wateva
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 @ 1:58 AM

wat can i say now.. u always make last min decision! waiting for ur call day n night! i really dun knoe wat to say.. my tears kept dripping when i think of u.. somehow i jus feel lk flying to washington to find u now.. i din put my friend in first..
i din noe u will at my blk downstair to watch me!
i din noe u love me as much as i do!
i din noe u r the one i love so much!
one month is really hard for me.. i afraid when u return to sg u will say u dun love me anymore!
how am i going to spent tis one month not thinking of u...
i wan u to take care of me
i wan u to put me to sleep
i wan to hear u saying u love me
i wan u to kiss me lk ever before
i wan u to bring me there as well
i willing to go there wif u till sch reopen! will u simply come back as soon as possible.. dun leave me alone.. i wanna be everything tt u need!
i realli dunnoe shld i wait for u, i really afraid tt day u will jus appear in front of me saying u no longer love me.. i really hate u for not bringing me along n leaving me alone..
i really hate to put on a fake mask outside.. when i'm alone tears filled my eyes i cant control myself.. i hate them to leave me when i need them the most.


i love u
u r the one i ever need
i love no one else but jus u