i dunnoe y. as if we r so naive n lk a retarted kid n we dunnoe any single thing.
Went MOS again, dere not much ppl there. boring to the max! tt wat i can say.
went hm at 2 plus!
i wun turnback anymore.
ytd the person hu sent me to MOS using sport car doesnt mean anything k, doesnt mean i do anything wif the guy then can sit his car can. especailly lk wat boon chao said! anyway i udn blame him la.. low class ppl is lk tt. wat for quarrel wif him lehx!he lk to say wat let him say lo.. his mouth so big even ppl stuff one c cup boob inside her mouth i wonder can it fit his mouth!
3 fake week le!
Friday, June 24, 2005 @ 1:08 AM

DAMMN! i lie to him again! i think i die le.. do so many bad things! hope god will forgive me!
3 weeks le.. tis 3 weeks i have been suffering,, hahax.. but nvm den. somehow i can confirm my feeling now lo.. no feeling for him. but it still might hav changes if thing change.. hahax
i'm sick of tis relationship.. mayb i jus dun suit to hav n bf.. cos i jus sux!
i can settle down, i jus lk having party everyday n guy simply hate it!
so confuse by seeing wat u did n ppl action, i dun knoe is it gd or bad,somehow i can quite confirm i wun turnback.
i feel guilty!
i going to bed! bye dude!
i'm in love again
Thursday, June 23, 2005 @ 12:58 PM

i'm so happy!
manage get in to devils bar without any chop.. hahax.. cos act as his gf ma..
it rulez man!
chiong three different places in one day.. tis is crazy n sick k! but is cool sitting in tt bmw.
i love it so much. but still steven tt yell;ow nissian sufia is the best lo.
kaox. tt is the most happening pub i seen can..
one words to describe SHIOK!
get a bit high after those drink at newsrm!
getting into devil bar without chop n everything is cool!
i love going out wif him!



sorry wat i hav done to u, but i hope u dun blame me!
hope u really can understand!

i fucking tired
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 @ 10:11 AM

i'm so tired.. fucking dammn tired.. i feel lk sleeping.. not enough slp.. simply i jus cant understand tt ppl who slp late at night n wake up early in the morning yet they feel so energetic.. at last we went fisherman to drink. it crazy can! they brought one baron is lk so much it totally hard for we three gal to drink more then twice a cup. gi dirnk three cup n i manage to drink 1 n a half.. heng ar.. we did order some side order which totallt sux. lk their stingray their chilli is dun knoe make frm which country de lo. i din knoe tt weekdays fisherman close so early lo. asking true question, mainly alot of those thing. watch blue. hahax.. but nth much la. after tt desmond drove us hm. hoping tt no road block. which we tot we kena but is the other side. phew! or else we need to take cab back again! hahax! after reachin hm still need to remove my make up then slp for 5 hrs ned to put again.. hai ya. i hope i din need to put make up at all. putting is easy removing is a troublesome process!
off to wrk! bye dude!
shit~!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 @ 9:41 PM

wah lao.. go wrk really sucky today cos i'm not feeling well...pig came to my work place n eat fish n chips then she so suay lo, the food was awful today cos the food was cook by the new chef which came tdy, jus tdy can! today last day of wrk for gi. mayb going chiong or mayb goin fisherman.. haiya! went for a haircut which cost $50 can! but the service was really gd. provide drink somemore still got massage, almost fall asleep lo. after bathing i tug myself in to bed actually was suppose to meet jh they all but i feeling uncomfortable. so prepare myself in a very slow-manner at last jh cal me dun go meet them le. so i went to c a doctor at my hse dwnstair... talking to gx on the phone now!

gX cal me to blog n say i miss him alot cos i two days nv c him le.. lame rite!

basically now everybody is saying basically cos of gx then pl n kantang kept saying basically!
bascically can u all stop the basically thingy.. hahax! gx i fucking kp can.. i wanna go chiong then he kept saying lk tt there a higher percentage of getting rape! wat kind of friend man!


