My HeArT iS nT fEeLiNg WeLL
Wednesday, October 12, 2005 @ 12:23 PM

argghh.. was slping n celina calling farking early in the morning again jus to tell me tt the baking cake n cookies session has been cancel. y cant u sms me u farker. second cal she speak in chinese. wat an idiot.. i cant recongnise hu the person is lo. i tot was gaydish tampon tt grp of ppl! jus to tell me tt she goin to on a date wif "Someone". so time i hav to take care of cindy lo. i was keep scolding her fark then after hanging up the phone my mum was y u so vuglar. fark here n there hu u wan to fark.. hahax. scold onli ma.. also wun die rite!
went bugis wif wendy n cindy then meet mabel for job interview.. dun feel lk working hope the person don cal me.. hahax.. after interview cindy n i went to grandlink to find teck yong they all..
hahax.. then went city plaza eat bee hoon kuay... yum yum.. the chilli is so nice..
anyway i guess i goin to fail myN level nt jus bad but badly. was actually so confidence to go for sec 5 but now it seem too far for me. i want to take private O shld i or jus forget it n go ITE. arghh.. regert y din i study in the pass few month..dammn it.. when the exam is ard the corner then i can feel the stress n outcoming thing which i shld hav all tis feeling earlier on. actually i dun mind goin ite but without O level can go no, esp in finiding jobs. higer nitec is better one level higher then O but companies still demand for Olevel cert! shit man!

saw sth which make my mind whirling. my heart is nt feeling well. i tot its heal. but it did not. i guess i'm still nt ready yet.
-he's far beyond my reach!