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Saturday, December 31, 2005 @ 2:47 AM

You Are Girly Sexy
You're a youthful spirit, and your energy is infectious.Men love your innocence and lack of emotional baggage.You make every kiss seem like the first and every moment magical.How could any guy in his right mind resist that?

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of wayYou just get most guys - even if you're not trying toGuys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secretsNo wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

You are a Great Girlfriend
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

You Are a Soft Kisser
Your kissing style is understated, but effective
You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses to your special guy
And that's the key: he's got to be special to get your kiss
Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?
yea yea.. bingo.. open ur big fat eyes n c..

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!
What Kind of Girl Are You?


You Are Midtown
You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.
Are You Uptown or Downtown?


i guess i'm really a city gal. hahax...nda.. i tot u slp beside me during chalet.. did u go eat breakfast.. y din i knoe. shit i alwas slp lk a pig. tt day morning was slping at kantang hse.. evrybody went dwn to buy cigarette n left me alone in the hse.. wah lan.. all ps kia..
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@ 12:59 AM

tdy interview was a success! wat interview man. hahax.. interview to me is chicken feet.. tt wat i haf say earlier to everyone rite! but i haven decide where to go.. everybody haf so many farking comment. arghh... its my own choice. but both side gt their point so which one shld i choose man.
after went city plaza eat ban mian den to andy hse watch monster-in-law. before tt was watching one boring show. pearl earring or wat so ever. i fall asleep watching tt show. when i'm sleeping both of them was lk disturbing me. n dey feel so happy abt it.
sleep also wanna di siao siao. wateva single shit i say dey keep laughing none stop. was lk wtf.
after tt went ps. after tt went chomp chomp makan. i dun knoe wat happen to me whenever i step on the escalator the escalator will stop working. those three bloody guys were blaming me. lk as if my fault.. i also dun knoe y sia. and it happen twice.

celina says:
i wan to follow you
celina says:
wherever you go
[e]velyn a.k.a daxiaojie- kawaii nehx.... says:
crazy
celina says:
wherever you wanna be
[e]velyn a.k.a daxiaojie- kawaii nehx.... says:
ur bf fake de ar
celina says:
i will always follow..
celina says:
haahahha
so touching!!! hahax.. go out wif ur bf la.. i busy tt day. i cancel alot of date on christmas le.. so countdwn i'm nt avaliable for u. hahax..
i think tt if no matter how bad is the person as long as he/she love u he/she will be more willing to change n sacrifice so dun jude a person by its past. everybody deserve a second chance.
time really flies yea. last day of 2005 looking back wat haf i done tis year. i guess nth. but i did learn alot of thing in life. still rmb the year 2003 i spend it wif yumei. jus both of us to esplanade to watch fireworks. hahax. i wan to c fireworks tis year too.
back hm.
Friday, December 30, 2005 @ 3:01 AM

i'm hm. stay over outside for the past three days. monday went mel's place to drink. i tot is somewhere to makan lo but a place to drink. after meet steven to drink again at barks cafe i guess it spell tis way...
den went kantang hse to stayover. his hse was lk havock fill wif ppl. couple book all beds. wtf rite. but at last i get to slp on the bed. vince gf lost 50 bucks the next day. i guess nobody will knoe hu haf taken the money. after tt went downtown east chalet. the first day arent reali tt fun. everybody jus gamble down there. ben woon simply loves to disturb me when i'm sleeping. he feel so happy abt it. i jus dun knoe y. he will jus keep laughing.
jun heng n ben r the bian qian ji tuan. play 21 win almost 50 plus lo. the second day couple playing lc games. so funni. 3 couples lc lasted for more den 10 min lo. everybody there was getting high. guys took out their gf bra n girls took out their bf briefs. dammn funni. still drink coke den pass the coke to their gf friend mouth. ppl r really craazy dwn there, they want me to do the same thing wif ch. he's nt my bf lo. even if it is i wun do it k. its lk disgusting. hahax. i onli knoe how to c.
second day was pl birthday n everybody decide to sabo him. his dick kena colgate.which has been recorded. den next sabo boon chao. they wax boon chao pubic hair. hahax..
gals r getting more pervert now. i hav been rape by 5 gals lo. wtf! esp eslynn choo! c i small size everytime bully me huh.
pig sent me a sms thinking all those shit i've say to make her laugh. hahax.. kawaii nehx is lk tt de lehx. everytime do kawaii things. although i abit noisy but still make u all laugh ma. rite ppl?
went hm tis morning. den to ktv at night.to celebrate pl birthday. katong ktv r much more cheaper den k-box n other places.count by hours. it will be much more cheaper if more ppl go.
both of my gf gt a new bf which was dammn sudden.
i gif my blessing to u two.
meeting celina tml. yea yea! she is accompanying for my sch interview.
i'm nt chalet gal alrite. somebody is indulge in love ar.. forget abt me le. such an arsehole.. hahax.
anyway i hate ppl to badmouth abt my friend. if u find she a bitch or watever stay far away frm here alrite. there no need to tell everyone ard wat she did or watever.
going to bed.. looking forward for tml. yea yea!
yea yea!
Monday, December 26, 2005 @ 1:46 PM