To Mary:
gx say u pu siao! hahax

To kantang:
Happy 15 birthday! pls dun be so kp anymore, lk last time kp frm 8 plus to 12 plus frm bugis to tanjong pagar! tis is crazy can... think before u tok horx!
i'm fucking sick!
@ 9:03 AM

is lk dammn shit lo.. after pig medicine i feel alright le.. but when i'm going to bed i dun feel well can! is lk i feeling dammn fucking full.. having fever n feeling bodyace so i decided to eat another 2 pill n drink a glass of water.. after tt i feel lk vomit can.. so my mum dunnoe let me eat wat pill lo.. after awhile.. i vomit everything out. know wat, i actually found out some of the food is four days ago can..i bought fish porridge so there seaweed, nv knew tt the seaweed din digest wat hanging ard in my stomach can! i guess i vomit becos after eating i went to bed directly nv even wait for it to digest but frankly sPeaking arent the food suppose to digest when i'm sleeping? i think i fail my science! now i'm wondering shld i go for wrk.. i'm alrite now.. but i scare when i get ther i'm sick again! tt wan really die sia.. hahax..

somehow i find friend is really ungrateful!
seiyu suckx
Monday, June 20, 2005 @ 10:51 PM

visited a four rm cell tt day. an experience also a nightmare!
i hate BUGIS SEIYU CAN!
reach hm 2 plus can. hungry n tired.. gt a fever today but i ate pig medicine n i was alrite now..
tmr start to wrk again, frm 11.. then esther chalet coming lo.. jus in two days time..movie is starting soon! went 85 for dinner, i think really alot of ppl mistaken wat i hav say le ba.. the past i said does not refer to him.. it refer to someone else, my childhood friend.. dammn! nvm la.. believe or not up to u all lo..i cant predict the future mayb if tt day did come again, it will jus lk wat u all said. but not nw ba! i wonder shld i say, i dun wanna get scolded again.. hahax
on the phone evaesdrop ppl toking.. is lk so funny.. i almost burst out in laughter.. anyway it fun..
i miss him lots.. come back to me ! quick!



i hope my heart wun feel terrible when i misses u!
shit
Sunday, June 19, 2005 @ 3:30 PM

tis time really die man.. i forget one important appointment.. i din visit his parent.. wat the fuck i totally forget abt it... anyway i only rmb tt i hav dance lesson n i din think much...
i'm smart
Friday, June 17, 2005 @ 6:37 AM

Congratulations evelyn, you are...



Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.com

You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.


Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?






quite true lehx.. nda n pig horx... hahax..
i need to study
@ 5:52 AM

it goin 8 n i'm not in bed.. toking to two person at my hse dwnstairs jus nw.. hahax.. although it jus normal toking n bitching ard but i did learn things.. thanks to u two..
i think i really need to start studying now. i need ppl to accompany me! i need to pass my n level to proceed to sec 5. tis whole week of mah enrichment i din attended one single session n i din get my report bk. i really dunnoe how to organise my time. if u r there i knoe u will do everything nicely n tell me wat to do. imissu.
after today toks wif u i feel lk giving up cos i really cant c any ending. there is really a big gap between me n ur family. even a normal dinner is so different frm my imagination. somehow i find we shoudnt start.
i still misses the past lots.. but simply i jus cant return there. my dear, do u knoe u r too perfect for me, i cant find any single bad points frm u.. except the last min decision. mayb u shld think abt whther is it worth to contiune wif u. i wan u to choose. i knoe i shldnt say tt. lk wat my friend say i'm lucky to hav such a understanding bf. if i really did let u off i'm really a fool, i'm really a freak. i dun wanna let u go neither i can let go of the past.


i wan go shopping lo. i wanna buy alot of thing sia, how? how am i going to spent my time wisely without buying thing tt i dun lk.. dammn! i;m hungry now.. wahahax. going chiong later? aiya.. dun knoe la..








