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Greetings, I'm bubbles and i love being blown by people. See the picture up there? THAT'S ME. But unfortunately, when the picture was taken, I POPPED. Yeah. Didn't you ever watch spongebob? No? Sad childhood you got there. ):
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everything you do make me unhappy,Nothing to do wi... super COOL room... hello kitty craze kjnsjkdnfjn HAPPY VALETINE chinese new year shopping with my sis... cycling @ east coast my new office future MIL b'day!

Saturday, January 28, 2006 @ 10:01 PM

ytd was toking to jac online.. hahax.. n we will toking abt guys.. he say he cant find a bf cos all too short.. hahax.. i agree too.. i told her i wan my bf to be 1.7 m n she post in her blog wanting me to consider her ..wateva la..
i still rmb i owe both of them a la pi xiao xin eyebrow.. cos i bet wif them sayin at the end of the year 2003
i will get a bf n it doesnt happen at all.. until now still dun haf one long term de.. hahax.. i told her i wan a bf who can control.. n tt arse laugh at me saying.. hu can control daxiaojie.. alil bit wanna brk..
i haf change le ok.. miss jacqueline ng.. i nt tt evelyn u knew last time le k.. after all tis years i still rmb the days we guard those stupid door for money.. i still miss the days shopping, spending through those up n down.. n she rmb last time my msn nick.. follow ur heart! anyway follow wat ur heart say, at least u wun regert.. cos even its the wrong choice ur heart tell u wat u realli wan to do..
in the afternoon before reunion dinner went out wif alex to celebrate his birthday.. went orchard swensens makan den to haagen daz at siglap..
i rmb those road .. it remind me of someone.
alex bought one pint of ice cream for me to bring hm la. its his birthday n he bought sth for me la.. thanks alot..
tis year abit different i ate my reunion dinner at hm rather den my grandma hse.. becos of some particular reason. but i love to eat at hm..

sth bad is happening. i;m alwas gd in creating trouble..
when i think back i feel so disgusted.
if ever thing can be undone i wun dissapoint everyone..
i will nv ever hurt my beloved brother..
i'm trying my best to hold my tears..

@ 11:07 AM

ytd in sch was having my presentation..
yea yea.. lucky i din xia suay myself.. cos i keeping making fun of ppl.
teacher say he can feel the sincere when i present thing abt myself is all facts. hahax..
den after tt khew guo xiong turn..@%$#^
we need to present abt wat we like dislike n our career goal
n how to make the class intresting.. n here goes his presentation attacking me..
dislike- i hate ppl who fight wif me in classs... (the whole class looking at me la. so pai seh.. even teacher also laugh)
den he lk to fantasize
how to make the class intresting- dun study
career goal- millionare
(try to act funny by making the whole class laugh onli..)
n tis arse din bring my ezlink.. n my attendance is zero la..
starting of tis few weeks i gt project already..mux finish by one week.. wat the fark rite.. its chinese new year lehx.. nvm dey gif us locker.. n wat happen was we need to buy the lock ourself.the lock is not given to us la.. sch so rich still so stingy.. wah kaox..
after tt went hm slp.. celina came my hse until 10. den we went to buy two bottle of beer to kallang river.. hahax..
haf a hard time opening the beer.. den tt one nice man he help us open la.. so pro.. sitting dwn there we saw sth lk corspe floating so celina went to c.. it was bolster n mattress. wth la..
we were so happily chatting abt guys.. cos they r jerks.. hahax... some how they are la..den back hm.

mylifeisinamess..
ipromisetobeagdgirl.

Thursday, January 26, 2006 @ 10:08 PM

so suay i fall sick.. some more its during new year.. wtf..
sore thorat having a flu.. shouldnt go sentosa dat day..
skip two lesson tdy.. one make uo lesson one thinking skills..waste time onli..
tdy lesson is dammn boring..
i falling asleep.. my classmate love to hear me whin..wateva la..
went feng shan cc to watch bball match girls team..
rather boring.. they foul more than they play la..nt exciting at all..
after tt yimin,kangtnag,bing hong n guo xiong one team vs jieying leonard n me
we still win.. hahax..
yimin tt cheater i throw ball she dun let me throw she keep pulling my hand or hug me..
she dammn bu shuang i snatch so after tt she wan to fight 1 on 1 wif me.
at last no win no lose..(but actually si i win de.. dun wan make her ps)haha
dammn tired.. after bball my face is dammn red.. they say lk baboon.. wtf!!
tml acc mary to bugis buy shoe.. den saturday afternoon need to acc alex. becos its his birthday..
sianx.. sianx sianx...
danneth ask me to go chinablack tml.. anybody intrested going?
i wan to go too.. but nt enough age.. hahax
going to bed.. nitex..