yea yea! i finally get to slp.. hahax.. i slept 12 hours ytd!so shuang.
jac y r u wif him.. i so long nv him le... i jealous sia. wat did u ask him.. i wan to knoe lo.. he gt gf le huh? hahax. i tot u so gd msg me merry christmas yuan lai wif my ex den msg me.. wtf.
ytd was so funni lo.. yie kait jennifer they all wrk night shift. so when we r going hm we will saw them.
yiekait:morning all small de, night shift all big de
cb rite!but nvm
choon hwee: shout there at least morning shift all virgin. night shift all kena pia before le.. hahax.. we r more cb lo.
yea yea!
at night going makan wif mary at mel's at parkway.. confirm wan smoke de lo.. mary tt cb. say eat dinner.. she wrk till 8.30 den still mux take bus out.. go till pp close le lo. den i 9 plus eat dinner again.. lk tt i will fat to death.. went chalet finally slim dwn cos nth to eat. now going back to my size again.
oh ya.. anyway tt day christmas i did enjoy myself. when i think back i will smile. esp how i laugh at shawn for being so stupid. tt most the funniest part. he was lk so dammn ke lian. drink two full cup all becos of me.i'm the joker on christmas yea. hahax..
yea yea.. i going to shit.. i also alot of days nv shit le.. no time.. hahax...
bye bye!
shag!
Sunday, December 25, 2005 @ 11:42 PM

christmas eve went serangoon to eat cafe cartel. so bo liaox lo. den rent dvd. one of them was hide n seek. stupid bloody show. which andy celina n me haf already watch before le lo. horror movie has become comedy. i'm the one hu make u all laugh can. still say wan cheer me up. i cheer u all up more than u all do can.yea yea! they haf been influence by my yea yea! i'm also used to my yea yea. when was taking a cab hm ard 1 plus the cab driver ask me turn left? i reply yea yea! he huh to me! so pai seh.
before tt was playing card games the one hu pick the smallest card will drink. i fucking bad luck la.. first card diamond 2. knn... drank quite a lot but i'm nt drunk.
daniel sry ar.. u come back nv even meet u.. not i dun wan go dirnk.. i cannot la.. cos i gt to wake up early the next morning. so sorry, i meet u up when u come back again.. deal k n i'm nt dao k..
i slept 4 hours tdy... wrk 12 hrs. fucking shag.. yea tml no need to wrk.. i going to quit after 3 days. tis job is worst den staying in a jail.can feel my shoulder is going to crack in no time. i wan massage. yea yea!
after wrk went bedok north ave 88 kopitiam to eat. i only get to eat my dinner at 10. all becos of kantang..i tot tdy was saturday. but its already sunday. so fast sia..
nitex ppl nitex.. i going to bed... i 'm fucking tired!!
irritated
Saturday, December 24, 2005 @ 7:01 PM

sometimes ppl
simply jus cant understand wat the meaning of i dun wan to go out wif u to celebrate chirstmas. i wan to stuck at hm alone will die ar.yea yea i lk to throw temper. i got my own programme alrite. too many programme to choose n it wun be ur turn.
face the facts pls!
MERRY CHRISTMAS
@ 5:15 PM

so freaking tired. today i onli slept for three hours. tdy christmas programme either bbq,clubbing or clarke quay or friend hse drink. celina is fussy. tis wan dun wan tt one dun wan. wei i scarifice my chirstmas date to spend wif u so mux love me more. hahax. all my christmas prezzy gone le la.. so sad.
cant understand y so many ppl so many ppl wana go either ochard or clubbin. is lk so dammn pack.
kantang yimin n me is sick of clubbing. club to much le.. now sianx le..
need to wake up early tml. sianx sianx.. ch,yimin,kantang n me get 58 buck for nth. so shuang lo. i'm the lucky star yea!
my hse is empty dunnoe all of them die until where le. ytd went bliss cafe drink again. nice ambience n its nt expensive at all. wanted to eat chocolate fantasy so much but sold out. so angry.
last but not least
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
hope everyone wishes do come true....

"Sometimes, we must get hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to know... And sometimes, our visions clear only after our eyes were welled up in tears."
...
Friday, December 23, 2005 @ 1:50 PM

