i think i sux
Thursday, November 17, 2005 @ 9:17 PM

i'm hm..i'm in a mess tdy..
firstly i was late half an hour for wrk n it rain.
secondly the customers is lk fuck which i almost lose my temper.
thirdly i was fucking mad wif my collegue who done sth which almost make me pay 10 bucks for nth. lucky it does nt happen.
fourth after it happen then say me n say they r nt scolding jus telling or whatever it is. come on they r jus lk bullshitting can. they almost make me cry. but i did hold my tears. mayb someday i cant take it anymore my tears will keep flowing none stop
fifth after work was still in a bad mood. i wanted to a train frm tanah merah to tamp to meet celina n gang. but i took the wrong side. i realised it when i was at kembangan
sixth i jus realised one side of my heel broke
seventh i jus realised tt i'm too fuck up to bad mouth ppl. which i dun think he/she hav bad intention of me.
eighth i sux!
thing arent tt worst lk wat i think. guess i'm the bad one who influence them.
i cant forgive neither can i forget. wif those things i heard is hard for me to unnderstand him/her. if i realli do so hu going to understand me. yes i'm selfish. tt wat i can say.