Wednesday, January 25, 2006 @ 8:50 PM

after sch went sentosa for magazine coverpage.. finally home..
but all pic sux.. all nt nice sia..
due to my eyes..
i so tan la.. the weather is so hot..
the whole sentosa is so empty in the evening..
i look so sluty n bitchy la.. hahax..
tml sch again.. but is alrite la.. i love to go sch..
i love my classmate.. they rock..
my mum gif me a diamond ring.. so small la.. but nvm i lk..
nth much to blog.. jus feeling itred after all those foto taking session...
bored!!!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006 @ 9:14 PM

tdy late abit.. abit onli.. hahax..
den lesson so far all okok untill the last lesson
tt mr steven woo sissy.. hu ask me to get out of the class tt day..
one of my classmate r laughing at me cos i pronounce staisfaction wrongly la..
wah lau so angry..
den the guys in the class lk to make angry.. wth.. den i angry the gals n guys in the class very happi.. keep laughing at me.. crazy..
den on the way hm i sleep int he bus again..
i guess tis a normal routine for me to slp in the bus la..
oh ya.. ytd there a fight in sch.. omg.. the other party throw plate fork n spoon to our table.. lucky nv kena anyone of us..
yimin is crazy.. she is physco me to sentosa tml la.. so at last i agree to go sentosa after sch..
no matter wat i still will go sch.. at least i still go sentosa.. gd rite..

wendy ar.. wat i pei bu shang him.. hahax.. is i too attractive can.. hahax.. but i knoe wat i'm doin.. i wun hurt any ppl again le la.. anyway happy birthday once again...

i was realli surprise wif the present u put outside my hse la.. anyway thanks alot..

Monday, January 23, 2006 @ 6:26 PM

ytd to sentosa n there onli four of us...
vince cheryl ben n me!
some shameless ppl bastard us..
but nvm.. still very fun..
was boring at first after tt dammn fun.. haf lots of fun n laughter...
7 plus den went for bathing. after bathing was abt 8 plus going 9 le lo..
after makan meet up wif alex to bistro cafe haf a pint of henieken den back hm..

tdy i nv late.. marvellous achievement.. tdy pf morning call me at 6.38 lk tt la..
she tell me 6.45 le.. i tot she bluff onli 6.15 lk tt.. i say ya la wake up le la.. den go back slp.. den 30 sec i wake up.. better c the time first.. 6.48am.. wtf..
alex fetch me to sch today. he drive so fast la..
anyway really thanks to him.. if nt i will be late again i guess..
my teacher praise me in front of the whole class today.. she say she so proud of me..
she say at first she tot i will be the onli one giving her trouble in tis class.
but at last nv.. she cal me change wat i gt change so guai rite.. wahaha
den tt najib is an arsehole tell teacher say i late..sch only start for one week den dey gif us the paper when our will exam willl be.. stress ar!!!
those guys in my class lk to disturb me la.. everytime copy wat i say.. esp yea yea n wah lau eh.. pop one ar.. hahax.. den when going hm dey will tell me tml dun late horx.. need me gif u morning cal.. wateva.. i wun be late anymore la..

next week we r going to pulau ubin to cycle..
following week ice skating..

i fall asleep int he bus again.. lucky i wake up before my stop.
going for a bath den its time for my revision...

i pass by the road we use to go everyweek.

Sunday, January 22, 2006 @ 11:38 AM

i'm now waiting for 3 SHAMELESS PPL..
2 of them r playing billard. one still slping at hm..
such an arsehole!!!!

@ 1:15 AM

went over to kangtang hse for awhile den back hm..
den alex cor when i'm at my hse dwnstairs.. so i went makan wif him
at cosy bay..jin tonic is nice.. hahax..
den back hm to dye my hair black.. yea yea.. black hair rox..
sentosa tml.. those wanan cal meet at my cdac busstop at 11.15 or cal ben or meet 12 at habour front.. yea yea..
freaking tired *yawn..
nitex ppl..

i'mlovingit...