went orchard to catch king kong ytd wif celina n yl. i gif 3 stars. everybody say very nice very nice. i tot really very nice. its abit too draggy. mary n jun heng pai seh ar.. say wanna watch wif u all in the end i watch first. but i din knoe they r going to watch tis at first lo. i dun knoe wat i'm doin la.. one stupid movie i tell 3 ppl tt i'm goin to watch wif them.rmb tis forget tt. went to drink alot ytd at katong.den back hm at abt 4 plus.
finally i can wear my levis jeans.yeah yeah. daniel is back to indo. i tot he will stay in those grand hotel. at last found out he stay at gelyang lor 4 hotel.
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mary:" well, describing urself , silly.. .. blah blah blah.. i thought u have done ur soul searching. or.. you had done it.. just that.. u simply dunnnoe how to do it? merely concern about her? den why arent u keeping it cool and listen to wat she have to say to you? instead of ur "fark it off" towards her? posting ur anger.. in ur multiply.. all about her.., why?
"wanna show how unbearable the moment of cold war with her? so..i suppose u felt bad too. standing in her shoe, thats wat i think u should do. (well, i know wat u gonna say.." den why not she stand in my shoe?! ) u wan a girl to stand in ur shoe? u serious? or i should said something like..i beg ur pardon? aaww.. all u want is eve to listen to u... blah blah.. if not she wont be so
"dishearted.. sad.. remorseful... .. well, both of us knew how regret she feels.... there's shouldnt be any doubt about her that she really put in her effort in her N levels. coz.. none of us.. are beside her while she did her revision. so, dun judge her like that.
"stop the "fark it off" thingy... only if u really feel pissed and miserable to quarrel with her.. if u feel miserable, pissed.. i think.. "fark it off" it quite a suitable words to use. sorry, i apologise if i went to ur multiply to read ur post. dun get the wrong idea of.." eve, she tells everyone about she is being bullied by me.. wtf" well... well, nono.. she just feel the same way as u did.
"no offence i hope. she's not bullheaded.. if she;s one.. maybe u are one too. Again, i apologise for saying u are a bull head. perhaps, both of u seriously need to calm down and think.. wat have went wrong. and watsoever. i'm outsider.. i knoe, no rights for me to say any. but i am here.. merely, just wan to tell u.. if you are not someone important to her.. she wont tell me how much she feels just like u do.
as for the slut thingy.. i guess, u must be pretty upset, that she lied to u..hmm , so this show how important she is to you too. dun show ur temper this way by telling everyone who visit ur multiply that eve did that to u. yes, i knew she did wrong.. is her fault no doubt. no i wonder.. u wanna show people how bad she is.. or telling people.. how much u mind.. in her doing that.??? anyway i was there wif her at the point of time.actually they r the one hu offer everybody beer in tt chalet.
"alan", i believe ur words are rather indirectly twisted. i'not going judge u for sure..coz.. i'm nobody. if she's willing to post her blog about her being flirt and yet u are still good enuff to come and fetch her.. this shows how bad she already feels.. u dont have to dig out the past.. trying to show .. all the while u are being cheated? hm.. why are u always commenting about her bad..
and not about the joyous moment.. that u urself are so into it? dont u think is too unfair ?
nah, i knew.. u gonna say.. (den wat about me? those things that happen to me.. isnt it unfair to me either?) well, "alan".. stop and me, myself and i thingy.
pull it off... eve is a girl not ur male buddy khakis...i suppose u are gentleman and generous enuff to do it.
eve, dun wana fail u.. so i believe u wouldnt want to fail her too. but dont u think, forgiven is always a precious gift to someone.. u truly mind in concerning her about? if .. wat i said to u now, u are still boiling in temperature.. den seriously.. u are the bullheaded not eve, if u agree with me that u are, den,. why are u saying she is bull headed and believe u are the one.. too. so after all i've said r u going to tell me fark off? or u r thinking that hu am i to say u. well, as i've said i'm nobody to u. jus at ur indirect way of posting are jus leading to more misunderstanding same goes to eve.
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i hope things wun turn out to be so ugly. i believe i'm partly at fault too n i din try to amend it n i make the thing worst. i haf already calm down so if u wan to rake up the past or trying to tell all ur gd friend saying i'm jus lk all other gals or wat den go ahead. i din knoe u r so cruel to write those thing. rmb the last time we meet after my friend party. someone ask me some funny question abt u. at first was wondering y now i realise y he ask me those question abt u. but nvm la.. all these thing arent tt imporatnt anymore. quarrelling make us understand more i guess. frm tdy hope everything will be fine alrite.
i FeEl gOoD
Thursday, December 22, 2005 @ 2:56 PM

hehex.. ppl i'm back .last three days was lk fark..
i wanna thanks yimin,mary,wendy n esp jun heng. but i wun forget to thanks the most two important person my sis n my cousin. they r the one hu guide me along esp my sis. i love her to bits. din went hm to slp for abt 2 days.
miss hm so much.
CELINA. i miss u. hahax.. so long din c u le..
i've tried my best but nvm i believe every story has an end. but in life, every ending is just a new beginning"
feel so gd. after decideding where to go n lots. i'm gonna to start the next chapter of life. wendy i think blue green red doenst suit me la.. its alwas fresh at first. but now not anymore. u get wat i mean rite! ig uess i can countine wat i use to do last time.
ytd went to eat wif shan an parents at amk cos his brother birthday. their parent dammn power.go out eat can smoke together. still drink beer. wah kaox. sitting dwn there i will die earlier as the smoke choke me to death. went his hse to haf some heart talk. den hm.
whatever
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 @ 1:31 AM

i dun deny whatever u say was rite but did i ever think tt whatever u say is trying to harm me or wat. din i listen to u? din i make the worst preparation? even if the result came out i fail so mux i be happy rather den sad.
u dun deserve it. ok well so wat u mean i deserve to baby both of u not to be angry la when I'M NT THE ONE BRING RUDE TO U!so u no need to sit down n think abt wateva u say my friend n me r too much. i din wrk hard so i cant be sad is it. so mux i be happy goin to ite.
the miracle thingy i say i was jus toking cock can. u think i'm still 3 year old kid to believe in mircale.
i need to sit down n thing abt my future. yes. but the problem is i'm dun even haf the interest in goin ite. i jus wanna tell u i did listen to wat u say. i did go think abt it k. even i did listen cant i be sad be disheartened. " strongly think i do not deserve this kinda attitude from u and your friend..." ME! wat attitude did i gif. the first msg i reply u nicely rite u r the one hu reply WHATEVA! so i say i nt in the mood to quarrel wif u. i din mean anything.its nt attitude alrite. becos i fail my N tt y will causes all tis all rite.
fark it!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 @ 3:14 PM

finally i gt the time to blog n tell both of u tis
SERIOUSLY I DUN DESERVE TIS TOO! I'M THE FUCKING ONE HU FAIL N LEVEL NOT "U"(HIM) OR "U"(HER). YET BECOS ONE PERSON SNATCH THE FONE. THE OTHER PARTY UNHAPPY. I'M THE FARKING HU GET SCOLDING FRM BOTH SIDE. AND I'M THE ONE HU ASK BOTH PARTY NOT TO BE ANGRY WHEN BOTH PARTY SHLD BE CONSOLING ME.
YA I DUN UNDERSTAND Y U GT THE HEART TO TELL A PERSON WHO IS FEELING SO TERRIBLE TO STAY FAR AWAY FRM U. I WILL. DUN U WORRY ABT IT OK.
WATEVA I SAY HERE U BOTH MAYB VERY ANGRY BUT PLS GO THINK OVER A PERSON FEELING FAILING A VERY IMPORTANT EXAM.
lk wateva u say mayb i shld knoe wat my result is but as a friend both of u shouldnt haf throw temper at me durin tt point of time at all.. i apologise if i'm too harsh.
12 more hours
Monday, December 19, 2005 @ 1:57 AM

