my eyes r swollen
Thursday, June 16, 2005 @ 12:34 AM

i having bloodshot eyes tis two days i guess... when the night falls my tears will simply fill my eyes... u brought tears n happiness to me.. ur cal brighten up my day..
i will wait for ur return unless the day when u told me its not worth..
i cant really post wat i do today.. jus becos of someone! but we will really having fun!
i din really join in the fun cos i jus wanted to stay beside my phone.
jus a cal, i'm contented. wanan knoe tt u r jus safe n sound! u r striving for ur goal, i wan to catch up wif ur steps.. i will follow ur beat ur rythm, dun slow down becos of me. i knoe u will think its hard on me, but as long u r there for me, everything tt i do for u r worthwhile!
even how tired i'm u r the wall to let me cling on.. i wun simply give up till one day u cal me to do so!


*although its the past n i really hope one day i can return back... i nv knew i will get so upset after seeing the msg on the person fone.. tears filled my eyes once again! i nv knew tt love can be so selfish ! "if i cant get it i wun let u get it too"! i realli dun understand.. y some ppl will say tt.. some two headed snake went to both two party n gossip ard by saying each other secert out..

To tim:
mayb my words i said to u r abit too much, hope u dun mind.. we r still friend lk ever before..the question u asked me in the evening i can ans u now le.. i think u really wish to hear the answer rite.. good feeling as a friend the one tt can talk heart to heart the one i can trust, nth other than tt. u r really nice tt wat i can say.. but u dun knoe my past n lots mayb when u get to knoe thing will change..so i think we shld leave it tis way! anything i'm still here to lend a willing ear.
wanna to tell u tt there no true friends, family r the only u can believe.. the most important believe in urself! dun everytime get urself into trouble becos friends.. i really apperciate wat u did for me. thanks! tc...




- tis one i dun wish to mention name la.. cos i dun think he will visit my blog.. but if he does i think he will knoe la.. sorry to wat i hav said in msn cos mayb my word mayb too harsh tt hav hurt u or wat . the most important is the age gap between us.. i knoe u dun expect much but pls change ur nick.. its certainly not the end for u.. tis world r loaded wif good gals.. the first msg u receive today was not send by me but clarence.. hope u dun get the wrong idea! wateva is it we r still friend..seriously till now i'm still cant believe wat u told me ytd... hahax. simply i jus find tt u r jus cracking a joke wif me.. anyway take care!




i lie to them but wendy c through all my lies... she is the one n onli i trusted... i wan to trust more ppl which i cant.. they r too close to those ppl.. gi pray for me.. i certainly feel it really mine.. but i find it doesnt worth a single penny k.. shld i take it or left it! if i shld take it.. pls pray hard for me!


-may tis secert will be kept 4eva!







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