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Greetings, I'm bubbles and i love being blown by people. See the picture up there? THAT'S ME. But unfortunately, when the picture was taken, I POPPED. Yeah. Didn't you ever watch spongebob? No? Sad childhood you got there. ):
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Friday, March 31, 2006 @ 7:27 PM

ytd went parkway n tok cock awhile den to bedok makan.
den to mountbatten cc wif mary celina foen n marcus.
den tt two idiot playing bball. den we three went
up to the third floor to pollute the air.
mary say abt her experience in sec sch.
dammn power. lol. so daring.
mary gong here to warn u too daring isnt a gd thing k
told them my story in the past
i guess not more den 5 ppl knoe abt this
i think wendy u also dun knoe lol.
look back for wat i haf done
i'm dammn fark up. no words can describe.
i think no one can be so daring lk me.
but nt as daring as mary gong
she went cemetery
to copy dead ppl name.
overwhelmed by the couple graditute
i'm beyond hopeless at tt point of time i guess.
everytime i look back. i feel so lucky.
those horrible moment are over until i met someone new.

everything start anew.
although wasnt tt perfect
but at least i'm satisfied now.

3 weeks of holiday.
when holiday end.
skirmish began.

i hope i did clear all ur doubts tdy

celina ur secondary sch friend
r fucking irritating.
they skin are thicker den the elephant.
lolx..u feel the same way too?

shld take a short nap. ciao~

beyond control

@ 2:26 AM

wah lau. back hm to type out the script den sent to adeline
wat happen was i type le forget to save.
den the whole thing disappear. mux retype.
kan!
i dammn tired le lo. i left a few more hours den i ahf to wake up go sch
i dun feel lk going sch tml sia.
haix! shall blog more tml. nitex

Thursday, March 30, 2006 @ 3:52 AM

tdy on the way to sch
listening to 98.7
tt song which make me remind of him.
lol.
was feeling so down.
after the 10 oclock show
lie on the bed thinking of all sort of nonsense
my mum came. wat u doin. i tot tml no sch.
y slp so early.
nv go sch cannot slp early mehx. lol
after tt meet yie kait for awhile den
went to meet alex n friends to cosy bay.
den now i'm back hm.
feeling better after meeting tt cockroach
so long din c him still full of rubbish.
my mum call n kp again.
go out wif hu ar. so guai lan.
mux c i go out wif hu. if not she will cal
n kp non stop.

anyway wateva i say frm the start
none of it went into ur mind.
in ur mind there onli tt few words
intention, motive ppl wanna play u.
dun understand u got wat thing let ppl play .
when i'm serious u say i'm unwillingly.
forget it. wat u say also all rubbish la.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 @ 8:32 PM

firstly i wan to congratulate guo xiong.
finally he overtake me le. lol. he got A for selling skills.
as for me. i get B. sighs.
dun knoe y i cant do well in selling skills.
my teacher still ask me. so how happy wif my result.
nabei. my tears almost splash out of my eyes ar.
i keep reflecting before tt day wat i do. y will get b
3 person in my class get A
10 person get B
11 person fail.

lk wat u say bad mood go bang the wall lo.

Y I GET B LA.. CB!!!

@ 1:02 AM

went tamp again.
be high class bimboo sitting outside starbucks
wif mary n celina. went to eat pasta mania
and i order lots of food. cant finish at last
after went to 85 meet mary friends.
they are so farking lame n funni.and
the grp of guys start to say i look lk hu n hu.
tok abt some lame jokes which i realli feel lk beating them.

tdy woke up brush my teeth. looking
into the mirror. fark. my face lk out of shape.
nabei. fat until out of shape.
yaya wendy i knoe la. the greem top in my friendster u pay
10 bucks la. thank you my dear. lol. i bought becos of tt
handsome. and its lk farking 50 bucks. nabei.