another 12 hrs i will be able to get my result le.
was busy tdy so until now den i haf time to blog. pack my table n i threw away four big bag of rubbish.
alot of memories flash through my mind when i was tidying. esp gift during special occasion lk valetine, birthday,christmas n lots. din knew tt i haf so many neoprints n foto. threw away lots of teddy bears. which was quite a waste.
i start packing at abt 3 plus till 10 at night.
jacqueline i still keep the first precious moment card u gave me lo.christmas card too. i read through found out both u wrote abt the same lo. GUYS! say wat gt bf mux tell u.. hahax.. la pi xiao xin de eyebrow.. i din forget tt wat u ppl decide to draw on me. but at last i knoe u all cant bear to draw it on me rite. hahax...
time to sign off
bye peep!
boredd
Saturday, December 17, 2005 @ 3:50 PM

although ytd slp very late at least i sleep well. i dreamt alot include getting my result.
dunnoe where shld i go tdy. andy n celina r idiot.. bluff me i very nice to bluff ar.. arsehole.. den i stupid go believe u all.. argh!!!!
dun feel lk going anywhere jus feel lk sleeping. hahax.
i feel sleepy again. haix.
2 more day to go
@ 3:07 AM

back hm frm wei qun birthday. was boring dwn there as most of them r going tml. but there still funny moment. teck yong din lock the door when he's in the toliet n cindy open the door.. lolx!
my result is cuming in 2 days time. shoo fast. hope time will stop at tt moment.
my dad went hospital to slp. cos the doctor wanna c how he snore sth lk tt la.. wasting 600 plus in the fucking hospital. is kinda crazy.. y nt he gif the 600 plus n i c for him. wtf! i can buy one new hp lo.
toking to my cousin n knoe quite alot of thing. i wan to slp wif my mummy tdy but she don allow. wtf rite! she say i so big still lk to sa jiao. buay pai seh. infront of ur mum mux pai seh wat rite?
sis n cousin r watching double vision. i joining dem.
i decide nt to smoke le. tis is for real.
yawnzzz!
Friday, December 16, 2005 @ 2:05 PM

i'm sleeply. but i jus cant get to slp..wat happen to me!!!
ben ask me go watch king kong tdy! anybody wanna come along.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY wei qun!
tdy last day of esther chalet. so fast. 3 days n my result is out.
lots of programme for me tdy. chalet,birthday party,movie,clubbing n bbq..
but all i knoe i'm feeling sleepy. feel lk sleepin at hm or slack at somewher is windy to lie on. was pretty lazy tis feel da
MY NEWPHEW CAME MY HSE AGAIN! argh! i wonder y cant my niece come rather den my nephew. i jus simply hate little boys.they r so playful. simply jus cant sit dun for a moment. he fucking broke my cup. n tt fucking cup cost 40 bucks. argh!
celina finally do sth girls shld do.. hahax.. applause! hahax.. andy tt arse say king kong nt nice. he wanted to slp. wth.. everybody say nice lo. he such a spoiler.celina tt fucker ask me nt to go anywhere but go town! I HATE TOWN. seriously i din lie lo. its such a boring place. so now they r planing to go shan an hse to haf a drink n ton over there. andy is so irritating keep bugging us to go out now. but i haf to go friend birthday first.. all r arse.. if i get fed up i shall stay at hm n slp..
morning
@ 9:59 AM

morning everybody.. i'm early tdy. i woke up at 9 plus.
so i practise my dance steps. jus realise my ballet shoe is so dirty.
fin dance for so long cannot even do i normal turning.. i'm dead.. i'm old.. arghh!!!!
talking to kantang ben gx n choon hwee in msn..all fuckin lamer..
chirstmas eve programme sentosa den town.. ben say wanna take pic the whole day..390 pic. den put in friendster album!-.-" i dun think there's enough battery.. ppl listen up ben say christmas eve gals eat xiao den guys eat chap.
gx wan ben to slp wif qiqi!

™gx™ says:
u say so much u also won't confirm come with us
Mr.Rabbit ™ says:
ya LOR !
wtf rite!!!! i lanlan lo.. at least i gt help u all to plan ma..
feeling abit tired.. going to bed again... bye!
stresss
Thursday, December 15, 2005 @ 8:24 PM

although jus now gt scolding frm someone but i'm happy le cos my mum piggyback me! i kick her butt jus now. hahax.. she so fat.. wahahax..
jus now my mum n me squeeze in one single bed. she asked me lots of question. gt bf la.. ask me y bing hong n me break off last time. ask me go clubbing dance wat type of dance. gt flirt guys or nt. wtf rite.. my mum is sickening. but nvm i lk.
now my parents r out. left me n my sis at hm.
i haf receive ur christmas gift mike. hahax.. thanks lots.love ya to bits.
my result r not out n there letter for me to join their stupid courses. somemore still gt wat sponsorship. when i dun understand a single shit.


so stress... my result r coming out.. arghh... y so fast!!!
bad to worst
@ 4:02 PM

my mood is getting frm BAD TO WORST!!!!.
all thanks to u.


actually children arent tt bad la.. cute at times la..