Saturday, January 21, 2006 @ 1:31 PM

yimin binghong n kangtang came our sch again..
to eat... they haf been eating in our sch for the past 5 days..
after sch.. went hm slp until 7 plus.. so tired..
den after finish watching 9 o'clock show went katong..
pl ride is bicycle to fetch.. hhahax.. his bicycle skill sux la..
nv eveer sit his bicycle..
den to choon hse to tok cock. dey watch porn.-.-"! so i went to bed. 5 mins later
yimin came to squeeze den pl.. he freaking fat la.. after pl sleeping on the same bed as us
i cant even toss..worst bing hong join in. ben tt arse is trying to c how i slp..keep looking at my face. i knoe i slp very cute also no need lk tt de rite.. hahax.. i fall asleep le he come disturb wake me up.. such an arse man..
den in the morning 6 plus choon hwee ah ma goes ^%$^%#^&$#..
after tt pl cycle me hm. the bicycle cant even fit in the cab la.. cab driver still say those angmoh will take out their wheel or wateva shit.. pl tried but it cant..n his hand is all black.
pl very ke lian.. last time go punggol hse den i wearing heels i cant walk.. so pl has no choice to piggy back me.. n wat happen was his whole feet sink in the mud.. as i'm on his back
i add more weight to it.. hahax...
sentosa trip cancel postpone to sunday.. anyway sunday more ppl can go la.. yeayea.. so long nv go lo..but i'm still dark..

every moment wif u is a moment i treasure.

Thursday, January 19, 2006 @ 8:17 PM

tdy lesson start.. omg.. i simply dun understand y is there tis course cal retail.. which use mostly on common sense.. i close one eyes also can answer those stupid question la..
my customers relation teacher so chio... hahax.. i lk her..
i'm late again la..those guys who is sitting on my table keep asking y am i alwas late la..
if anyone was late we need to fill up the form n write down y u r late.. my montior say the whole stack belong to mine.. wth rite.. i wake up 6.30 tdy lo.. my sis snatch toliet wif me la...
cab fare to my sch causes me 8 bucks la.. ite food sux la.. all cold cold de..
the whole class r using my language lo.. i saw my yandao tdy... kekex..
finish lesson at 11 so went makan den slack.. omg i cant believe..student smoking so openly where those malays park their motor.. slack till abt 1 plus off to century square to watch "in her shoes" i dunnoe whther the show is boring or i'm too tired.. i slept in the cinema.. den back hm.. i read newspaper in the bus.. n wat happen was i overstop.. luckily two stop onli ar..
wth la.. i already dammn tired le.. i hope i can get hm as soon as possible n i overstop..
reach hm was trying to stop myself frm taking a nap.. but at last
i slept for 1 hr plus.. i feel lk sleeping till next morning. but i guess i will wake up in the middle of the nitex again. so i force myself to wake up.. yawn*
kangtang tt arsehole cal me n say.. si fei po still dun wan to slp ar.. u tis cb i tell u horx dun ever chabot again if nt u die... questioning me all abt .....
basically i jus notice gx n kangtang haf the same darling la.. pig, kantang say i'm her first darling le.. i nv the first one liaox.. he say cos u long time nv communicate le u become the last one lo..
ur hand hao le ma.. so long nv meet us.. i miss u sia..

anyway y all tis happen, all tis happen becos of u.. if u arent the one hu sayin how much u love me n all kinds of shit. thing wun happen to me lk tt..

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 @ 10:05 PM

wonder hu the hell say ite very slack.. wtf i nv felt so tired before la..
after going tis shit sch.. i wan to sleep as early as possible..
i'm trying to force myself to slp later.. cos i wan to watch tv la..
third day of sch.. die.. i think i gif my teacher alot of trouble..
i'm the onli one.. not even the guys gif trouble.. cos i was late..
she say first day halfway run away cos u gt dental ok i excuse u..(fake one)
second day late for 1 and a half hour.. third day late again..
wakaka... lk i wan to be late lk tt. wtf.. teacher frm ite so xia lan.. think we jus come in den can scare us wif attrition form.. wateva la... yaya.. but nt me..
i din knoe so many ppl knoe me in tis sch.. becos of my yea yea.. hahax..
hehe.. wanna take number frm me.. wait long long ba.. wakakax..
guo xiong tt irritating freak.. so suay same class as him nvm.. everytime mimic my wah lau eh!!!
it started all becos of kangtang.. guan hong n leonard r following gx mimic-ing my voice la..
hao ke lian ar was once i use on ppl.. now every one turn one round n use on me when they start disturbing using my wah lau eh..
can u all haf ur own style.. dun mimic my wah lau eh..
gx is really sickening i was late n he din wait for me..
i need morning cal.. i forget to put alarm n i wait up at 8.. tml lesson start at 8..
wtf la.. argh.... so early.. my sch is so far la..
tml watching movie wif celina.. she so busy nowadays man.. she forking out her own study time to catch a movie wif me.. so nice of her.. where to find tis type of friend sia.. i first rite.. andy second yea.. wahaha..
tml lesson end at 11 hope it wun extend.. yea yea.. go catch a movie den back hm.. KOON!

oh ya.. now the hottest topic will be the one i hav jus left ba..
everybody is trying to pull us back together.. its realli impossible..
when i end sth i wun turnback.. anyway now studying, also no time for any relationship..