-love me loathe me but nv leave me!
gbch,.jbtgddf
@ 1:44 AM

went shopping wif my mum bought contact lense n a shirt! actually wanna buy the stussy short but my mum say not nice.. i find nice lo... idiot...
i nv knew loving each other is so hard.
each word frm u make a difference.
haix... gone on 13... this 4 days is lk 4 long months... i still hav another 26 days to go.
i miss
mary
mabel
jia wen
jun heng
wendy
i;m wondering how hav they been



*my feeling getting stronger each day
my eyes r swollen
Thursday, June 16, 2005 @ 12:34 AM

i having bloodshot eyes tis two days i guess... when the night falls my tears will simply fill my eyes... u brought tears n happiness to me.. ur cal brighten up my day..
i will wait for ur return unless the day when u told me its not worth..
i cant really post wat i do today.. jus becos of someone! but we will really having fun!
i din really join in the fun cos i jus wanted to stay beside my phone.
jus a cal, i'm contented. wanan knoe tt u r jus safe n sound! u r striving for ur goal, i wan to catch up wif ur steps.. i will follow ur beat ur rythm, dun slow down becos of me. i knoe u will think its hard on me, but as long u r there for me, everything tt i do for u r worthwhile!
even how tired i'm u r the wall to let me cling on.. i wun simply give up till one day u cal me to do so!


*although its the past n i really hope one day i can return back... i nv knew i will get so upset after seeing the msg on the person fone.. tears filled my eyes once again! i nv knew tt love can be so selfish ! "if i cant get it i wun let u get it too"! i realli dun understand.. y some ppl will say tt.. some two headed snake went to both two party n gossip ard by saying each other secert out..

To tim:
mayb my words i said to u r abit too much, hope u dun mind.. we r still friend lk ever before..the question u asked me in the evening i can ans u now le.. i think u really wish to hear the answer rite.. good feeling as a friend the one tt can talk heart to heart the one i can trust, nth other than tt. u r really nice tt wat i can say.. but u dun knoe my past n lots mayb when u get to knoe thing will change..so i think we shld leave it tis way! anything i'm still here to lend a willing ear.
wanna to tell u tt there no true friends, family r the only u can believe.. the most important believe in urself! dun everytime get urself into trouble becos friends.. i really apperciate wat u did for me. thanks! tc...




- tis one i dun wish to mention name la.. cos i dun think he will visit my blog.. but if he does i think he will knoe la.. sorry to wat i hav said in msn cos mayb my word mayb too harsh tt hav hurt u or wat . the most important is the age gap between us.. i knoe u dun expect much but pls change ur nick.. its certainly not the end for u.. tis world r loaded wif good gals.. the first msg u receive today was not send by me but clarence.. hope u dun get the wrong idea! wateva is it we r still friend..seriously till now i'm still cant believe wat u told me ytd... hahax. simply i jus find tt u r jus cracking a joke wif me.. anyway take care!




i lie to them but wendy c through all my lies... she is the one n onli i trusted... i wan to trust more ppl which i cant.. they r too close to those ppl.. gi pray for me.. i certainly feel it really mine.. but i find it doesnt worth a single penny k.. shld i take it or left it! if i shld take it.. pls pray hard for me!


-may tis secert will be kept 4eva!







save my tears
sentosa
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 @ 9:37 AM

i'm goin sentosa today... but its seem lk raning hw???
fuck lo y rain.. can somebody tell me did harbourfront rain>?



-love him lots

wateva
@ 1:58 AM

wat can i say now.. u always make last min decision! waiting for ur call day n night! i really dun knoe wat to say.. my tears kept dripping when i think of u.. somehow i jus feel lk flying to washington to find u now.. i din put my friend in first..
i din noe u will at my blk downstair to watch me!
i din noe u love me as much as i do!
i din noe u r the one i love so much!
one month is really hard for me.. i afraid when u return to sg u will say u dun love me anymore!
how am i going to spent tis one month not thinking of u...
i wan u to take care of me
i wan u to put me to sleep
i wan to hear u saying u love me
i wan u to kiss me lk ever before
i wan u to bring me there as well
i willing to go there wif u till sch reopen! will u simply come back as soon as possible.. dun leave me alone.. i wanna be everything tt u need!
i realli dunnoe shld i wait for u, i really afraid tt day u will jus appear in front of me saying u no longer love me.. i really hate u for not bringing me along n leaving me alone..
i really hate to put on a fake mask outside.. when i'm alone tears filled my eyes i cant control myself.. i hate them to leave me when i need them the most.