off to haf a puff..
paradox
@ 2:17 PM

actually was slping quite early den usual. lying on the bed the next min fone ring. becos of my dar-wendy. i acc tok till 4 plus den i can slp. so tired!
how noble am i man. hahax.
got to knoe sth frm her. hey hey i'm nt wat u think ok.. my face gt write i gt 10 over ex huh! do i look flirt. wat the hell.. dun judge a book by its cover horx.. dun play play i'm devoted to the person i lk can. rite wendy? hahax
both of us were toking lots of thing over the fone. get to knoe those ppl hu two time their bf or gf really sux big time. those gals hu already haf bf hu doenst treasure can go die also. talk big wif other ppl when one day ur bf leave u i will laugh at u when u cry n ask him back.
To:Wendy
thing will get better as time past. time is the best medicine to heal all wound.
i'll alwas be here for u! hehex. smile*



my friends say u will be gone too soon
gOsSiP~!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 @ 11:15 PM

went back frm pp at 6 plus. actually jus meeting mary but after tt gx n yimin came along. gossiping n laughing out loud without bothering our image.
went mega pool to play loser punch.yimin win me tis time round.. argh...
guoxiong u r fat! hahax.
i wan to watch king kong. anyway i'm nt going to attend the high tea nxt year le. cos its for new year.. argh.. i hate new year n new year songs. it totally turn me off man.
my mum is a farker she is telling her friend tt i'm spoilt by her n slacking at hm. as if i'm a daxiaojie. doesnt need to touch anything. wtf!!! i got help her do housewrk de lo.. so cb!!!
worst of all MY NEWPHEW IS COMING TML~~~! fark it man. yimin tdy was saying eslynn sis dammn cute. which was in her msn display pic. but to me kids r jus a burden n they irritated me. arghh.. i guess i cant slp well tml in the morning..
was talking to vanessa online.. finally u r attach. hahax.. nt bad at least tis one up to my standard. dun worry abt me. i'm alwas the last cos i wanna be nun! hahax..
i saw sth i dun wish to see. argh..
i dun feel gd at all... haix.. nvm tml will be betta...
nitex everybody.



things jus happen in a flash,
so fast,
it jus slip by me.
MoUnT fAbeR
@ 1:16 PM

ytd night went altivo for a drink wif steven. finally got to c him.miss him lots..
ppl we r jus friends ok.stop gossiping. freaking tired and i haf to wake up before 1 to meet mary. i almost forget lo. hahax.. but i'm awake now.
i jus open my eyes my mum fucking ask me lots of question hu steven n lots lots lots. i hate it man..
after drinking went hm to haf a gd nitex slp. no nightmare no dreams..
i think i got to stuck at hm for the next fews days. i'm broke. ppl dun cal me out unless u all wanna pay my thing for me..hehex.

off to bitch ard wif my les partner~!
I hate KIDS
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 @ 8:14 PM

seriously i haf sth to announce
I HATE KIDS..
kids r freaking troublesome. esp small lil boy. they r freaking playful.
my nephew came over to my hse everyday.. arghh!!!! i hate it man. they r fucking noisy. they cant keep quiet n stop run ard for a single moment.
feeling hungry so i ask my sister how to cook to the fishcake. so she teach me how to use the microwave. after making the fishcake hot. i put in a bowl. left hand cold milo n right hand my bowl of fishcake. wat happen next was....
my newphew bang onto me.. shit man!!!! the fishcake is lk fucking hot n it burnt my hand,its ok but the milo was all over the place.. scream* after i clean up the place the floor is still sticky... their lunch can start at 1 n end at 3.. wtf rite. finally understand ppl rather earn money den giing birth. i guess gorvernment shld gif up on the wat baby bonus thingy.
kids jus sux esp those hu cant even sit still for a single moment.
jus had my dinner.. tdy desert will be agar agar.. hahax.. i'm going to cook wif my sis.bye...
6 more days
@ 4:38 PM

oh nOnoNOno! 6 more days to my result. *screams.. tis time round foen tt arse reminded me. haix.. back hm ytd night 1 plus.
so surprise tt kah leong cal me ytd.. it has been a few years i last talk to him. hahaxx..
my dad is an idiot i wanted bee hoon n he brought back noodles. there goes my lunch.my dad n mum is so baised....
i'm toking to wendy now. she is a nabei arsehole! she keep saying i'm fat. when i'm nt.. i so slim ok...
sick of gunz
Monday, December 12, 2005 @ 8:10 PM

i fucking sick of gunzz now.. celina, pei liang n andy came over to my hse..
my hse is spoilt by them lo. wat the hell. making a mess ard my hse.i swear i wun let them come over to my hse anymore esp LU PEI LIANG! tt bastard!
keep disturbing my sister. as my sis is her sis!
u freaking ass. kena dump by ppl le la.. cannot is it..

i'm freaking bored. bored bored bored....
i wan to watch the longest yard.........
i wan to watch lots n lots of movie...
bike bike
@ 1:47 PM

went out late at night n back hm at 3..
slping lk a pig n my fone goes ringing. i pick out the cor without looking at hu it is.. the first words which come frm the other party was.. eh. play guunz lehx..
tt yimin. yimin:huh u still slping ar.. wanna cal u chiong gunzz de.
wtf.. i sianx abt gunzzz le la..

toking to lots of ppl in msn.. edwin say sth funni
edwin:how u n ur bf?
me:bf? which one. since when i gt bf?
edwin:ur sch one
me:wth tt one dunnoe brk how long ago le lo..tt 8 mths ago hello. (u r so lag!)
edwin:oh sorry la.so did u realise u din tok to me for so long
edwin:anyway y broke off? i tot u guys was so loving when i last tok to u
me:forget how also. over small thingy la..
edwin:aiya.. confirm u r the one hu ask for it.. anyway i think u tis type of pattern no guys wan lo.. so playful.. if any bf can control u. i will bow to him n say u r the god!
me: WAH LAU!!! u very wat leh.. am i tt bad? i now nt so playful le rite..
shall stop here. below r nt for u guys. hahax.. edwin is abit slow rite.. i broke off wif my ex 8 mths ago now den he knoe. he wan to bow to my next bf.. hahax.. edwin i will rmb wat u say..
i'm having slight fever ytd nitex.. up n down none stop. my sis spoil my favourite ring he gave me. dammn it.. anyway it time for me to letgo. later celina is coming my hse. hhax. n she proclaim she wanna study at my hse. was kinda joke i guess. we will gossip none stop think.
i shall go n hav my lunch