Tuesday, January 17, 2006 @ 8:14 PM

second day of sch.. yimin,bing hong, kantang came to find us
keep physco us to chabot.. all cb kia..
we haf strong determination ok..
somemore still late for sch tdy.. for 1 and a half hr la..
after lunch time was all games amazing race.. wtf.. jus lk camp..
bomb here n there.. so bo liao.. how old le they still organise tis type of thing.. wtf
the leader hu lead my grp say i look lk the 933 dj pei fen.. hu the hell is she man..
tml 9 to 2.. sianz... lucky my time table good one.. swee swee one..
everyday also end early only monday n tuesday..
can go rollerbalde in the evening...
my class gt 4 malays gal.. farking kp.. wth la... i tot all nerds den i can haf peace..
whos knoes.. seriously tis sch realli sux la.. so big.. den the lift ar dammn hot ar..
no fan de la.. frm my cafe to my class need 5 min walk la.. kan la.. the lift dun knoe lk wat..
everybody waiting. den the lift so small so many ppl squezze.. squeeze nvm lehx.. is ok wif me
but some ppl sweat inside the lift.. wah lao.. the smell da bu lei ta han sia..
tdy take 17 to sch also one auntie buy fish up the bus.. somemmore the bus so squeezy.. i smell the fishy smell almost make me vomit ar..
my hair colour r nt allow in sch.. arsehole.. i need to dye back.. shit la.. waste my money..
oh ya my class gt sissy.. so horrible.. there activity in class write lk abt my feeling n everything.. the teacher also cum gong.. dey think we pri sc kid ar.. write so many shit.. so each of us haf to read out how ur friend feel. dem bo liaox lo. the food in the cafe sux lo..
how long am i going to stuck in tis siclening sch man!!!
i alot of complain i knoe.. hahax..
i'm so tired.. i wan to haf a good night rest.. pls ppl dun cal me or msg me in the middle of the night.. my sch start le ok.. i need to slp de!!!

Monday, January 16, 2006 @ 11:15 PM

first day of sch.. omg!!! so sucky la..
my class is lk so quiet.. all nerdy all CMI!!!! no yandao n chio bu la..
wat a boring class... halfway i chabot out.. wateva la..
my teacher cal me la..wtf.. ask me y did i go off earlier.. lucky i haf think of a perfect excuse..
after tt went bedok.. the guys haf fight.. actually we can c they fight de la.. but den there ppl shouting they ppl fighting den police came after a few min.. some kena screen.. argh..
irritating..
after tt went hm .. go for dinner at fisherman wif my friend..
i nv eveer fancy guys we cars ok.. in fact they sux la...
they lk to hanky panky... so guys wif car ya they look nice by its cover!!
before u think the cover its nice read the content man!!!

tml haf to go sch again!!!!!!! argh.. i dun wan to go.. orentation r farking boring tt wat i can say..
they make me feel sleepy.. the cafe food sux!!! i nv ate such yucks spagh before la.. still cal wat campus heaven.. can go eat shit la.. hahax...

kangtang going to sch.. yea yea.. so happi for him..
rmb wat u promise..
no clubbing no ponteng..
study hard yea!!
i'm hereby to encourage u man..

ben u r so mean.. get into my triumph..
very good!!!! wat a gd brother..
i din dress skimply can..
its jus tt i look sexy in wateva shit i wear alrite..
i dun lk porn star either...
the guy i left behind? i dun wan to waste time on unnesscary thingy.. yea man..
lk a sis lk a brother.. u throw i throw.. u dump i dump.. u single i single.. u handsome i pretty..
u musuclar i sexy.. hahax... both of us arent suppose to ahf n bf/gf understand!!!!