mary gong!!! u get me into trouble lo. not me lo.
i nv say i want him to go lo.
everytime anyhow bomb also.
den u go tell tt guy i say he handsome.
kan. everything me.
celina u also another cb.
both bitches look her.
stop putting me n whichever guy.
wat past is past. can change new one anot. nabei!
still got gx. look here
stop telling whch song hu sing to me. which song i sing to hu la.
gx is a arsehole.he alwas say tis song nice.
he's not trying to tell me tt song is nice lo.
but got other meaning. lk ai hai tao tao
lk wei se me xiang ai de ren bu nen zai yi qi.
still got one chen wei lian song. dun knoe wat la.
all the above r all arsehole.lol. except for wendy la.
if i say she arsehole. tml i will die int he middle of the road. lol

posting those hk pic to my friendster.
think of shawn wat happen was some stupid idiot
give adeline cold water to cook instant noodle.
and adeline also gong gong go pour.
wait awhile y the noodle still nt cook.
den notice the water isnt hot.
den shawn tt idiot go pour the whole cup noodle into
the kettle n cook. den nv wash the kettle nvm.
the next day my rm run out of water.
so ask frm them. so when i drink the water.
got the instant noodle taste la.
so disgusting!
off to bed. nitex

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 @ 11:39 AM

lucky ytd i went sch at 10 although lesson start at 8
at last lesson start at 1. so fark.
do nth for this few hours.
after sch meet yumei and mary
to starbuck lim kopi.
gossip giossip, pollute the air
i'm so surprise mary.
now den u telll me wat happen tt day.good!
yumei pick up 50 dollars la. but when i tell ppl abt this no one believe.
lol.
after tt yumei n me took a bus hm.
i saw someone farmilar . we sit behind him.
wah lau den i tell mary ur friend sit in front of us but not confirm
so after tt c his pattern lk nt the one i think. so me n yumei continue gossiping. who knoe when he alight. OMG!!!
i cal mary. den one realli ur friend lehx.
mary: ya la. jus now i msg him ma. u sitting in front of evelyn is it.
wah lan. knoe le dun knoe how to msg me say tt one really is him de lo. make me so pai seh. den tt yumei big mouth tok cock so many rubbish.
next time go out mux bring plastic bag n put over my face le..
tml got exam again. fri got exam also. wah lau.
i will bear wif it. after my exam i can play lk crazy le..
go n look at my script le..
ciaoz~

Monday, March 27, 2006 @ 12:54 AM

finally finish the whole show.
so dammn nice. so far all the korean show
all die of cancer or tumour one. dammn boring.
lucky this one dun haf.
i guess korean ppl lk sad ending alot.lol.
tml going sch again. monday and tuesday
are tiring days. 8-4. dammn!!!
got to turn in early le. bye ppl.
i regert.

if you harbor doubts about others,
there is no ways you can love others,
forgive others, or even believe in others.

Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 8:18 PM

went NTU ytd.for the car fest wif steven.
when he first saw me he say: u lk fat le horx.
nabei. very fat mehx.
i think tts the first U i went.
dammn huge.the place for them to stay
machiam resort lo. saw those malaysian ppl
doin some car stun. dammn smelly.
becos of the tyre smell.
den went hm rest awhile den meet mary
for dinner. we ate our dinner at 10 la.
hungry to the max.

tdy stay at hm for the whole day.
doing report for dunnoe how many hours.
i think half of my brain cells are dead by now.
argh!! i go watch vcd lo..

Saturday, March 25, 2006 @ 2:42 PM

ytd was hanging at tamp.
i think from sch reopen till now.
ytd was the first time slacking at tamp
doin bo liaox thingy. although it boring
but somehow i feel realli relaxing.
one more weeks to go den i can let my hair down
to play for all i want.
went to bedok police station to retrieve the things tt i haf lost.
i din realise i lost my ic. until the police gave it to me.
the police was lk u hav u make a new one.
i was lk huh?.. i din knoe i lost my ic till u gave me.
the police laugh.
the most funniest joke was.
yimin scolded her gf.
yimin: can c tis logo or nt _l_
eslynn: i am chen wei lian.
lol. everybody was laughing lk crazy.

ok. shld blog somemore later.
going out wif steven for coffee.
guess he is waiting for me dwnstairs already.

Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 2:31 AM

last chapter to go.
repeat my revision once again.
and i'm able to be off to bed.
shld listen wat they told me.
i din get anything after much consideration.
i think i have really sort things out.
tdy will be the last day.
whateva single shit i heard wun put into consideration anymore.

shall be embedded forever!
can feel needles pricking.
but i knoe a new chapter is gonna begin.

@ 12:08 AM

wats in front of me other den the com.
book!!! book! book!
fark! seem tt i cant realli catch up after i went to tt stupid hk trip.
although we won a trp[hy back. although we r the champion!
i hate scheming ppl.
i hate those hu lk to act humble in front of me.
argh!! cant tolerate..
after studying at sing post for the past three hours.
back hm watch tv. love story in harvard.
god dammn nice. lolx.
i cant focus on work. i jus keep thinking of the storyline.
wat gonna happen next.
gonna stay uplate night again.

i dun knoe y shld u lie y shld u hide.
i can feel wat u feel.

i'm sorry if i send stupid msg to u.
i wasnt conscious at tt moment.
tt night i erase all my msg except
the last msg u haf send back to me.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006 @ 6:43 PM

-the place where hong kee hav their countdown party

- My gang and i love them lots.

the rest i shall post it when i'm free.
i shall answer question tt most likely u guys will be asking?
hk fun or not?
- fun as in toking playing in the hotel. kena complain by the manager. tt fun.
- hk isnt fun at all. its lk shit, i jus love the weather there. other than tt nah to everything.
got buy present for me?
- if i got buy i will gif it to u atuomatically. if u nv receive mean dun haf.
nice to shop ma?
- i went shopping on sunday. tt the onli day i haf to shop n i spent 2000 plus in one day. things r quite cheap there.
how long is the flight?
-3 hour pls to 4 hour.

i bought too many thing on tt day. den lost one bag of things. worth 300 plus la.. dammn it. sg 60 bucks lo.
fark!!!
worst i left the sch camera in the plane. lucky it was found.
or else die.
i really miss the days when we will in hk.
sometimes i will smile to myself when i think of those funny scene.
thursday got test again. nabei. y so many test n exam sia.

yawn!!! going back to study le..
meet up wif ya guys soon.

Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 7:26 AM

i'm going off to hk.
i went to double O ytd.
i enjoy myself.. lots lots lots
cya guys on monday..
i will be touching down at 7.45 ppl..

Wednesday, March 15, 2006 @ 3:24 AM

i'm done wif my revision.
using 2 hour n 30min
for 8 units. everything is my mind.
i'm bring them to bed.. at 3.30 am
nitex ppl...!!!

@ 1:17 AM

i'm trying to get enough slp here and there
i reach hm six plus going 7 again. seem lk working hours
but i'm studying.(__point to the sch)
went hm eat dinner den slp. slept for 1 hour plus.
wake up eat again. start to crack my brain on the stupid
blog for my hk trip.
its still not done yet. after hanging round the com for long hours
study for my CA tml.
itchy mouth.so i eat noodles again la.
den went to bed for half an hour.
wake up study again.
if i go slp nv study paper come back sure B again
i dun wan to c B anymore.
frm -B C D E F- i hate all this letter.
i dun wan to c all tis letter in my progress card la.

nobody want to acc go eat lo.
cos i keep asking them to eat wif me.
went to eat macaroni in the morning.
after tt i wan eat wan tan mee. pei fang dun wan acc me
she say i too fat cannot eat.
resulted i ate one kit kait one pack of twisties and one hellp panada
after lesson i eat bee hoon soto wif guo xiong n gang and one cup of milo.
i'm a big eater now. lol
having meeting jus now.. will talking abt food in hk.
cos spenting 5 days over. one day expenses will be 20 buck sing dollar
jus for eating. 5 days will be 100 sing. shawn was lk looking at me.
dunnoe for wat also. i will try to control my appetitie la..
oh ya tdy in class teacher talk
abt the incident in my class. jus wanna inform
all girls to go toliet 2 by 2. esp to those isolated places.
teacher say dun wear until short short den sit
leg open until big big can le
then all my classmate was lk aiming.
ME!! my skirt also nt say very short.
evelyn u mux be careful.
they mayb now target u!or they will say.
evelyn u better be careful.
i ask y. den say no y la.. u jus be careful la.
y me sia!!! wun so suay one la.
make me feel abit scare scare when go toliet.
i go back study le.. looking forward to alley bar tml.

u r not a loser.
u r someone i once love.

Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 10:12 PM

got back my testpaper.
as i expected B!
dammn it..
i hate ppl to compete n kpo abt my scores.
arghh!!!! y mux it alwas be me!! fark it!!
try on the kebayak tdy. hahax.
jus nice for me.
i'm the limelight wearing tt on.. lolx.
i wan to complain one think i almost forgot
tt day at colin hse bbq he for nth pull me make me bang on to the wall
my head got baluku la. f***ing pain sia!
was dammn hungry n tired.
in school i ate three times.
nuggetmeal, ban mian and curry noodle. lolx
den i get to eat my dinner at 8.30
wah lau hungry to the max.
i ask my dad to buy sliced fish soup and one carrot cake
my dad is an arse. he say one person onli can buy one.
i very hungry la. although i haven eaten. is till feel hungry.
i feel lk cooking maggi mee eat lehx.

i going to my merliontour blog le.. sianx sianx sianx..

i smile i cry
becos ur look keeps in my mind

Sunday, March 12, 2006 @ 10:53 PM

its been a long long time since i went orchard.
acc my baobei wendy to buy her belt.
meet up celina n gang for awhile den so coincidence
bang into mary. n tis farker. u gd ar!!!
make me pai seh in front of ur bf. lolx.. but nvm i lk.
haf a sumptuous meal wif her. nono. i mean she c i eat onli.
i'm so xin fu tdy although she tried to stop me frm eating lots
of thingy.
can i haf a bf lk her. so nice n understanding.

dun tell me u will wait for me forever.
dun tell me u love me so much tt u r willing to scarifice.
dun tell me action speak louder than words.
dun tell me tt its ok if u wan to be wif him.
dun tell me all this. i have heard all this stuff frm billion of guys.
whateva u said r all rubbish. how long r u going to wait. 1 year 10 year dun get married.

tml lesson 8 to 4.
everybody are allow to go hm. but i still ahf to stay in sch mayb to 6 or even later. i knoe i will be dammn dammn dammn hungry. i wan to haf
sumptuous dinner.

i can feel needle pricking my heart.
i think i knoe y.
but i try to deny the fact.

@ 2:28 PM

farking shit.. my mum is an arsehole
tt farking cup which they place on my table is not i drink de la
she keep saying. not u drink one still got hu.
confirm is u. feel lk killing her.
i'm dammn farking angry wif my team member for not doin the project
so i scolded them on the fone. my mum say cant u see ur sis is having tution. she say tis not loud is it.
dammn it! den after tt she say abt tt farking cup thingy. den talk so loud. den my sis not having tution ar.
adults alwas think they are right. ya lk so wateva. fucking childish.
feel lk slapping her.

i saw wat u hav written.
its touching. i admit.
the times u said u will to open up for me u din.
we were both in love wif each other
but tt was not in the start.
the times when u saw ur friend and u let go of ur hands
this image is alwas whirling in my mind.
the times when u get fed up wif ur friend and
u left the place alone without me.
the times when u make me loses my pride and
everything in the car yet i kept quiet and i even say we need a talk.

we did haf happy times.
look back because i knoe
bad memories overwhelmed happy memories

i'm too sad too depressed to tok to anyone.
onli tt place i can relieve myself.
onli u knoe tt place.
the world is so unfair!