i hate my mum... she so biased!!!! argh>>.. fuck!!!!!
yawnzzz!
Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 7:59 PM

jus wake up frm my nap slept for two hours.. so shuang. but still keep yanwing
i freaking bored doin nth.. jus now tok to celina on the fone she was lk reminding me tt my result is coming in 8 more days. haix.
i hate ppl to remind me.. argh...
so bored so bored. my freaking sister is trying to irritated. i hate it when i'm using com or either reading sth ppl ask me stupid question. it irritate me lo.
argh!!!! tt my sis. so angry.
wendy nt fair.. u dun dote me le lo.. u nv buy christmas present for me.. u buy for SOMEONE else. arghh... liar la.. tt time still say u dote me the most.. liar liar liar!!!!!
sianx
@ 1:01 PM

jus wake up nt long ago.. almost every morning will receive a wake up cal frm mr huang lo . i cant get back to slp after toking on the phone lo.
ytd i dream again.. dream abt all stupid kinda stuff.. having nightmare tis few days. make me wake up in the middle of the night and i dun dare to go toliet.
ytd go sentosa saw edmund... but wasnt confirm is him. so i din cal after went his birthday it was realli him.. hahax.. indeed all of them change lots. now razzmy in msn told me he saw me n he called me. but i din turn ard.. hahax

after meeting them ytd think of those fun wif haf in the past. so long din go for night walk, visit aquas. basically all stupid n lame stuff we all do la.. lk climbing up the busstop , run cab, eat without paying. hahax..
walking past marina south bus stop. i rmb we board 5 cab without paying. tt my first n my last time doin tt. hahax... 7-11 free food frm 1 to 6 at bedok south!
tamp our 2nd hm. OCH our 3rd hm. anyway thing gotta change when we get older la. nw everybody seem so diff.. poly student busying wif their exam n jc school leavers, ite, sec are having sch holidays playing gunz.. hahax..

waiting for my dad to buy our lunch back. i'm so hungry..
happy birthday edmund
@ 12:05 AM

oh ya forget to say sth
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Edmund!
may all ur dream come true..
poor edmund kena all the smelly eggs on ur leg.
but nvm la.. 1 year 1 time ma...
sentosa
Saturday, December 10, 2005 @ 11:29 PM

went sentosa wif celina n gang wif andy tay n chen, shan an n my cousin.
tot it were rain but it din rain la.. onli rain at pasir ris or mayb bedok.
went in water tdy becos i was been force to do so. den to habourfront makan.
was planning to go hm. but some request go clubbing or to shan an hse slack.
phone ring awhile later. jun heng cor.ben dat farker i tok onli den kan me.
ask me go marina eat steamboat. keep forcing me there. at last i went there to eat free food. hahax. play one round of billard. den eat again. everybody sitting dwn there toking abt gunz again. i hear also hear until sianx.. toking none stop.
after tt took cab wif shiying n mary toking abt gunz again. suddenly rmb i even play gunz in my dream lo.. i guess i shall stop tis game soon. getting all sort of stupid funny illusion. esp the the prison map in gunz was so lk saw 2 hse lo. so scary ans i really hate tt map lo.
still having flu.. so irritatin...
i totally hate ppl hu say thing behind my back n act nth in front of me lo. dammn cb. i told wendy abt wat really happen. she scold me stupid. wtf.. shld haf hear wei qun advise earlier. mayb i too naive la.. hu also believe. nvm i'm use to it.
after readin mary's blog i wan to watch the movie prime also. lk very nice lo.. jus feel lk watching movie nowadays rather den sitting in front of the com.
gunzzzzz!
fark up la
@ 11:55 AM

arghh.. so angry.. cannot play gunzz.. sth wif tt freaking server. goin to level up le lo.. den cannot play!!!
taadah.
@ 11:27 AM

wake up quite early today.. i'm feeling better now!
can go out play again le... yimin keep asking me out today. hahax...
celina n andy keep asking me to go sentosa..
i hav been physco by them going sentosa.. argh.. my gunzz..
i go play gunzz first den go prepare for my sentosa trip.. hahax..
bye ppl.. yimin if can meet u 6 plus 7 plus..
i'm sick
Friday, December 09, 2005 @ 11:45 PM

for the whole day i haf been sneezing none stop..i tot it was a minor flu but it turn out to sth big.. thanks for reminding me to take care of myself.. hahax.. so thoughtful of u.
went pp wif yimin eslynn to pp to get eslynn friend present. went hotshot play pool.. yimin look here
ESLYNN IS OFFICALLY MINE NOW!! hahax
celina join me after tt den to 85 for dinner.
yimin n celina tis month best lame partner
yimin: celina.. where hebe n ella? (-.-")lol!!!
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yimin: eh.. mary lehx? (asking me) but celina reply
celina: taking care of sheep!!! (-.-") blurrzz!!! LOL!!
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who can be more lame den them. actually wanna cor more ppl dwn to 85 for gathering but all went clubbing again.. after tt yimin sent eslynn hm. leftcelina n me.. her friend came after tt.. her friend ask me a dammn lame question u think joe n celina compatible. was lk huh? when u love someone who will ever think tt! dun wan dem together say so la.. hahax..
back hm after bath. so many cal n miss cal..
pig: at hm do wat chiong gun ar?
i hate to pick up cal now.. evrybody will stop me frm playing gunz.. hahax
yimin: cb dun play gunz lehx, later u level higher den me!
so idiot right.. keep asking me out n stop me frm staying at hm.. hahax..
i guess i shall stop here. i go play gunz le.. den to bed gt to rest well tonitex.. nitex ppl!
yawnzzz!
@ 3:07 PM