Sunday, January 15, 2006 @ 11:36 PM

went roller blading at east coast for abt 3 hrs..
din even blade much la.. blade so little..
blade to lagoon makan. den blade back.. tt all.. wtf rite...
i'm suppose to exercise la.. but we went east coast to eat...
ytd went shopping spree at far east.. bought myself one pony school shoe.
sling bag. one suit of clothes.. 4 items cause 200 bucks la.. wtf..
tml sch start lo.. sianx.. i dun feel lk studying there la.. can refund bo.. i wan go private study le la.. sianx.. celina came orchard to meet me for awhile.. after tt went katong..
joke of the day for everyone frm ben
whale sperm r ikan bilis
ben help dolphin do cpr before.
after tt meet alex for awhile to changi village. den back hm riding wif the speed of 160on the bike.. thrilling enuff... hahax.. i knoe its dangerous.. first n the last time.. dun worry peeps..

mary gong~!!! wat happen... cal me soon...

Saturday, January 14, 2006 @ 4:16 PM

early in the morning i found my menses haf arrive. the pain is killing me.. i cant even get to slp.. trying so hard to bear wif the pain without taking any medicine.
at last i still took the med.. without the med i cant even walk man.. arghh..
i feel lk taking a feel more la.
now dressin up preparin to get my butt to queensway. acc those freaking guys get their cheap clothes there.. den to town.. i haf no choice to go town..
my parent r dammn budget.. trying to use 2oo bucks n shoo me away. 200 to buy new year clothes the most gif u 5 pieces of shirt?i wan to buy shoes, bags n lots.....
ben is now waiting at bedok for those shamless ppl---> ben say one.. help him tell u all.. haha
yimin woke up 3 plus.. same as me.. when i called her abt 4 plus she was still at pasir ris la.. wtf...
was so indecisive so i call my mr ben woon. whether to wear cute cute or wear pretty pretty..
he cal me wear tt cute cute outfit.. it has been so long since i last wear.. wondering will they laugh at me...
tml going to meet yumei n pei fang for rollerblading.. anybody wans to join us? we will be blading in the afternoon... hahax..guess next sunday will be going to sentosa.. so long din go le.. i miss the smooth sand.
i miss going we my gaydish tampon!
i miss those fun we had!

fuck my pain jus wun stop...

@ 1:13 AM

oh din blog for quite a number of days.. oh i miss blogging man..
wednesday will be going to buy uniform at abt 1.30..i'm suppose to meet celina in the morning. without calling me she coming early to my hse.. i haven even bursh my teeth. i'm still lying on the bed..
i saw her msg saying wei open the door i outside.. i still lying on my bed half asleep.. dun lie la.. u think i dunno ur pattern ar.. everytime bluff me... awhile later she called..
celina:oi .. still slping ar... open the door lehx..
me: dun lie la..
celina:realli la.. u dun believe i press the door bell..
me:press la..
celina:i realli press ar.. i press le ar?
me: press la.. dun come cock wif me la..
ring*~! omg the door bell realli rang la.. i still dun believe i tot its jus coincidence la.. went to peep at the hole. omg! and i'm jus wearing a underwear la.. so pai seh.. haha..

went sch to buy uniform.. i realli sotong la.. i change it to the smaller size but i fucking din check dey gif me other other design la.. ite realli sux la.. the uniform machiam factory workers.. i dun feel lk studying anymore la.. screams* monday how to go sch la..the skirt is so long... it cover my knee.. i'm wearing M size can u believe it.. omg! i highlight my hair.. it sux big time.. omg.. i shoudnt even touch my hair.. ahhh.... how how how..
after tt went tamp to play billard... yimin kangtang cheap our money.. they punch cheap one la.. we punch ex de.. wth...
den to 85 market makan... den back hm..
thursday went tamp to catch a movie wif alex..the family stone.. abit boring but quite a nice show la.. very saddening. can watch la.. after watching i meet yimin they all to 85 to eat again..
den back hm...
tdy went pp to meet celina n andy.. after tt alex n xiang join us.. so went play pool..
i love to disturb andy.. hahahax... i love to go out wif them.. cos tt grp of guys r alwas been disturb by me.. all cum gongss.. hahax.. so funni..
i haf great fun today.. i alwas haf a great laugh hanging out wif them...
after pool.. alex sent me hm.. i'm back hm to ask my mum $$$ for new year clothes..
shopping spree tml wif my brother.. so fast school starting soon.. no more hanging out late.. sigh...

all guys r pissing me off!!!
anyway stop clinging on tt lil hope!
u haf dash ur lil hope...