i love u
u r the one i ever need
i love no one else but jus u
tarot!i'm a fool
Sunday, June 12, 2005 @ 3:40 PM

The Fool Card
You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/
fake!
@ 4:36 AM

somehow i jus find we jus cant get along.. having deepression.. i don need any sympathy!
i tyring to hide it frm u! but all i knoe u dun belong to me! went MOS! today was not really tt fun.. after i went newsroom i realise i dance RnB nicer then techno lo... when i wanted to went hm it started to play RnB.. fuck it man! arghhh! today the base was so power.. make me feel so hard to breathe! anyway i'm tired.. math lesson startin frm next week.. it going to be boring.. haix... is 4.43 time for bed.. nitex everybody!




-is u'r mine.. i really will treasure u!
sianx
Friday, June 10, 2005 @ 1:21 PM

fuck sia everytime i sleeping the boss will cal n disturb me de lo.. i so tired... actually work 5 now become 3 very rubbish lo..not enough sleep.. then tmr night going chiong.. sunday mayb not going to sentosa le!!! haix... i wan to go lo.. xian gt taiji so mux go down.. fight one to one wif simei ppll.. ytd go nitex went tamp to find them
so funny.. esp zhen yang body gt cockroach.. he run lk fuck then hug vince n make him fall on the floor..they all play sparling.. first time c boon chao fight.. i still tot he dunnoe hw to fight.. finally c the another side of him... will knoe how to say thing properly.. it time for me to perpare le... bye.. cya guys...
jack!
Thursday, June 09, 2005 @ 11:33 PM

rmb tt yan dao which i say quite caring towards me! so nice of him.. send me hm n fired chicken n we bought perfume for him.. seriously i miss him lots.. haix... play game wif desmond, andrew,alan n gilselle.. is lk i so unlucky lo.. kena four time continously... andrew la the idiot guy! anyway i play wif him the one kena do pole dance.. hahax.. each of us kena one time! after tt they drove us hm then kena stop by police.. desmond was arrested at last james took a cab n send us hm... i was lk so fucking tired n giddy.. i din even remove my makeup or bath n went to bed.. hahax.. dirty rite?!!?work at 11 in the morning but i went at 12... ate alot of food! oyster was fantastic! actually i din dare to eat it but andrew n desmond force me lo but lucky i did eat.. fish n chips, tiramisu, norweign salad, green apple soda ,calamari.. is wat i ate there.. crazy rite! lk my dad shop lk tt... chuan yong found one hp lo.. but he so stupid return to desmond.. although its shag but whenever i think of the yandao.. shagness is gone! hahax.. he really very yandao lo..he's a part time model same as my bf.. well is not very is jus in handsome catergory... i really miss him lots.. any way ytd i hold his hand.. wahahax.. although awhile only.. but i still can feel it.. arhhhhhhhhhh. i wan to c him... i wan go greenwood wrk liaox.. hahax.. so handsome... think of him make me smile!


- i miss him! J


To Wendy:
i dun wan to take care of myself i'm waiting for ppl to take care of me!
u den take care of urself, so long nv update blog.. let go shopping soon.. i wun bluff u again de la.. now ur turn to bluff me k! love ya more than anyone else.. MuackxXx~!
sleeplesss nitex
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 @ 2:36 AM

