-`[burning midnight oil]`-
Monday, September 26, 2005 @ 8:08 PM

tdy went sch on time! i'm nt late tis coming round. hahax.. an achievement.. hehe
i knoe it sound stupid but i din went to sch on time for the past one month i guess which realli horrible! i went for tanning but none of my friends say i tan. they say i din even tan. hahax.
but the heat was unbearable la. actually can count nv tan also la.cos i tan abt 5 to 10 min then i sit under the shade le.
after sch went to meet mary, clar n his friend for revision. i wan to say a BIG THANK YOU to mary! hahax.. i think she teach me until she wanna vomit blood le.. hahax keep giving her de wrong answer.. after tt went parkway to get sth for my mum then slack awhile at mcafe then back hm.. i saw kym the kids central gal, frm kc she's pretty i dun deny but to me she pretty till which she look lk a slut.
at macafe was toking abt tis coming event! anyway nth special! cos its sentosa again...
tis time round i'm going to tan.. eh.. erm.. i guess so. mayb i can bear wif the heat ba!
planning to go pulau ubin to cycle after N level. i guess its goin to be fun ba.. hahax.

i want to buy lots of thing
1) perfume
2) new sling bag
3) gucci sunglass
4) shorts
5) bikini
6) mp3
i think its goin to cost me a big bomb. so i shld work hard for the next two week n start working.. hahax.. of thing r going my way!
looking forward to tis coming saturday..
-[wat][am][i][thinking]-
Sunday, September 25, 2005 @ 11:35 PM

reminscence, i dun knoe y either!
although is the past, but sometimes he jus came into my mind.
mayb its jus time to adapt to the new world.
everybody has started their new chapter of story yet i'm still stuck
i forget how to fall in love again. wat the sign of falling in love?
i rrealli dun knoe. hahax. everybody hav their aim n goal. i also wan to haf one too!

sunday the day for me to revise math. jus found out those simple question i cant even solve
i'm in dead meat!
i shall pull up my socks for the next one week man!
sign off`



deep dwn in her heart she's shoutin for the perfect one!
[I] loVe seNtoSa - !!!
@ 2:27 AM

went sentosa tdy.. yipee! so long nv go le. love the sun so muchh...
but i ahte the heat. first time i went for tanning by lying dwn on the sand.
surprise right? normally evelyn will sit under the shade n read storybook n nt joing u guys by goin dwn the water! i realli did tan lo..
tan awhile onli la. but still counted tan right! was so hot tt i ate up 5 paddle pop ice cream.hahax
horrible right! actually i nv eat so much de is celina n cindy lo. evrytime bully me onli. keep eating my ice cream some more bite so big mouth. cindy still pinch me till blue black lo
played volleyball when i dun even really knoe how to play.making a fool of myself lo...
but indeed is funni when we will playing lo.we go off early as celina is wrking at 6. haiya. nvm we shall go the next following week if u nv wrk.
anyway went to watson which i did sth very stupid n funni which make the three gals laugh till they cry.
went orchard to slack wif alot of ppl la. cindy was lk disturbing someone in tt grp n making me laugh till lk one mad ppl lk tt. free entertainment lo..den took a bus to my hse but before goin hm went rochor to eat soya bean den walk hm wif joevin. on the way hm he's crapping.

i saw the true colours of everything no matter is bgr nor friends. wat's happiness, jus wanna c me smile wat all tis crap abt. i haf seen thing clear. very very clear. i dun knoe wat i haf done is correct or wrong but i jus follow wat my heart tell me!kinda lost faith in everything.mayb one day the smile on my face will jus fade off.
aiya. wat am i writing. i guess i'm jus crapping away!
-get so high-
Sunday, September 18, 2005 @ 12:56 AM

fri night was having fun wif celina cindy n a gal. forget her name le. but nvm la, jus tt we r laughing lk mad ppl all the way frm orchard to tanjong pagar.
actually 4 of us went clubbing but in the end one back up. anyway half way we met sheryl and an ting so we all cut their queue becos the queue was fucking long lo.
after r&b we went out to buy some alcholic drink to get abit high in order to get into the dance.
so went 7-11 lucky our face manage to pass the 18 years level. then went temasek tower to look for sheryl n an ting toking n start to get high there. went back to start our dance. it was rather hot n fun.. hehex.
no fight occur it was peaceful!