another new day.. another gunz day hahax.. wake up on com den go brush teeth.
den start my gunz.
in the morning play wif eslynn n yimin cousin.. very easy to level up.. hahax..
after tt in msn
pig: nabei chiong gunz again
mary:fuck u la.. still playing gunz ar
pl:playing gunz ar?
hahax.. play gunz kena scolding..
my mum: can eat in the kitchen. play until eat also no time ar?
my sis: jie jie i wan to use com can faster ma
me: very fast de last round
few hours later i still using. hahax.. nt going ktv le.. sian.. tdy friday lehx.. am i going stuck myself at hm wif gunz??? i wan to go out!
vince is mad!!
vince:nudge
me:wat
vince: no need so xia lan de ma.. i nudge u onli sae wat
me:den wat u wan me to
me:vince i miss u so much
vince:yeap
vince:hahas miss u too
me:wateva-----> i lame he also lame wif me.. crazy guy..
10 more dasy to my N level result.. wah liew... so fast!!
i wan to go n haf SOmE FOoD alTHoUgh i Eat lE.. bye bye!


i love tinkerbell...
wahaha
@ 12:03 AM

i'm here to blog again.. resting after playing for so many hours.. level 6 now.. hahax... celina is going to play gunz.. another noobz for me to laugh at.. wahaha.. i'm so evil.. tml going ktv i guess same old ppl.. den mayb meet celina for lunch le..
i gt stuffy nose.. argh.. so uncomfortable.. cant slp well in the night..
shld be hanging at bedok tml.. at 85 ba.. den back hm to my gunzz again.. hahax.. nitex ppl...
ok..i'm nt trying to pick a fight wif u alrite..i swear i did sent u the msg n its abt ur birthday 1 plus in the middle of the night. ben n ji sheng cal me to go when i'm watching movie. i did told them i'm watching movie so i cant go.
my fault for nt sending u a msg to inform u. i'm sorry but i din promise u going east coast onli marina. whatever shit i wanna cal her tt my problem le.. u dun haf the rights to stop me!
hohoho
Thursday, December 08, 2005 @ 8:13 PM

whole day playing gunzz.. now we e all abt gunz.. dammn lame.. but at least now evrybody r more guai den last time staying at hm facing the com rather outside polluting the air wasting money.
finally found the right gunz.. hahax.. finally level 5. dammn hungry n tired.
playing gunz making me forget abt the time.
esther chalet coming again. so fast... mayb i can go tis time
mum n sis went out for shopping leaving me alone at hm. haiz.. i'm so freaking hungry.. stomach in great pain.. dying soon... hahax..
I WAN TO EAT CHOCOLATE. SOMEONE PLS BRING IT TO ME!!!!
i knoe every lil single thing lo.. horray.. hahax..
wendy u also wan to play gunz ar.. hahax... good ar.. now my turn to laugh at u noobz le.. hahax..
wendy i knoe le la.. actually cannot blame him lo.. hahax.. start all over again nw lo tt wat i can say..
yimin cal me to wrk at escape. wtf is lk standing under the hot sun.. so hot la..
i guess i'm not those wrking material. i'm lazy.
i go watch tv le.. bb...
gunzzz
@ 2:14 PM

i'm awake playing gunzzzz again.. hahax... life so boring.
ytd night went to hav a drink again. back hm at 2 plus. finally knoe wat realli happen. argh.. tis few days realli sux.. lucky i did meet them if nt i'm still in the dark!
its hard for me to smile anymore.
everybody lie to me.. forget it man!
gunzzz
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 @ 10:06 PM

now i'm playing gunz..all fuckers.. nv gif chance!
going to chiong gunz tonight..
can we still return?
@ 8:13 PM

ytd went ktv at kampong chi chee cc is only 6.50 per person lo.. dammn cheap.
but onli got pei liang,yimin, yimin gf (esslyn) n me..bascially yimin n gf paid 6.50 to sio gan lo..hahax.. pl n me was so excited before we reach we already thinking wat duet we can sing.. hahax..
after went to meet wendy to get my stuff then to 85 to makan. kantang n clarence join us at 85. kantang latest hairstyle traffic light colour.
after eating went playground chit chat then back hm.
guess i really hav been neglecting them long. lots of things i din knoe.
now they r toking abt gunzonline. hahax.. i start playin it too. kantang tt arse keep saying i'm a noob. cos i still level 1. hahax.. playing gun wif kantang n yimin tis afternoon. sux lo.. all backstab de lo.. i haven reload den they kill me... arsehole. after tt went suntec to catch saw2 wif foen. tt show is freaking disgusting n scary lo. basically i onli knoe tt show is all abt blood. yucks. so i'm back at hm now. i'm hungry now. i think i go grab some finger food.
yawnzzz!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 @ 11:51 AM

i din slp well ytd. haix... slp till half way one of the idiot went to off the air con. the hotness wake me up! after tt i cant slp.. till 7 plus.. was lying on the bed thinking lots n lots n lots of my pastime.
a few question in mind which cant be solve, forget it.. i go n haf my breakfast den take a puff! bye ppl!
arghh...cbcbcb!
Monday, December 05, 2005 @ 11:03 PM