i cant get to slp.. somehow i find everybody got their target to move forward.. wat abt me.. wat my target.. it getting further n further away.. how am i suppose to move forward without having a good result to get in tt fucking sch lo... haix ya.. is already been the second week n i din revise n single thing except for chemistry doin some assement for the first few pages.. i gonna be dead man.. i wan tution... lying on the bed make me thing of someone... the special one who is so perfect to me.. thinking the days we spent joy n laughter together.. how i wish i can go back to the past! sch commanding remedial r uselesss...working at 11 tmr n now i not in bed.. how? two days nv check friendster.. n there 7 friend request n all 7 guys r BOOOOOH!!! tt wat i can say... mayb jus 6 ba one r not bad ! if tis few days i show attitude pls forgive me man.. i dunno wat realli happen to me.. i jus feel lk crying but i din cry.. so i going to burst into tears soon.. if realli i did pls dun ask me y... cos there tonnes n tonnes of reason.. sometime i find little little thing i kan bu shuang.. small thing which ppl say to me make me hate them.. y did i make myself so unhappy?i guess i hav lots of enemy ba..



-i miss shi ying n nda,i din get to see them since i wrk!
tears!
@ 1:28 AM

today, nono shld be ytd cos now is already 1.31 am.. actually today i'm suppose to work but my boss make a mistake saying tt ytd was my off day.. so meet clarence they all to town anyway sry to keep zw n clar waiting so long... but at last my boss cal me to work ay bukit panjang at greenwood i guess.. it so scary down there.. it so high class.. i need to knoe those wine name n wat type of glass i shld serve to them.. it pretty hard to adapt there... but i dun mind going there cos there yan dao there... quite caring towards me.. hahax... pai seh i think too much la.. anyway he is 25 le.. can be my brother then anything else.. hahax... rachel is going back to cq to wrk le.. not gonna to c her again.. my sister went malaysia shopping wif her friends.. is so quiet without her! quite worried abt her wondering does she hav enough money!





- i dunnoe y tears filled my eyes!
i'm blogging
Tuesday, June 07, 2005 @ 2:21 AM

yea... i blogging now.. my com was down for the last 2 days i think... i'm working now.. no longer a daxiaojie anymore lo... i can wrk man.. working is fun.. so ppl out there think i cant wrk pls think twice... hahax... I LOVE IT SO MUCH! my collegue r all so nice n caring to me! jus now went pasir ris 400 plus there slack.. kang tang the potatoes aka jie wei is so cute!! always kena bully by me!!!i tired now feel so sleepy but i wanna blog... i hav alot of thing to blog but probaly i hav forgotten wat i wanted to post le ba... oh ya saturday nitex went MOS.. before we went there help jie wei to borrow ez link so we r able to bring him in... he so KP k!! frm the start we say wanna go chiong till today he kepp saying he very scary la heart pumping fast all sort of rubbish.. wondering can he give our ear a brk man... bring small kid out r troublesome lo!!!we haven even step in ppl started to fight.. almost kena me sia.. scary!!! the sence was choatic.. it was not under control till the police came.. after we will dancing saw some bitch diao me for dunnoe wat the fuck.. everytime c ppl also diao c us at tamp also diao.. not happy come la.. bring it on man! stead wif my kor n my ex big fuck mehx!!! the floor was slippery tt wat i can say.. after tt our turn to hav taiji le.. anyway we r going down to MOS tis sat cos gt taiji i think.. hahax.. tt day is the most enjoyable day lo.. eveybody join in the fun except yimin.. then clar n pig dance... clarence lao lan sia lose to shiyin hahax.. in cab still not happy use wat stupid tickle thing to force me say sorrry.. lao lan la u!!! wrking tmr again.. not only i wanna be a shopaholic i wanna be a workaholic too! i knoe how to make ice mocha la hot choclate lo... its nice man... its 2.53am i going to bed soon.. cya guys..

To angela:
thing will be over soon! dun think too much.. everything will be fine!


- i'm a happier person after i work!
quote for gal
Saturday, June 04, 2005 @ 3:52 PM

MSG FOR GALS
eevery woman hav foUr pets in her life!
a mink in her closet,
a jaguar in her garage,
a tiger in her bed,
an a jackass who pays for everything!