Wednesday, January 11, 2006 @ 4:57 AM

went tampines to makan at 824... den to bendemeer one stupid pub to drink.
we went there quite early n there 4 auntie sing those old song la..
totally sux la..make my ear bleed onli la..
alex broke off wif her gf le.. finally.! congratulation..
there wun be any torture or any complain frm u anymore..
no more slapping nor hitting frm here.. hahax
after tt he frove me to 85 to meet peifang they all..
beri gd today win 14 bucks.
tml meeting celina in the morning.. yea yea.. so long din c her la..
miss her many many la.. hahax..
she sure gt lots n lots of thing to tell me..
tdy actually was wearing the levis jeans but i cant button la..
ask my sis to help.. my cousin say mian jiang si mei you xin fu de..
keep laughing at me la.. wtf la.. as if i wan lk tt...

i hate my life to be monitored
i guess we shouldnt be friend until ur feeling is gone la..
cos i dun wanna to led u on..
ya i'm worried abt u becos i'm scare u do stupid thing.
jus as a friend nt any other things lk wat u think
say me heartless say me mean.
i wan to tell yes i still lk him
i wun fall for any guy except him happi n its true
pls stop asking ard for the reason.
u pissing me off la..realli..
the more u gonna love the more i gonna hate..
everybody will hate me when they c tis.. but seriously i dun gif a dammn
i dun wan to c u carry on lk tt pls be strong n overcome everything..
hate me n tell everybody i'm a bitch i'm a slut..
i will accept wat everyone say frm now onwards.
but after all tis i hope u will feel better n stand up on ur own.
stop clinging on tt lil hope. frm tdy onwards dun even bother to msg me!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 @ 1:57 AM

went tampines jus now.. ate kfc.. i'm still hungry.. guess mense in coming soon.. wakaka..
i reach hm my sis say:jie u so fat.. the meat pop out!
my sis so cb!
my mum scolded me la.. saying tt i'm useless
cos i doesnt want to go private..
i dun haf the mood to wrk hard at the pont of time..
i need motivation n encouragement
i dun wan to waste their money.. might as well spent n clothes or whatsoever..
so i went to pay my sch fee using the sam machine. so frm now onwards nobody can physco me.. by going private or ite!!
went to c them play billard la.. actualli we r suppose to play togther.. den gt ppl challenge
our grp. at last we won la.. come on man.. hu r we.. hahax..
there tis guy toking to me in msn.. someone brother.. i guess he physcotic la...
the moment i online he will hi to me.. wanna chat wif me so i entertain him by using a few wrd not more den five.. n he lk fine wif it la.. still gt lots of question to ask la.. so i block him. so i guess mayb after awhile i unblock him he wun tok to me anymore. but the moment i unblock him.. he start to hi. when i doesnt reply he will goes.. hi r u busy.. wat ya doin..
get so piss by him.. so i guess block n delete contact is the best way la
sch going to start next week. i'm going to sch to get everything on the 11 which is a mux for office n retail ppl la.. dunnoe y also la.. still gt wat orentation on the 13.. how old liaox..
sianx.. wonder how my life will it gonna be for me.
yea yea! i gt my own dance studio at tampines.. i can go whenever i wan... they want me to perform in every event they haf.. tt great! so now its up to me to dance solo or having grp la.. anybody intrested can cal me...

its nt becos of him.
the reason i told u is true.
no lies.
i really sorry to hurt tt much!

Monday, January 09, 2006 @ 9:31 AM

i'm nt fat ok! kangtang tt arse cal me fei po! wth la...
nt even can..i'm slim.. i'm jus nice now.. no longer skinny.
neither i'm fat alrite.. I'M NT FAT!
ya i eat alot ytd but i guess was jus mildly hungry n nt greedy can..
ate a choco bread before sleep. aiya... i'm jus feeling hungry tis few days la..
went 85 ytd nitex to makan. i order porridge.
their egg n chicken r more den porridge when i wan to eat porridge la
after eat prata.. yum yum...
i feel lk eating amanda cookie la..
amanda can u bake many many den i can put in a container.
den i slowly eat. hahax... i'm greedy i knoe.
was raining tis few days..which i kinda sick of it le.. so cold..
its so troublesome to go out under a rain la. cos my leg is gonna soak wif water
hope it will be sunny tdy. going for job interview. pei fang knew abt it..
she say: we all forever working u all forever interviewing. work halfway everytime runaway!
hahax.. nt everytime me la.. everytime is yimin n kangtang la..
we r useless shit.. we onli knoe how to spend money. yea yea!

i guess i'm too impulsive tt day. i knoe it hurt alot after u saw those things i wrote.
i din mean to hurt u so much. thing will be better soon in a few weeks time. waiting for me is jus a waste of time. i think i get my mind clear n i know wat i wan n hu i wan. hope u r the same too.
pls gd wrk n take gd care of urself...
gx say to me: those ppl hu fall for u r really stupid.. so bear in mind wif tis.

