ShOpPInG MaKe My dAy
Thursday, November 24, 2005 @ 10:56 PM

as usual i went wrking 7 in the morning. was 5 min late. as least gt improvement la.. first time 1/2 an hour den 15 min den 5 min. hahax.. next time i guess i will be early.
after wrk took a cab n pick celina up frm interchange to marina square. bought one shoe frm tinklebell. i went in tis shop becos i love the paper bag n the name of tis shop.. dammn lame lo. but nvm i lk. so i told myself get one shoe tt i lk. at last i did. hehex.. walk ard n i bought another top. din realli spent much tdy. i feel lk buyin somemore. pass by my ex wrking place. it did change abit even the chef andrew wasnt there. actually decide to pay a visit but guess i din get the right time. the first pay i think i will spend half on it on wendy necklace lo... happi bo.
after jeremy came along.. celina is bullying me man.. we two both keep agruing where to eat. n it lasted mayb for 1 hour before we decide where to it n poor jeremy haf to carry our jacket fliles n shopping bag where ever we both go.. hahax.. at last we decide to eat at ndcy (i think so.. forget le) the desert was marvellous. esp the one jeremy order. it smell so dammn nice.. i wanna go back n eat again.
so fast its gonna be the last week of the month n my result r coming out soon. thinking back wat i've done for the one mth. n its lk no wrk jus play n slack.but i did enjoy it la..
will be seeing u guys on sat at marina south. i will attend de.. so dun worry.. i din forget u guys k.. miss me den... hahax..
tml i'm going to wrk in the early morning again.. i shld go n catch some slp in case i'm late again.. nitex ppl..
kaLLang River!
Tuesday, November 22, 2005 @ 9:13 PM

ytd went for wrk frm 9-4.30... finally experience the busiest period wrking there.
i certainly love tis job is jus tt the ppl there realli sux.. went hm after wrk den slp till 9.
went out at 11 plus to haf dinner cum supper wif foen then to kallang river. i love kallang river!
tdy sleep till 3 plus then meet up wif celina for dinner to pass her uniform.
after tt went hm watch tv then went supper wif foen again then to pp play pool.
nw i'm hm.. chatting wif ronnie n he say sth very meaningful..

i'm still wondering shld i forgive the person for wat the person haf said n start afresh?
will history repeat?
gOsSiP
Sunday, November 20, 2005 @ 11:54 PM

tdy went wrk wif mary.. so fun. hahax.. when we r free, none stop gossiping.
dun forget our swimming date at sp lehx
gx birthday comin le lo. he's celebrating at marina south. steamboat!!!! arghh!
y there. i hate it can.
after wrk went 85 makan. so full. eat alot tdy. full lk fuck.
feeling quite sleepy tdy..

i'm so fortune! i'm contented wif wat i haf now. hahax. thanks!
m|xEd
@ 1:13 AM

din blog for 2 days but it seem so long to me.. the day before went celina friend hse play mahjong after wrk was quite boring. abt 11 plus foen came to fetch me go makan den back hm. jus now went sentosa again... i wore my new bikini. hahaxx..
actually nth much to blog abt la.
hoping thing will get better for her.
for me jus hoping history wun repeat and i trust it wun.

i hope i wun be disappointed.
i think i sux
Thursday, November 17, 2005 @ 9:17 PM

i'm hm..i'm in a mess tdy..
firstly i was late half an hour for wrk n it rain.
secondly the customers is lk fuck which i almost lose my temper.
thirdly i was fucking mad wif my collegue who done sth which almost make me pay 10 bucks for nth. lucky it does nt happen.
fourth after it happen then say me n say they r nt scolding jus telling or whatever it is. come on they r jus lk bullshitting can. they almost make me cry. but i did hold my tears. mayb someday i cant take it anymore my tears will keep flowing none stop
fifth after work was still in a bad mood. i wanted to a train frm tanah merah to tamp to meet celina n gang. but i took the wrong side. i realised it when i was at kembangan
sixth i jus realised one side of my heel broke
seventh i jus realised tt i'm too fuck up to bad mouth ppl. which i dun think he/she hav bad intention of me.
eighth i sux!
thing arent tt worst lk wat i think. guess i'm the bad one who influence them.
i cant forgive neither can i forget. wif those things i heard is hard for me to unnderstand him/her. if i realli do so hu going to understand me. yes i'm selfish. tt wat i can say.
wat the hell
@ 6:04 AM