@ 1:23 PM

ytd went joseph friend hse colin to haf bbq.
but is was lk dammn pathetice 3 of us.
all because of joseph say discuss abt project.
they was lk dammn late la.. say pick me up at 7
at last become 7.45. went to get those bbq stuff
den reach his hse at abt 8 plus. still mux marinate
and start fire. 10 plus den i got to eat the first hot dog
hungry to the max. but ok la. those guys are good in marinating.
tried the latest peach n rasberry absoluate vodka.
wah koax.. the taste simply sux to the max.

ytd at colin hse was toking to shawn in msn
and i told him wat to do for the hk trip form
den he today ask me a question which i feel
lk banging on the wall and die.
he say: wat u cal me do ytd le huh? can say again.
@#$%^^&*&&*(##@
after tt he cal me. he ask me got wat package.
i told him three package. shopping leisure and adventure
5 min later. in msn he ask. shopping adventure, still got wat
#@$#$^%* he not pay attention lo. three onli cannot rmb.
my vein is going to burst la SHAWN!!!!!
PLS DUN MAKE ME SUFFER IN HK OK!!!

i try so hard to move but i'm still stuck.

Saturday, March 11, 2006 @ 12:33 AM

i try to figure now to set up a website.
was lk dammn fucking shit.

4 more days i'm going to leave sg.
i dun feel lk going le.
i miss many many ppl here.

jus now went to watch mama hse. so funny.
eslynn n yimin alwas did sth obsence thingy infront of me
but i'm use to it.

i need somemore time to study la.
i need somemore time to play.

frm ytd till tdy morning my heart is in a mess.
onli after tt movie which bring me alive.

shall blog more tml.
ZzZzZz!

Friday, March 10, 2006 @ 2:55 PM

wednesday went MOMO.
shld haf enjoy myself to the fullest tt day.
to me its a miserable night.
celina lose her phone. somemore jus buy onli.
hope her exam result wasnt tt bad.
mary u haf to bear wif it.

haf a session wif my teachers.
my turn to haf one to one talk wif my teachers
about progress n behaviour.
went i sit down Ms Tan say: my problem kid.
my goodness i dun think so la.
got ppl bad result wif poor behaviour not problem kid.
i was lk telling my teacher. there not wrong wif me
i provide good result jus tt i'm alwas late.
den she lan lan.
she reply by saying :ya i knoe if u can change tis habit
i will be more proud of my A student. whateva but everyone has some bad habit.blah blah blah
went to sign warning later cos i din attend effective communication.
is lk wateva la.. cos tdy got presentation.
somehow i din say i wan to be the grp leader la.
den the grp members thinks tt i will in charge of everyone.
kan by mr woo. fuck. everything also i leader la. dammn it.
i so many thing to do la.. everybody think i very free.
i cant afford to get any B. but i haf already had one.
tdy RTO test was lk shit. i think i'm gonna get another B.
dammn it.

i feel so miserable.
i havent even done my website for the competition.
dammn.. i will be wearing the air steward uniform.
wat i notice was. i still hav to learn how to wear.
wah lan. kan sia.
meetin meetin meetin. can tis change to
sleepin sleepin sleppin actually
playin or clubbin also can. lolx.

i'm sorry really.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @ 7:28 PM

i'm so tired everyday. OMG!!!
the day before yumei drive me out to makan at 3 plus.
lol. we repeat our msitake. worst was she saw police again.
but nth happen la.
after tt we went east coast to find the rest of the.
we park the wrong carpark.. so i help her drive to the other carpark.
its parallel parking. so after parking. infront gt car la.
looking down to wear my slippers. wat happen was yumei keep shouting stop! when i lift up my head i wanted to shout at her
wat i also nv step on the pedal u stop for wat.
den i realise the car is moving almost bang into the front car. lolx.
she was lk so scare. so do i. i totally forgot tt even if u nv step on the accelerator it will still move.

slept early last night. at abt 10 all the way to this morning 8.
but still i'm so dammn tired. end at 4.
after tt got virtual enterprise meeting. 2 hours somemore.
i also kay kan.think very smart go join so many thing.
studies wan A den step one gd in leadership. end up so many thing.
trying to get RTO tt 4 until to my brain.
stock turnover is the numbers of time a average stock on hand has been sold out and replaced during a selling period.
jus tis simple sentences i cant get into my brain.
wonder how come the last test i'm able to perform so well.