*lifeabitch

Sunday, January 08, 2006 @ 3:38 AM

fcuk la.. life is full of crap la... y there so many decision for me to make.. is there anyone hu can help me choose the right path right track for me la.. someone tell me wat the right thing to do la... i actually decide to study in ite. but now yumei cal me dun waste time even fail still can take diploma.. but i guess i will fail my O level la.. cos i dun haf the basic.. she say i dun haf the determination.. so even if i go ite is the same.. ya correct.. but dead la.. now go study private shit la.. mux study very hard.. giving up everything la.. now i'm lost again. i gotta make another new decision when i haf taken money frm my dad for sch fee uniform n book. smart la evelyn.
r u guys playing me.. when i decide to go ite.. ppl say o level.. i say o level ppl say ite. decision is mine but advise r nt mine. each side hab their own story. lk tt how i make choice. arghh!!!

feeling so terrible now.. i nv felt tis way before.. i hope i can avoid everything..i'm tired of all those shit la.. i wanna to rest.. someone kill me pls..!!!! arghhhhhhh!!!!!
y tis will happen...

Saturday, January 07, 2006 @ 8:16 PM

ytd was suppose to blade but it rain.. so we went choon hse instead of blading. on the way there it was really fun la.. cracking jokes none stop la.. make me laugh till my stomach cramp.. hahax.. when to eat chai chee ba chor mee. i jus realise tt the drink there free flow la.. nt bad lehx..reach hm 7 plus in the morning la.. sneak hm n faster tuck in my bed.. woke up at 4 plus 5.. so many fone cal..i'm still feeling sleepy la .
i going to make my final decision.

@ 4:12 AM

so fan.. i'm fucking indecisive la... haix.. arghhhh.. someone help me !!!

Friday, January 06, 2006 @ 5:29 PM

ytd went bedok slack.. so long din slack under void deck talking le.. play 21. was lk sucky la.. i get 21 i still go take another card la.. dun knoe for wat also. kena screen 3 times by police la.. so suay la.. so long nv kena all this things before le.. guess they r too noisy le la.. play true.. the one wif the smallest card will kena.. the most pai seh thing cheng pei fang haf done..
eating rice at mrt station somemore sitting on the floor.. awhile later
someone: gal turn here
*flashlight
hahahax
tt person is going to bring her to the control station for eating in mrt station.. lolx..
i'm going ecp again. for someone bbq.. hope tdy will be back early la.

i wanna look for him

Thursday, January 05, 2006 @ 6:52 PM

went blading ytd again.. reachh hm at 7. blade thru old bedok jetty. i guess its nt a very gd idea to blade there la.. heard it wasnt tt clean. there still ppl near the old bedok jetty. a few ba.. fishing down there nt more den 5.shiying n kangtang fall twice.first fall kangtang feel someone kicking his blade. but there isnt.. the seond fall for them isnt a gd sign.. shiying went hospital. need to shift her bone back to the original place. god bless her. lucky its nt tt serious.
after tt all of us acc kantang to parkway to withdraw money.went thru the underpass which was so sucky. n i fall there la i even pull jun heng to fall wif me . hahax.. choon hwee tt siao guy dun even blade well wanna jump wat stupid hump. jump more than twice to let us c how he fall.. hahax..
although i din blade much la cos jun heng pull n push me all the way.. but still i'm panting lk a dog la.. ben tt idiot make me fall la.. some more at the slope lo make me fall nvm still say i getting more lk those schgal who flim porn de. wtf la.. not even la.. wake up can feel bodyache everywhere.. cant even close my leg la.. walk lk one crab lk tt.
anyway its a great fun blading wif everyone. yea yea!

when there a hole , double effort mending it back.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006 @ 6:48 AM