wat the hell its raining lo.. how am i suppose to go to wrk.. when its raining so heavily. i don feel lk wrking tdy lo. arghh.. i'm feeling hungry again.. dun understand y tis few days i feeling hungry so easily. i think i shall take my breakfast before going work. bye ppl
i'm in a bad mood now. wondering am i at fault. but i guess i shld think it over again.. i cant be soft hearted. my mind mux be clear tis time round.
i cant slp again
@ 12:52 AM

arsehole.. dun knoe wat realli happen to me.. i cant get to bed.. n i need to wake up at 5.30 in the early morning to wrk. going to eat lunch wif my boss. he coming to fetch me after wrk.
tok to celina on the phone tdy.. get so excited for her.. all the best to u ar.. update me soon..
jus now went shopping wif one of my old classmate. tdy thingy cos me a bomb man. topshop skirt $79 ,billabong shirt $34.80,bikini $197.8 n one sun block lotion. i'm mad.. my bank left nth! wat the hell.. haven even get my paid n i have spent tis much. but all gals r the same wun doesnt loves shopping. i guess i shold claim some frm my parent ba. i try go catch some slp le.. ciao~!
imisshim
i cant slp
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 @ 3:42 AM

is goin 4 n i cant get to slp.. argh! feeling hungry n i'm trying to control myself nt to eat anything.
ytd met up wif foen at abt 5 plus went to play bowling then to city plaza eat ban mian. then back to east coast doin nth n his massage sux. my massage is so much relalxing then urs, then to kallang KFC eat after tt to kallang riverside. sitting at kallang riverside tok cock. he brought his foolscape to draw. actually wanted to fold small boat but both of us doent knoe how to fold, fold aeroplane n tt stupid arse wanna play forefeit. his aeroplane flew further then me lo. tt how he gt another new testi frm me! went to eat rochor beancurd whole day eating none stop. he want me to be fat to death.
will be wrking in tis thursday. dammn wonder how am i going to get up. i start wrk at 7. meaning i need to get up by 5 plus lo.
i need to exercise n i simply hate it! i guess i try to getto bed now. need to wake up earlier tml
i'm fat
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 @ 2:04 AM

i'm so fat now.. eat n eat n eat.. mux go on diet le.. alot of pimple also.. it happen becos of someone lo. die le la.. now very jialet. buang le!
tdy went tok cock wif mary at bugis .. sth happening happen to both of us.. but tis small lil dirty secert we shall kept it for years. hahax..
bought a few thing for myself which cos me a big bomb.
so dammn confuse now. thing r jus not rite. aiya how. mary keep saying i think too much lo..
meet up wif foen after he finish sch. went mountbatten cc cos he wanna train his shootin. he train his shooting for abt 45 min to 1 hr. the next min he fight wif me. the next second i become a drench chicken. tt arse threw water at me. wat the hell. all he did was standing down there laughing at me then threw one towel to me. dunnoe how to say sorry de lo. lucky got my shirt in his car or else i will be going hm lk one idiot lo. went to eat chicken rice at katong tt side. back hm by abt 1 plus.
i feel lk going east coast to rollar blade. argh.. but i'm nt gd at it. dammn
so hungry
Monday, November 14, 2005 @ 1:00 PM

i woke up at 12.. nobdy at hm. dunnoe die until where le.. my vain mum when for haircut again.. cal her gif me money cut hair she kp say i go so ex de.. den now she go herself without bringing me along. arsehole!so hungry.. my hse nth to eat lo.. there a few slice of cake.. but dun knoe can eat de ma.. scare later is my mum buy for other ppl de lo. still mux wait for my dad to buy back.. sianx.. shld be leaving my hse at 3 plus ba.. feel lk eating alot of thing.. later go bugis eat cream puff n go simply thai eat. hehex..gonna beri fat.. hahax..
SeNtOsA
@ 3:07 AM

