i'm starting now
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 @ 11:10 PM

i'm starting at the right beat i guess. jus went back frm parkway. ppl will ask me go there for wat? i'm down there studying k. hahax. i think ppl out there will be giving snide remarks. i'm not flirting ard but i'm studying! things go smoothly, learn some mathematics as i went hm early on mon so i going to catch up wif the rest of my classmates. finish doing all my physic assessment paper. mayb i shall start up wif chemistry n social studies soon. anyway i went hm early today too. called big bully to be my dad. lucky his voice was firm enough! slept till three but i'm still feeling tired!
friday they r going clubbing again. oh dear! i simply cant resist the temptation!
hav i become more n more materialistic without him. i dunnoe wat am i going to do next in order to get those thing i wan. someone pls brainwash me. changing frm bad to worst. although i hav made the final decision but i haven gif the ans to tt particular person. shit. tis is driving me crazy!
in life everybody hav diffculties, hope one day u will understand wat i say to u. no point return to the past. no one wanna c it happen, i hope u can return to the past too but the problem is u cant so u hav to move forward. be strong!
sitting infront of the com thinking of him. dammn! wat am i thinkin of him. i shld eat my med n go to bed n prepare for the next day..


hoping u r here for me again!