went roller blading jus now. frm 9 plus blade till 6 plus in the morning. my god my kneecap is going to be full wif scar.. trying to master my blading skill so i blade so fast n i slip.. my leg r farking pain now. champion falling of the day goh choon hwee.. hahax. everybody hu fall, wound will be on the kneecap or either hand or elbow. special case. shiying her wound is on the butt. one big patch. hahax. when i was blading guo xiong was lk evelyn pls be careful.. jun heng was lk wah lau hold u also will kena scare lo.. will gt heart attack.. cos i alwas lose my balance wan fall dun wan fall.. everyone is lk so scare of me.. they farking make me wear the stupid bloody guard on my kneecap la.. is lk dammn pai seh la.. i find onli small kids wear tt lo. kantang is an idiot. keep laughing at lo.. kangtang say if we r going to blading later he make sure i wear all guard. wtf lo... i now pro le.. no need wear le la.. i'm nt a small kid la.. those arse there was treating me lk 5 year old kid la.. it will be a wonderful memories next time.
actually i din really blade much la.. jun heng pull me all the way.. so quite relax la..
now i find i walk my leg open very big la.. y rollerblade wikk..
it will be more fun later. more ppl join us for blading. our grp r so into blading now.. no more gunzzzz.. hahax...
my dad changing new car.. yea yea..
i finally make up my mind..
*chocolate

Tuesday, January 03, 2006 @ 3:33 AM

was suppose to go east coast.. then jun heng n choon tt arse went bedok den to dunnoe where. den at last went ktv.. tdy went ktv one person onli lk 7 bucks.. fucking cheap lo. i want to rollerblade de lo.
pf n hwee ru came my hse.. den i gave away lots of clothes.. all i nv wear before de. still got price tag on lo.. billabong skirt la shirt la.. abit xin tong.. but nvm la.. i also nv wear de.
tml pri n sec sch reopen tml le.. if i pass my N level i will be wearing my uniform to sch le.. i miss wearing my sch u.. hahax.. actually i hate to wear sch u i find its lk freaking ugly. but after everybody say i wear sch u very cute.. basically i wan to wear sch u everyday lo.
i finally make up my mind where to go. tok to my sis tdy. i gt a fix answer. actually goin ite wasnt a very bad idea la.. basically i want go ite partly there one reason i can join modern dance.. hahax.. cant wait to join tis cca.
sing till1 den go makan. wanted to walk hm from katong mall but pf insist sendin me. sending me was lk out of way at last nv. den the four guys die also wan sent me hm.. walk hm alone is lk nt dangerous at all lo. but anyway thanks alot la.. at last jun heng skate me hm. thanks alot n to pf so concern abt me. i;m nt a small kid anyway. hahax..
yimin suggested to go sentosa on tis wed.. if we did i guess the sentosa will be ours la.. oh OMG.. HU THE FARKING IDIOT HU VIDEO ME DURING THE CHALET WHEN I WAS KENA RAPE BY THOSE 4 BLOODY GALS AR... wah lao can u all kindly delete lo.wth realli can c wat r nt suppose to c lo. MR KHEWK GOU XIONG U BETTER DELETE IT LO! u all dammn cb...!!!!
i miss the days*
"just because we don't say certain things...doesn't mean we don't feel them"

Monday, January 02, 2006 @ 2:30 PM

new year eve was lk staying at hm in the afternoon... nobody cal me nth. to confirm time n everything. but when it reaches 6 plus 7 all in a shoot sia. cal ar msg ar msn all.. everytime last min de..went esplanade to c firewrks.. yea yea..was lk so dammn nice. after tt went rave party at pasir ris.. the mrt was lk so farking pack. walk so far then get to reach the mrt station. we cant even go dwn frm esplanade mrt station. still mux walk till raffles place.
got combo hit at pasir ris.the party was lk so sucky. the gals went orchard. was lk wat the hell. they brought the snow spray to the party. i was lk hiding in the middle of the crowd but at last kena catch by yimin. die also wanna spray me.. let me go will die lk tt. mabel dun wan to spray. die wan to spray me.. also the first one to teh me.. so small le still teh. no more le la.. hahax..nda thanks for yea cookies yea..
ytd went 85 makan den gamble. hahax.. den went we those biker to smoke shisa. the big big thingy. was lk much more nicer den cigarette. the air u blow out was cold. n its lk more healthy smoking tt then cigarette. gt alot of falvour sia. its for nonsmoker too. one whole thing is abt 10 bucks at arabia street.quite cheap yea! can smoke for abt 2 hoours lo. can go check it out
i kena pester by ppl !!!! so irritating la.. acc gx back hm ytd was lk he lie to his mum tt i;m her gf. his mum believe can still ask me he ytd whole day nv go hm , he went ur hse stay huh? wtf. -.-"
i guess her mum was lk thinking wat we both do ytd. was lk i'm innocent la... when going off i stand on his weighing scale to my horror i'm so fat... i cant believe man. i din eat alot lehx.. i gt control sia.. slimming dwn arent as easy as i think sia.
nvm.. i'm going for exercise later. goin east coast to rollerblade. yea yea.. but its seem lk raining soon. hope ot doenst la..

*chocolates