took a cab back frm tanjong pagar to my hse yet the uncle only charge me for 6. i'm lucky
din went out the whole day which was a miracle. as it was saturday, usually it will be a happening day outside. stay at hm cook nugget n french fries for tea brk. hahax. i've grown up. hehex. do some english homework which i hav owe noorzura for the past and geog for jenny yam. should be practising math tmr le ba. is late anyway.. i shall go to bed le.. nitex ppl!
!~ostentatious~!
Thursday, September 15, 2005 @ 11:17 PM

all i can say she ostentatious. trusting her so much is a mistake which i repeat it again.
mentioning my name by saying gd friend all this r jus the cover of the book. in order to reveal the truth u ppl muz read through page by page although i did thing wrongs too.
i tend to rely on ppl too much now its time for independent.

fallin in love is as easy as abc but mantaining relationship is nt as simple as wat it is. we need to commit to put in effort so i guess i'm still nt ready. spending too much time on me is jus a watse of time while there lots of fresh fishes out there.

i miss pig, yimin, nda, mary n lots... has been a long time not going out wif them le. mayb tml will be the day to gather once again. saturday we r going for ice skating! yipee its been so long i wanted to skate although i wasnt good at it.

thing r whirling in my mind. lots n loads. tonnes n its torn. __ dash my hope my everything!
i jus want to drink n get really drunk n lie on the bed n get fast asleep. i hasnt been sleeping well for the past few days..

saw pig blog! so funni. i wonder while they took all those foto is there anyboday watching n laughing at them. i think i shall stop here le. buaix!
SecOnd daT aT NZ
Saturday, September 10, 2005 @ 12:51 AM

currently staying in NZ maryland hahax. such a weird name
when night falls it was cold lo. it was abt 8 plus in the morning i think sg will be 5 lk in the morning ba.
everyday eat n sleep c yandaos.. haha
i millk the cows n sheep hahax.. so fun lo. my mum tt gong gong forget to bring camera lo.
took abt 14 hrs to reach NZ rather long n tiring!
i misses all my friends. hahax.. come here cannot smoke lo.. dammn sianx.. hahax.. anyway gtg le
i going to eat my breakfast le!
NeW z3aLaNd
Wednesday, September 07, 2005 @ 11:59 PM

willing be flyin over to new zealand tmr. will be spending 4 days there. very long lo.
actually i din wan to go de, i go there becos if my mum nt in sg i sure no money de lo!
will be missin my gang lk
gx
pig
yimin
mary
nda n lots
will be missing
cindy
wenxue
teck yong
ronnie
wei qun
bobvin
kaixiong n lots la..
will be back on sunday!
chinese n social studies over le.. was some kinda harder then prelim lo. haiya.
i cant stand my mum lo. i bring this clothes cannot tt one also cannot. even my undergarment she also wan to pack for me. wat also dun let me wear g- string don wear spaghetti n shorts. aiyo. later there very cold
feel lk having a fag now!

anyway take care ppl i signing off.. nitex.. slp tight!
./?/ N leVel in 2 days tiMe ./?/
Saturday, September 03, 2005 @ 7:36 PM

its been quite a long time since i blog le ba.
actually nth much to blog abt. but last wed i went Soong sister hse.
one strange thing was the yellow seem like there ppl staying. as there is clothes hanging outside the door. i saw thing fly pass me fast as they all are pay attetion looking on the pentagon sign on the floor. it really scare me off. so i told them to go down.. but some how mayb its jus my illusion as it might be the car light.
headed to indoor stadium to watch superstar! it was chaotic. anyway i did enjoy myself la.
the food there was dammn ex can. i stupid hotdog bread $5 i potato chip 2.50 .
anyway after the show cindy n me headed to old aiport to hav our dinner then back hm to prepare the next day for sch.
went to watch one more chance ytd at tamp. indeed it funny. realli touching! tears fill my eyes. hahax. it worth to watch tt show ba.
today went bugis n i lost my phone! dammn it. i cant live without phone man. wat am i going to do.. i wan phone!!!! phone phone phone! i;m going crazy without phone.