i'm so tan.. argh.. very dark now.. i'm ugly.. wat the hell.. went one roti prata cafe makan. yen pei went off first. sent celina hm then searching for the dammn posb machine jus to transfer money for my bao bei wendy but at last she say no need! on sat foen bring me indoor stadium to watch basketball match wif his bball classmate. bullet VS wildcats. the match is boring man. den to seletar dam. those guys there were bored den they start to spit ice cream c hu spit the further.
left there abt two plus ba...
played bbal at my hse dwnstair at abt 11 plus ba. den brought water down for him.. so ma fan! still forced me drink water. drink till my tummy dammn big lo.
now tlking to yu mei on the phone. frm 1 plus till now.. slping soon le ba i guess.
tml will be chilling out wif mary. so long nv c her le.. she shld be missing me lk crazy ba.. hahax.
slack n slack
Saturday, November 12, 2005 @ 2:49 AM

tdy i went slacking again at parkway. after foen finish his sch came fetch me then to pp to play pool. then slack at mcafe till celina reach. after tt went burger king makan. zhong xuan came along but he now name kenny. hahax.. darn funni! those both arses went to play bball at MPCC. so celina n me went mcafe tok cock. she saw some of her schmates n we started toking after went play pool again. went hawker center makan. slack at mcafe . celina wanted to smoke so he cal wei teck. guess wat. those silly boy came mcafe jus to bring us those two stick of cigarette. so sweet of them. after they play bball they came to find us then we went chomp chomp makan. all of them r lk so sux lo. keep making fun of me.. dammn cb! as if very funni! so angry can! then sent them back den to my hse.
my head is darn pain lo!
everything sux lo
Thursday, November 10, 2005 @ 12:25 AM

argh... bad mood bad mood bad mood la..
i think i get a nose infection my teeth is fucling pain.guess shld drink more water. basically i guess 1 day i dun drink more then 2 cups of water lo.. went to wrk today taking a bus to my wrk place. the bus no air con n the weather was fucking hot lo..one of the senior staff tell me alot alot alot of thing as if i can rmb lk tt. after work went hm bath then meet yen pei n her friend..
so long nv c her le.. still so cute. hahax.. nv tell me ... there if i knoe i den dun wan go ar. then went to eat dinner cum supper wif foen n zhong xuan then back hm..
whole day mood sux till now.
arghh... nobody bother so why do i care so much.. dammn it!!!!
i'm fucking stupid! i admit!
big big pimple!
Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @ 11:45 AM

wat the hell i got three pimple. arghh... wonder when will it heal. celina chabot her lecture came pp to find me. so we both were toking crap down there. celina was so indecisive lo. eat wat meal also cant make up her mind. at last she bought spicy double chicken meal i bought happy meal. hahax.. after tt saw pf, toking crap to her for awhile then we went pp shopping n she bought one t-shirt frm espirit. ytd was real combo hit. saw two person which i din one to saw. one i manage to escpae the other one shouted for my name. sux lo.....
tdy going tanah merah wrk.haix. i dun feel lk going so tired. i wan ppl to help me massage. hahax.
thanks to wendy ar. hahax.. u knoe i knoe can le.. still got one more person celina also knoe. hahax. meet u up soon! keep me update also. pls slp early too. gals need to slp early to hav gd complexion.
so sweaty
Tuesday, November 08, 2005 @ 2:46 PM

ytd after wrk at altivo foen came over to fetch me to eat my dineer cum supper. den he brought me to mountbatten cc to play basketball in the middle of the night. was rather fun. play bball, volleyball n soccer. hahax.. dammn funny. i drive his car ytd.. wahahax.. so scary but its fun. when he ask me to brake abit, i step all.. hahax..
tdy after he woke me up i went for job interview. OMFG! its lk so far frm tanah merah lo. wonder y it cal tanah merah lo. haiya the bus mux wait for 20 to 25 min if u miss the bus.. dammn cb rite! if its windy still nvm. so hot. wth.can c the manager is a smart woman frm the way she tok to me. working for her arent tt easy i guess. after went hm to slp. on the way to take bus i saw bobvin. so long nv c him le, still the same ar but i guess did change ur hairstyle ba. he dammn power gt exam still can late.on the way back yu mei cal me to crap wif her. she went to help her dad to work but end up at changi airport drinking coke. hahax. wat a good daughter ur dad haf.. hehex
good luck to ur match later on!
SeNtOsA
Monday, November 07, 2005 @ 10:01 AM