going MOMO tml.den friday go O bar.
exam ard the corner kp veyr busy. yet still go clubbing.
but how am i going to resist the temptation.
saturday meeting those hk ppl for meeting.
sun,mon, tues mux chiong my RTO for my CA!
wed exam! thurs going hk! coming back on monday.
den tues and wed exam. busy right! these few days still mus get all stuff before going hk. it will be real cold over there. abt 10 to 16 degree.
still mux pack luaggae.
wondering whther my mum will be doin it for me.

haf bear for it until i come back frm hk alrite.

misssssss euuu so dammn muchhh dun uuu think the same way too! -.-"!

Monday, March 06, 2006 @ 2:17 AM

i cant slp.. dammn it.. insomnia
jus now went study wif yu mei at parkway.
c her surely nth gd come out frm her mouth.
say i fat den dunnoe still say wat.!
study till 7 plus going 8 den go eat steamboat.
walk walk den hm.
on the way hm quarrels start.
sians!

being understanding to him he say he feel uneasy. dammn it!
being unreasonable he say i'm trying to go overboard.
wat am i suppose to do?
every quarrel starts wif a joke.-.-"!

go out study also mus ask permission is it. he's trying to be lame.

but somehow i knoe i haf to stick wif him!
pls dun doubt me

Sunday, March 05, 2006 @ 1:58 PM

lost in the haze.
trying hard to walk my way out.

went celina hse tt night. yun long n cindy came along.
cindy tt ah hai ppl pour 1/4 chivas 3/4 coke. she pour 3/4 chivas 1/4 coke
den yun long suggest play scissors paper stone.
seriously i hate this game.
the first round i kena le. drank the whole cup.
quite nice. becos of scissors papaer stone this stupid game
i drank 3 cups of niche la.
dammn it! i knoe its real stupid by playing tis game and lose 3 rounds in a row. i'm really dammn lousy in playing scissors paper stone.
after tt play the guess number thingy la. den five ten fifteen.
yun long trying to cheat us la.. dammn!

after tt hm sweet hm..

i simply jus cant forget wat happen tt night.

Friday, March 03, 2006 @ 1:49 PM

next 5 weeks will be my exam. dammn.
shouldnt join wat stupid hong kong trip. died!

whenever i wanna to play or relax myself i will feel worried thinking abt my projects and hows my revision going on. anyway mux really thanks my darling for helping up in my projects. without him i think i sure die. lolx.

din went sch today cos my forehead pimples coming out.. so i think i better stay at hm and rejunvenate my face.sufficient sleep n water is very important for a gal.
i guess i shld stop here. going back to my studies. it more important den anything.

@ 12:00 AM

was freaking tired this few days. jus feel lk having a gd nitex slp.
i'm guilt - free now.. hopes he has a great life ahead.

i need a brk man!
i feel pressure. i'm so afraid wat if one day i let u down.

sighs. i'm a failure too!

Thursday, March 02, 2006 @ 1:03 AM

my ss test was back and i got B~!!! DAMMN IT..
my mood was lk dammn bad today. so stress.
i smoke alot tis few days due to stress i guess.
went hm and slept all the way till 7.
cindy cor den meet up wif her ,wei qun teck yong n patrick tok cock.
yun long came to pick us up at abt 9 plus den to macafe tok cock again.
den zhi hong n friend came to join us den left us later. tok all the way till 12 plus.
i'm broke tis week! i left 4 bucks. i dun knoe how am i to open my mouth to ask for money. dammn!

although u piss me off frm ytd till tdy. but due to the project u haf done for me make me feel so touch. ( MISS STUPID- SO TOUCH!) can't believe my angel can be so capable.i dun knoe wat time u will be reaching hm but i still demand someday i will be able to taste the tuna bread for breakfast tt i deserve.