bad mood bad mood la.. everybody all so cb.. come hm ask me tt fucking question. dun knoe how to care abt me.. onli ask me abt tt. wah lao eh!!!!
fucking parent la.. back to the old one cannot is it..
went out wif pig,yimin n pl to bugis. before going out yimin was lk so ma fan lo.. worry tis n tt. waste time onli.
was buying skirt at blossom was lk dicussing abt the skirt for more den half an hour lo. pl n yimin was lk dammn cb trying to get discount frm every shop they go.. even action city they also wanna ask for discount..
went one stupid thai resturant eat. then tt arsehole pl n yimin 4eva trying to cheat my money lo.. after buying her gf present went pasta mania to makan. the clam chowder there sux lo. after tt they wanted to buy fag vickeroy is abt $8.30 to $8.80. so yimin wan me to help her pay 1 dollar then tt arsehole pl owe me 2 cal her take out another 2 to me will die lk tt.. keep saying return me next time while his wallet got 10 plus. after tt i pay another 60 cent.. n he want me to take out another 20cent.
cb kia.. 20 cent also wanna kay gao.u pay 20 cent will die is it!!!!!
bought le den we regret. think its lk one person too many stick cannot finish. no cigar complain got cigar also complain.. hahax..
was feeling tired n i wanted to go hm.. they was lk stop me frm going hm lo.. arghh.. evrytime lk tt. go out wif them go hm is lk kinda diffcult.

anyway i wasnt the one hu din attend.. i dont knoe wat r u unhappy abt lo.
all i can say is sorry lo.. take it or leave it.. u ask me to go i haf the choice to choose right. but wat done cannot be undone.if u find i'm a bastard for ps u den go ahead i cant change ur thinking. i already say sorry le lo.. there no such need to write in those indirect way on tt bitch testi lo. u knoe i dun lk her u knoe wat really happen between we two.i tot u r the one hu realli understand me lo.but i'm wrong la
yucks yucks
@ 2:01 PM

http://hk.geocities.com/blood1213/fur.html
it's a video. after watching tis u ppl will feel lk crying..
pls dun curse me after u all watch tis ar.. yimin is the culprit.. hahax..
bla bla bla
Sunday, December 04, 2005 @ 12:39 PM

woke up nt long ago.. another new day another day nearer to my result.
i guess i slept for 10 hours. wasnt able to get to slp at first cos my sis n i was lazy to on air con. practically both party wan the other party to on.
at last i give in i on the fucking air con. its too hot.. i cant get to bed although i'm tired.
after 5 min the perfect tempreature for me to get to bed my knee n my hands dammn itchy. realise tt its cold rash. i think i cant go out tdy unless later in the night. whole knee was swollen lk orange lo.. so ke lian rite.
i slim down without eating supper. hahax.. i back to my weight. wahahax.
wun feel lk eating so much le.
actually was able to haf scv at hm.. my dad n my cousin was lk totally against it.. argh.. they keep saying it will distract us.. wah lau.. they r such an arse.
i'm going for my lunch le.. blog later again in the night ba!






everybody is the same la.. all liar!
carbana
@ 1:04 AM

so long din went carbana... jus came back frm east coast wif mary after she wrk.
toking heart to heart.. hahax..
after tt lying on the beach. n tt arse bought another 90 cent lighter again.
down there kp-ing.
was lk a pig nowadays. eat take a nap int he afternoon. then eat then slp den slp early in the night.




i learn my lesson nt to rely on ppl anymore.
arsehole
Saturday, December 03, 2005 @ 5:01 AM

back frm cosy bay. so tired. yawnx...
my sis is nt asleep yet. saw him at pp.. was lk gosh. so scary.
meet up wif celina n gang at pp n yumei was there too. she eating sakae sushi without feeling sick. after tt meet up shiying pei fang n gang la... the first reaction was lk. y u become lk tt? hahax... left earlier after tt..
feeling hungry.. it in the morning six.. toking to my cousin hu currently in US.. got to know tt their tax there is fucking 7%. dining outside u need to pay 15%. wat the hell. its crazy..

somehw i think i'm getting into trouble again. shit man.. history repeating again.. argh.. i hate it man.. arse.. but nvm..
view tis
Friday, December 02, 2005 @ 3:29 PM

www.abortionno.org/resources/inprogress.html -frm mary blog.
i haven haf the courage to view it.. its digusting!
i miss blogging
@ 1:34 AM

din blog for so long le..at first tot my com has problem.. at last found out tt i use the wrong adapter. miss blogging so much.
anyway i quited my tanah merah job. as the manager, supervisor n the collegue there sux.. esp the ger cal wat felica n wen jing de.. plus de supervisor there is lk so free can chit chat can use handphone. wat the fuck.. we all wrk lk one cow lk tt. esp tt lena everyday wear till so pretty to wrk dun knoe let hu c ar.. then chit chat wif husband on the phone.. arsehole..
the manager janner worst the face lk one witch lo. she dammn naggy lo. cannot tahan.. one thing can repeat a few hundred times ar. but there still nice ppl lk nancy n bee har la.. more kind hearted den tt few arse! some more tis idiot company wan 4 days in advance before quitting if nt deduct four day pay. i'm the one who rather let them deduct my pay den wrking for them another four day lo.
the past few days watch vcd tt i hav borrow back.. watch harry potter on saturday wif foen. the movie was nice lo.. dun knoe hu told me nt nice. my cousin came over to my hse mayb staying here for a week.. hahax.. anyway gc sorry lehx.. din go for ur birthday.. cos i dun wanna c ppl tt i dun wanna c.hope u understand. will meet up u guys some other days.
was feeling very tired. lying on the bed at 12.30 dozing off le.. abt 1 plus my sis wake me up.. so i now in front of the computer. talking to shiying got update abit. hahax...
tdy will be car washing day. so fast one week haf past last friday foen n me in the middle of the night went mounbatten cc to wash car. hahax.. was rather fun..
ok guess its time to tuck myself to bed le. nitex ppl.