ytd went sentosa wif sheronica,c,marcus,foen n willy.wasnt much ppl there. the sun wasn't tt strong. its perfect for me to tan abit. after tt we went old airport road n eat. then sent them hm then to east coast then to the bridge jus beside the cosy bar. sit there tok cock wif foen then back hm.. there karma when u treat ppl badly. some arse ask me whther treat ppl gd gt karma.
tdy i'm working again! but i'm sick.. my voice sux can... mayb going orchard wif jun heng n gang. wonder wat happen to them. suddenly wan go town.
jus now went to weight myself n i slim down for 1 kg. wat the hell. my thorat dammn pain.. arghh! so irritating.. tmr still need to go mary there for interview. sianx. some more in the morning 10.30 can.dammn early. haven even go make the posb acct. shit.. wonder when den i can gif my boss. jialet..i wan go back slp awhile more.. bye ppl
bball
Saturday, November 05, 2005 @ 4:39 PM

ytd went marina parade watch basketball then to moutbatten cc watch.. mountbatten wan more exciting.. hahax.. sheronica share alot of personal stuff wif me ehx.. hahax.. so funni. after tt went katong eat.then after sending then hm went to eat beancurd. tt arse suddenly say wanna play billard so we went to play billard. at last i lose to him. dammn man.! so suay..
later shld be going chalet ba.. i go pom pom le..
signing off!
cHeEky MoNkEy
Thursday, November 03, 2005 @ 5:37 AM

tdy went cheeky monkey. wasnt tt fun. as it was too pack i mean the dance floor. arghh so stuffy n hot. cant breathe y. anyway din drink tis time. in the morning went NYP to buy books. not for me i acc foen there. his sch was pretty old lo but he claims tt his sch is much more better then SP n NP. after tt went city plaza eat. the stupid boi bring me go wash his car when the weather was lk going to rain. it did rain after tt. proceed to east coast to slack. ppl there mostly bulid sandcastle there but we saw a man build a horse.cannot say bulid lehx. i dun knoe la. but its a horse. so nice! abt two plus foen came fetch me go makan then to jeremy hse to take my uniform. chit chat for awhile went pasa malam n guess wat tt stupid guy bought. he bought those stupid socks wif lots of colour n there even cartoon. he even claims tt alot of ppl was wearing tt kind of socks which was meant for pri sch kids. hahax. wateva it is la.. got hm at abt 5.
i'm going to slp le.. or else ppl wanna kp again! nitex
sianx
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 @ 2:05 AM

tdy nt wrking but still feeling tired. haix.. whole day lying on the sofa staring in blank space lk one idiot. need to breathe in more fresh air. staying at hm is boring!
i hate u
Tuesday, November 01, 2005 @ 5:14 AM

II HATE U!!!
2nd day at wrk
@ 4:50 AM

i'm back hm frm wrk once again. tis time round was much pretty easy to cope wasnt tired at all le.. so fun today! ppl there treat me so nice. there even punching bag for me. hahax.. tdy eat alot of snake... hahax.. still teach yen pei eat snake also.. hahax.. there a birthday event. but it look more pretty lk a hwlloen party. ppl there r mad ppl esp those ang moh.they r dressing in
-ginger bread man
-minne mouse
-construction worker
-fairy
-elf
-prisoner
-clown
and etc. i was suppose to serve drink there. some guest was asking me wat do i dress as? OMG! i'm jus a waitress there. hahax.. worst still there ppl wanting to take foto wif me. wth..
i'm so happy today. hahax.. smiling the whole day. although there something bothering me. but ppl there make my day.
i shant blog anything abt wats bothering me. cos i think i shld gif up my hope unless there still a turning point. trying to console myself but my six sense is so strong which gave me the final ans NO!