cunning
Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 2:56 AM

was talkin to my two bestie just nw!
then i realise i'm so farking
stupid!
i alwas think tt when you treat ppl nice,
ppl will treat u nice.
all along isn't this is wat teachers and
parents alwas teaches us.
but in fact, in the real world
no one and no one will
even appreciate.
as long as anyone treat me nice
jus once, i mean ONCE
i will think the person is nice.
but the real facts is tt they are
up to sth.
can i jus live in fairytale?
why is things alwas so complicated.
bestie are alwas there to help me
but they cant guide me forever,
neither do i wants to trouble them.
i have learnt my lesson many times.
but still i keep repeating the same old mistakes.
why am i alwas so naive!
i hate playin mind games.
and i'm alwas making thing worst.
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ytd went dbl 0 again.
i'm drunk la.
i guess i'm really behaving lk a bitch.
omg and i puke outside dbl0.
*slap myself hard
the last time i ever get drunk was lk years back.
anyway i'm nt gonna let it happen again.
nights peep!