WAHAHAHAX!!!!
i'm awake
@ 3:20 PM

I'm awake by ji sheng phone cal lo... aiya.. but nvm i awake anyway... staying at hm doin nth..
it really boring.. n i forgotten wat i wanted to blog... hiaz forget it.. toking to jun heng memories flashed through my mind..
i still rmb those phrase u said to me, how we quarrel over small thingy.. it childish anywhere..
i hav grown up..i no longer the small kid u use to knoe anymore.. yearnin to see u soon.. we r able to be together in jus one month n it lasted jus for tt month.. waiting for the moment to arrive wonder wat our first reaction... but wat i can say now is -imu-

i feel so sticky i think its time for me to bath...
ciao~



i hope one day thing tt belong to me........
i sudeenly feel so gd
@ 6:28 AM

i cant slp n at last i went bedok south to find my usual gang... they will jus lk sitiing outside the 7-11 lk as if the shop is open for them.. food r for free!!! get wateva u wan man.. hehex.. they r crazy they took alot of packet of condom, marigold drink, cup noddles, mashed potatoes,ice cream...choon hwee said sth very funny when we sit under a block.. he ask us whether does the 7-11 look empty? i'm looking for my ez link after tt askin everyone did anybody c or took my ex-link? at last i found out it was in my pocket... how blur can i be! hahax. ot was 6.43 now i cant get to bed..
sudddenly i feel so gd..wateva hatred jus simply disapear in the air.. i finally feel the happiness of smiling.. the sentosa trip is cancel it was lk wtf... i hope it was not!
hopefully choon hwee n angela will be back together!

is u hav done sth wrong n everybody find sth to say u wat will u feel.. hope u all can stand in her shoe.. she admit her mistake n i believe if everybody is willing to gif her a chance she will change!


-the world spin for everyone!

friend r there to spot each other mistake
shout out
@ 1:26 AM

i got a job now... anyway tis job is quite fun.. collegue are friendly... today one yan dao come interview lo.. wonder will he work with me.. gi joining me too.. alot of guys coming to work n the company is lacking of gals.. the food look nice.. tempting me.. hahax..
so long nv go chiong le... miss the feeling so much!!

finally we r going to sentosa tmr!! hoping tmr will be a successful trip! rain rain go away!
i think only
gilselle
jennifer
vince
benjanmin
boon chao
zhen yang
shi xuan last but not least "ME"!

i wanna to shout out loud! i hope i can still hold on...
anyway i wanna to thanks my previous ex although he gave me nightmare but i learnt
thing tt i nv knew...


someone pls tell me my bad point! i'm so stress up...


neturalise my hatred!
everybody is putting a fake mask
Friday, June 03, 2005 @ 2:46 PM

ytd quarrel wif two fat arse at kpool... nabei!still tok till so loud... at last also say sorrry.. wanna kee with me go die la...


in my dict there is no love as love only come frm my mum n no one else!
in my dict there is no happiness as happiness cannot last forever!
in my dict there is no true friend cos they come n go n putting a fake mask!
he is a bastard
@ 1:35 AM

after hearing wat they told me, i understand sth.. i knoe wat kind of friend u r.. although u not might be seeing this.. and wateva i hav gone through with him is not mermories but nightmare! it a fucking scary nightmare.. i believe there is retribution.. it come ard.. the time will be ripe soon..anyway some of the msg is jus entertaining by ppl playing true or dare.. mayb is seem lk an excuse to u all.. believe it or not up to u all!





i dun give a dammn cos life continues!


i simply cant feel any love in tis world cos everybody is putting a fake mask...
i come tt thing
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 @ 3:42 PM

my stomach is so pain can! kill me pls...
needdle is pricking my stomach..
anyway nv went sch today cos i 'm dead tired! wondering now should i go for job interview or shld i go tmr..
anyway i jus call up the person say is alrite to go tmr.. hahax
we r going to celebrate ice birthday soon! but till now they have nto decide where to go.. i miss marlboro mentol light man... cant wait to meet clarence for my fag! hahax...
feel lk buying a new haver sack bag but everybody say sling bag suit me more but my books r so heavy k.. wat bag should i buy man! i wanna buy alot of thing sia.. feel lk buying clothes but dun hav nice wan lehx.. i'm crazy thinking of shopping everyday... hahax
i time for me to bath.. ciao