i need to study
Friday, June 17, 2005 @ 5:52 AM

it goin 8 n i'm not in bed.. toking to two person at my hse dwnstairs jus nw.. hahax.. although it jus normal toking n bitching ard but i did learn things.. thanks to u two..
i think i really need to start studying now. i need ppl to accompany me! i need to pass my n level to proceed to sec 5. tis whole week of mah enrichment i din attended one single session n i din get my report bk. i really dunnoe how to organise my time. if u r there i knoe u will do everything nicely n tell me wat to do. imissu.
after today toks wif u i feel lk giving up cos i really cant c any ending. there is really a big gap between me n ur family. even a normal dinner is so different frm my imagination. somehow i find we shoudnt start.
i still misses the past lots.. but simply i jus cant return there. my dear, do u knoe u r too perfect for me, i cant find any single bad points frm u.. except the last min decision. mayb u shld think abt whther is it worth to contiune wif u. i wan u to choose. i knoe i shldnt say tt. lk wat my friend say i'm lucky to hav such a understanding bf. if i really did let u off i'm really a fool, i'm really a freak. i dun wanna let u go neither i can let go of the past.


i wan go shopping lo. i wanna buy alot of thing sia, how? how am i going to spent my time wisely without buying thing tt i dun lk.. dammn! i;m hungry now.. wahahax. going chiong later? aiya.. dun knoe la..








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